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madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y]

but to be forgiven we must first belive in sin -Jewel

About Me


Madison Nicole Grooms
often immatated, never duplicated.
Dirty. Sidetracked too easily. Difficult. Late. Player. Part of NO scene.
I live for today. I have hopes and dreams. I sing, I act, I dance. I write and I photograph. I've changed, I'm differnt then I was before. More open. More experinced in life. And everyday I continue to change. I like making people laugh with my ubsured comments. And you won't full grasp my personality till you hang out with me. I've done alot of thing I regret already. And I am younger then you would think. I do judge by looks more often then not, and I know I shouldn't. I'm spoiled. I have firm hold of myself. I won't let you give me complements. I lack confidence, but I don't let it show. I am a social person at most and not afraid to be myself. At parties I am loud, and if I were there I would probably talk to you. I already know who my real friends are, but there is always room for more. There's so much more to me, I just don't have the time to write it out.


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my loves

Mii Best Friend
no parent, no rule, nor no dick will ever tear us apart.
I love you boo

Best Friend For Life
I love her more then anything. Were pretty much like sisters, and shes my favorite

Luke!
He's pretty fucking cool. And I am his british hooker and for halloween we are going to be calvin and hobbes. Sometimes I hate him, but for the most part I love him.

Justin
Pretty much my boy bestie. I have his back for life, even though he does act a little gay. :p I will always turn to him when I am down, because he can always lift my spirits. :) ILY
Kaitlin
She such a doll and is constantly putting smiles on my face. We help eachother with boy problems and i love her.

Chloe I adore this girl. We have so many amazing memories, I wouldn't trade for anything. We get down and together were just really fucking cool. hah. imy

alex
ahh, i don't even know what to say. already your one of the most fasinating people I've ever met. buy me some shoes :)

Allystar
Your amazing lovey. and your the only one I don't feel rediculous around when I talk in a british accent, because you do it too. :) Your rather amazing and I have a wonderful time with you. You make me happpppyyy :) I love you!

EVAN! Your amazing love. You always put a smile on my face. and I'm you better hurry up and come see me :)

Show Buddy!
We also have been through alot, although it seems so long ago. hah I love you. We tear up pits together, and I buy him asprin when he get's minor concusions. haha

ANNNNDREW
He makes me laugh and I make him laugh when I get the hick-up's. I want his heart to get better so he can come back to school!

RYANN!
I absolutley adore him, and I will probably have a crush on him till the day I die. hah. I am his kid and um BEADS. lol. I don't get to see him much anymore, which sucks. ily

BECCA!
I am the other woman in the relationship haha. dude! we party together and she friggen amazing! She knows just how to kiss me when I yell "becca"! I love her!

Ashten
She is blacker than erin, hardly. and very hot. hah i love her. Keep your head up hunny :)

CARLY!
We have such good random times at banks and while laughing at penguins. haha deng. miss you girl.

Reeed
Dis nigga be coool. And I like his sweater. And he steals my braclets. End of story :)

Brett
dis my homiee. he's prettyyy tight :) pretty much, we go way too far back. haha like when we dated in like 8th grade. omg! haha yeah but I miss this kid and the whole fam.

GIRLFRIEND
I am gonna own! haha She's really cool. nuff said lol

CONNOR!
aww i love him alot. he's the sweetest boy like ever!

Marisa
She is clearly better then everyone else, because she is PURPLE. I adore her, because of her will. She loves to get all up in my face. haha. We play off eachothers crazynes. Watch out for her, non compare.

tiare
i love this girl. we go way back, and shes always been there for me. i got your back girl.

Kayla
We go way back, and I always know whats going on in her head, for some reason. hah

James!!!
If I didn't sit next to you in bio, I would be dead! I love you and the pictures you draw of me. You know me way better then a thought you did and it's kinda of scary, but I'm glad. I love you.

Tayler!
We used to be bff. and We've had some pretty awesome/stupid times. hah i love her.

Mareeuh.
hah mareeHUUUH? oh dear. we've had som good times kiddo. you make me hot. haha

Savannah
yeah this is my girlfriend haha. dont fuck with her, i'll fuck you up. i love you baby

SUMMMMER duddee summer your my love! haha we have such random times together, and you cook me good food! haha oh and your headline, anytime fool, anytime! haha ily

Chrisst
yeah we've been through some shit, but your much more that I excepted.

Michelle
Honestly, one of the greatest people in this whole entire world. She can brighten up anyones day and make you laugh. I am completly in love with this girl. :)

Erin
YOUR WHITE! and you cannot shake what your momma gave you. you are not black. hahahah i love you though! =D

LEXI!
she is the sweetest, most amazing person ever! she warms my heart, seriosuly. I adore her and everything about her. Brilient!

Cameron!
omg your great. I miss chillen with you fool. We've had some pretty awesome times =D

ALEXXX!
She's friggen great. We are master chefs in the kitchen, watch out Rachel Ray!

zintra
I've come to realize she pretty awesomee. I used to not like her, haha but well I do now haha.

nicole
She's a real sweetheart. and hey still owes me hang out time! haha

Joe
I've been through just about everything with him. And he will still forever be in my heart. He taught me things I could never forget, and showed me things I've taken along with me today, making me the person I am. He was and will always be a huge part of my life. Talking or not talking, Close or far. I adore him.

I am not by any means done with this.


I'd like to meet:

People that are pretty in real life.
extraordinary.
And nothing like anyone else.

 

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Heroes:

my grandma-shes the only one that REALLY believes in me.

my father-hes pretty much my backbone and without him I'm not sure I'd still be here.

my mommy.

My Blog

degrading

Everyday, whether you believe it or not, I walk around and feel degraded. I feel stereotyped, into a shitty system. I feel looked down upon. And as I stand with my head held high, I do in fact, feel t...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:07:00 PST

some new writing<3 and some drawlings of mine included. (a first)

theres times when i think, lets just go back. unpack our bags and just relax. theres times i think id take you back and times when i just stop and laugh. youve never been able to take me too seriosuly...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:53:00 PST

i hate you

mabey someday i'll be in a place,much happier then this one.greater than this shithole i call life.go ahead and talk your shit,i'll go ahead and make one more hit.im really fucked up,more then you can...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:52:00 PST

My First Love (an autobiograpical narrative) which i got an A on =]

"It's not usual to forget your first love," a quote from the romantic movie, The Notebook. That I found to be true while dealing with the most difficult relationship of me life, one I would never forg...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:33:00 PST

July 21st 2:09am

Toward the end they are unfinished and will probably never get finished =]    I can't help but think about what I am missing,when I see your smiling face.I can't help but want to be listenin...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:12:00 PST

writing on friday the 13th

FOR SOMETHING I LOST: I've never missed someone this much, I've never been so in love. I've never had such a fall, I've never, with you, stood so tall. Your still the dream in my mind, Your still the...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 01:20:00 PST

deep shit

i wasnt exspectingthat we'd be pretendingi wasnt pretendingthat we were lovingwe were huggingi wasnt cryingwhen you were leavingit was your mindthat was to blindi wasnt hurtingwhen you were flirtingit...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST

OLD PICTURES, theres over 100. haha

dont laugh at any of them =]..bthis is pretty much my past in picturegod i love them allwith all my heartand all my souland this isnt even half of the picture i haveill probably put more later<33...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sun, 27 May 2007 03:31:00 PST

stupid myspace. one more thats suppose to go on the end of the last one =/

your kiss is becoming my best friend agian,and your words are terorizing my mind,with hope that dies eachday.there is a little girl inside me,she is blind and easily fooled.then there is a woman insid...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:52:00 PST

poems and what not (continude) as of may 27th

(these are all off the top of my head) -MAY 27th- nothing taste as sweet,as the flavor of our fire.we have something life changing,something still burns.our love still smolders,my heart can still feel...
Posted by madiiii baby [C.F.A.Y] on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:28:00 PST