Andersen

Sometimes i feel like just going to sleep and never waking up...and i know eveyone thinks that its funny to pull that whole "cheer up emo kid" but i don't even listen to that. It's just like i feel so outcast, so unwanted, and nothing i can do will change that. My habit... well i guess habits, separate me from everyone even more, when i thought it would be a common connection that i could share with someone; just a little empathy might help me through to tomorrow. Instead i sit in my room and read books i've already read, listen to old cds and stare at the wall, wondering what it's like to be involved in something special. A ring of friends. Where people care.