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Darling Nicci

It's my life to ruin my own way

About Me

~ I am hyper sensitive… as in my skin and my feelings ~
~ I have an extremely active imagination ~
~ I love being weirded out ~
~ I love long drives listening to coil ~
~ I love the sound of running water ~
~ I always crave physical touch ~
~ I want a secret garden with hidden passage ways ~
~ I want to haunt the haunted mansion at Disneyland ~
~ I enjoy unique things. The usual bores me ~
~ I am perpetually in love with those that don’t love me back ~
~ I love adventures ~
~ I am fascinated by any item from previous generations. I think they have a life of their own, they just have so many stories to tell ~
~ I fantasize about being back in Europe everyday of my life ~
~ I hate lying above all else and admire trustworthiness ~
~ I have a predisposition for feeling melancholy… but sometimes I don’t mind it ~
~ I love being goofy and sarcastic ~
~ If I tease you know that I love you ~
~ I love discovering new and unique things ~
~ I love all things kitsch ~
~ I’m a hypochondriac ~
~ I’m completely fascinated with the 20’s, 30’s, 40’s and 50’s ~
~ I admire people that aren’t afraid to be crazy and eccentric ~
~ I get the biggest kick out of the overdone and overtly decorated ~
~ I can name 6 of the 7 dwarfs ~
~ Nothing beats catching a whiff of a good smelling boy ~
~ I love catching the subtle beauty in random things ~
~ I like the feeling of being in enclosed spaces ~
~ I make art work by burning my negatives, shattering glass and ripping pictures apart and gluing them back together ~
~ I like justice… and files and justicey-files (if you know that reference I love you) ~
~ I can be really silly and really random one minute and really deep and sensitive another ~
~ I’m intense ~
~ I think I scare people away ~
~ I dream of a house with a gigantic library and a big over stuffed chair, where I can read scary stories ~
~ I love androgyny ~
~ I modify all almost all of my clothes ~
~ I’m learning to be more spontaneous and I love it ~
~ I get a big kick out of screaming my lungs out at a scary movie ~
~ I like being a girly girl and I like being one of the boys ~
~ If I had a super power I would wish to read minds ~
~ If I could have any vehicle I would have the DeLorean, so I could travel in time ~
~ I love to play board games but hate to play mind games ~
~ I like to feel spirits even if I’m making it up in my head ~
~ I love playing dress up and going to fancy restaurants ~

My Interests


Making clothes, making pictures, making music, making food, making fun of my self, making love (just kidding, I don’t even know what love is). Art. Alternative lifestyles. Anything Italian. Avocados. Blindfolds. Dancing. Dolls. Fashion. Grace. Hair. Laughter. Make-up. Passion. Prosthetics. Psychology. Reading. Self Respect. Style. Wit. Vintage Culture. Sitting outside in the dark with only a light bright enough to illuminate the book I am reading. THE FEELING OF ACCOMPLISHMENT.

I'd like to meet:

people to swing dance with, pretend to be old timey, and go to paris with.

Music:

Interpol, Circa Survive, NIN, Manson, Front 242, Juno Reactor, VNV Nation, Apop, Covenant, Dismantled, Imperative Reaction, Front Line Assembly, Lords of Acid, KMFDM, :wumpscut:, Suicide Commando, Psyclon Nine, Neurosis, Portishead, Siouxsie, Radiohead, Massive Attack, UNKLE, Coil, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Bauhaus, Peter Murphy, Joy Division, Tones on Tail, Sisters of Mercy, Ministry, Skinny Puppy, Nitzer Ebb, The Cult, Specimen, Wolfsheim, The Cure, The Smiths, Depeche Mode, BJORK, Phantom Limbs, The Faint, Broken Spindles, She Wants Revenge, Sigur Ros, Zero 7, Mars Volta, At the Drive In, Sparta, The Stills, Muse, Supervielle, Echo & The Bunnymen, Stevie Nicks, Oasis, Blur, Social Distortion, Minor Threat, Fugazi, Ramones, Black Flag, The Clash, Dag Nasty, The Replacements, Death by Stereo, Thought Riot, AFI, The Misfits, Rancid, Transplants, Sparta, All Bets Off, Tiger Army, Elton John, Madonna, Blondie, Prince (duh), Billy Idol, Duran Duran, Tears for Fears, Bowie, Costello, Dylan, Frank Sinatra, Billy Holiday, Etta James, Ella Fitzgerald, The Andrews Sisters... You get the idea.

Movies:


Wristcutters, Coming to America, Funny Face, When Harry Met Sally, Wedding Singer, Back to the Future, Edward Scissorhands, Dracula, Spinal Tap, Say Anything, High Fidelity, Pecker, Ghostworld, Run Lola Run, Another State of Mind, Decline of Western Civilization, Roman Holiday, Sabrina, Rebel Without a Cause, Some Like it Hot, 7 Year Itch, and foreign films.

Television:

COLBERTO REPORTO GIGANTE

HOUSE md!!!

Dexter

Robot Chicken

Golden Girls and Full House reruns at 4:30 in the morning
My idea of a good day is skipping work to stay home and watch I Love Lucy alll day long.

Books:


Everything by Chuck Palahniuk, Stiff, Hotel LaChapelle, Mario Testino Any Objections, Criticizing Photographs, Anatomy for the Artist, Better than Beauty, The Hipster Handbook, What is Goth?, Sex in America, Sex Signals, Theory & Practice of Counseling & Psychotherapy, 1984, Kurt Vonnegut Jr. stories, Alfred Hitchcock Presents Stories to be Read with the Door Locked, Grimm’s Grimmest, Anderson's Fairy Tales, The DaVinci Code, Bag of Bones, The Dead Zone, The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty, Sex,Drugs and Cocoa Puffs, The Bell Jar, Shop Girl, The Picture of Dorian Gray

Heroes:

anyone that does what they want while maintaining a certain degree of self respect. my dearest peter murphy and..

My Blog

Nurse Cookie

Sooo I'm really bad at this whole bloging thing, but I figured I'd all catch you all up in the new chapter in my life.  On a fairly spontaneous decision this summer, I decided to make a left turn...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:18:00 PST

Couldnt be more beautiful

The sky was my favorite today With gigantic dark gray clouds and piercing blues peaking though The sun glaring down so bright you would have to squint to look at the sky Sunrays clearly defining every...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 09:43:00 PST

I un-died

Seeing Bauhaus last night was phenomenal in short.  *ziggy stardust*.  4 encores. kick in the eye.  slice of life rock'n like its never rocked before. peter mur...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 05:43:00 PST

Fragile: Handle With Care

So this past Friday I was in for a pretty frightening experience, I found out Im allergic to almonds in the most dramatic way.  I was eating a couple of almonds on the way to work when I went in...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Will I ever get used to these balls in my mouth?

Ok dont be pervey, what are you thinking?  If you didnt already know, I gone and dun pierced my tongue.  Here are some pics of my newest metal a la fat swollen tongue.   Yea...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I must be fading

In the past 2 days i've had one person call me on the phone and ask "Are you alive?" after my own question of "excuse me?" and another person write me "are you real?". Am i missing something here...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Don't mess with us girls...

So sherry and I are going to the movies to see Be Cool, and apparently it takes a certain amount of cool just to make it in to the movie. So were in a hurry to make it, I spot a parking spot (you...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

insomnia

i'm suffering... so if anyone has any ideas of how to go to sleep, HELP ME, i'm down for hypnosis now, anything. I've counted, i've tossed, i've turned, i've begged, i've pleaded.... I find it so int...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Check-A-Check-A -Check-it out Ya'll

oh my GIZ-OD hah... how fuckn funny is this... http://www.purevolume.com/dadisciples
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What pin-up girl are you???

You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? Take This Quiz :-)...
Posted by Darling Nicci on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST