"the group"
my paisleys
my pedro girls
Cool Slideshowsoperation: millie
drunkin mario parties
dancing like no one is watching
car grease all over my hands
singing horribly so everyone can hear it
scrapbooking
i cant resist swings
disneyland!
traveling
if i dont know you, i wont add you. its ok. youll get over it.
i want this again. *points down* im ready for this again.
I want a suicidal aftermath kind of love.
I want a love that wont break down,
flicker out, or fade away.
I want a Shakespearean demented type of infatuation.
I want an obesession that leaves me blind,
not caring to see another person
for as long as I live
because no one can compare
to that one distinct set of eyes
that one smile
one laugh
one voice
one moment
that fuels the ink in my pen
for a lifetime of restless nights
spent crouched in a corner
scribbling gibberish into my one last trusted companion.
I want a love that's too big to get over.
A love that makes too much of an impact to forget.
A love that I'll spend the rest of my life dreaming about,
that I can't play down
cross off
or delete.
I don't want to be a sound sleeper
buying a new pet
identical to the one that just died.
I don't want a revolving door picture frame
showcasing my endless line of disposable lovers
only to end up saying "I do" at an alter
with a Divorce Lawyer's number
tucked into my garter belt the whole time.
I want to tell someone that I trust them
and mean it.
I want to stand naked in front of someone
defenses down,
truth exposed,
mind games on pause,
and masks erased.
I don't want to heal from my nosedive leap of faith.
I don't need happily ever after,
I just want a love I can't regret.
And even if it kills me,
even if I spend the rest of my life
thinking about what I had
what I lost
what I can never have again
then at least I,
with my mangled heart,
with my crippled hope,
with my decaying passion,
can look back on my life
and sit comfortable in the knowledge
that of all the people who ever said
those three generic words,
I was the one
who meant it.
anything and everything. soundtracks to disney films and musicals, country, pop, classic rock, the rap crap, techno...it goes on and on. just not mariachi. blech.
disney movies
a walk to remember
anything johnny depp
puppet movies (labrynth, dark crystal)
~ desperate housewives
~ what about brian
~ grey's anatomy
~ stephen king
~ chuck palahunik
~ shakespeare
and controversial things like 'fast food nation' or 'the jungle' and 'night'.