Love |
Imagine that you were not able to feel deep love or to have someone else feel that way about you for real, imagine one day just realizing you would never ever be in love again and no one would ever be...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 22:34:00 GMT |
Today |
Today is a good day. In fact lately most days have been good days. Things are going well. My Johanna has been here this week and it has been wonderful being with her and all my kids. They are great!!!...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 07:44:00 GMT |
kids |
So I get on my space tnite cause I cant sleep. Just keep thinking and worrying about my lil girl she is 18 now and she has been doing sooo good but now she is faltering and I am scared for her than as...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 00:03:00 GMT |
A New Year |
Here I sit again, a new year upon me.... It seems as just yesterday i was writing my first blog and then going into a new year. The years are just flying by. This is always a time of great reflection ...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 20:47:00 GMT |
blessings |
So obviously I have been a bit down lately...And as I sit and mourn for the past I have neglected to show thanks for the blessings of here and now.(my bad) The biggest blessing being that I am with my...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 18:13:00 GMT |
The quest for it all |
So I am just sitting here wondering if its just plain selfish to want it all ,happiness, contentment, love,kindness,ect.... I have given up some of those things looking for the big jackpot to it...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 18:06:00 GMT |
all around me` |
Do u remember that movie where the guy could feel everyone and everythings pain and there was so much pain and suffering he just wanted to die so he wouldnt have to feel it anymore... Well I dont...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 14:15:00 GMT |
I WANT OUTTA MY SHELL |
SO HERE IS THE DEAL... I AM ALWAYS HIDING OUT JUST LIKE THIS CLAM AND NOT DOING OR SAYING WHAT IT IS I THINK IS RIGHT JUST TO MAKE OTHERS CONTENT AND IT WEIGHS ON MY MIND EVERYDAY. I HATE THE TENSION ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:35:00 GMT |
Why do I need to be so strong |
I am so so tired of having to be the strong one having to fix everyones problems while mine lay by the wayside having to pretend I am not hurt and smile as I say I love you whether it be man dad...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:16:00 GMT |
what the hell |
i cant get a hold of any one ppl get upset so easily i am frustrated my intentions are good i feel like i just want to get away from the whole damn world run far far away and mabye one day someone wil...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 14:05:00 GMT |
