Kalima .:R.I.P. Grandfather:.

I'd like to meet:

"Whether you're having a Good dream or a Bad one, you never feel good when you wake up in the middle of one..."

I am not for you to know, but for you to get to know. although i know many faces and many have seen mine, i only talk to a few select people. getting to know what's real and what's fake is the biggest illusion in life. i'm a man confused by the past, hoping to find a future. haunted by memories of pain, i look to find a cure to take away the insanity that lies deep inside. Succumbed by hatred and bitterness to only be purified by the will and strength of what's left. Curious about the world, the mysteries that are out there, gazing upon stars wondering who or what is looking at the same one. What's the purpose of life if you don't feel like you are living it. Just a body to accompany others while inside there's no sense of life. does this describe me? sometimes. but who hasn't felt this way? pleased by the simplest things in life that keep my mind occupied from the hardest of times. a smile will always make my day. whether from the ones i love or even a complete stranger. Often wonder what someone is thinking when they look at you. why so many emotions play a role in your appearance. it intrigues the mind to see a world so different than mine. So much out there to see and so much to learn, but never seems to be enough time to do it all. time is a punishment for all to endure, working against you as life ticks away.

I love snow! Although the snow does remind me of another. Wrights Park was the place to be. Actually any park for me will do. What creativity you can find in such an area. Well these pictures aren't at a park but at my own job. What do i do? well i'm a security officer and all i do is goof around making beautiful armies of SNOWMEN!!! what can i say, at least they listen to me. snowball fights? well you better be prepared to win! forget that i'd rather just tackle you into the snow. Snowboarding? I'm down. I love to snowboard and i practically love most sports. If i haven't tried it yet then i'll want to. Now i love winter, but summer just as much. find me at a beach, it's the closet thing to home for me. let it take my mind away for just a few mins to an area that's stress free. find me down the waterfront walking or exercising to pass the time. where are you at?

more to come...
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Back in the day, if you ask me to look at something and draw it, I would. I used to have such an inspiration to draw so much. I have binders and folders full of drawings from way back when. Although I must admit, I was never able to draw pictures out of my head, only able to see something and draw from there. To past the time and ease my soul, I would let my hand fly with the sketches of my eyes. Well, I'd just like to take a little time to share with you some of my past. A look back on a part of me that i once cherished and loved. Here are just a few little drawings that I've done way back in the day. It's been so long since I've picked up a pencil and tried to draw something again. Lemme tell you that I SUCK at it now. My passion for drawing has dimmer. Hopefully one day I'll be able to find that inspiration once again to rekindle my love for art.

Music:

Heroes:

I must say that Homer Simpson is truly one of my idols. Why? I'll tell you...

1. He's a good father
Truly, he gives his all to his kids without hesisitation and does his best to make them happy, even if it's putting aside his own feelings. I know one day i'll be a good father just like him.

2. He's Smart
Yes yes, he's the braniac of the family. He just has a crayon stuck up his nostril which keeps him from his full potential. But in either case, how many situations has he gotten out of on his own!

3. He's a Singer
Damn he can play the piano and sing! Remember his group the B Sharps!

4. He's FUNNY!
enough said!

Great Friends in my life Always Inspire Me to do Better!