the weaker end of everything |
Three sleepless nights,this isn't how its supposed to be.But you are so good at taking your time to get back to me.I will wait for you forever, if you would just ask me.I thought that I could change y... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:24:00 PST |
child. |
oh god.what if i cant change?im so sorry.that im a cheat and a fuck up.thats exactially why i tried to warn younot to trust me.and what did i do? --proved you right. Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:10:00 PST |
sha sha la la |
i dont feel like im fallingbut theres the groundand every time i try to get back upyou try to push me back downand all these crazy things inside my headmakes me wish you understood a wor... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:37:00 PST |
wake me up when im dead |
well then. im glad we’ll never settle this.
Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:57:00 PST |
my head was broke my heart was sore, oh what a feeling |
oh what a feeling in my soulit resonates through each and every boneand you could be happy and id never knowI just wish i could have asked you not to gothere are so many things i wish i hadn&rs... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 01:11:00 PST |
this face is distorted |
vaguely i remember hands on my body in the darkand it was all my doingwith liquid sin in my veins my blood boils for any sensation of touchand a willing being replied to my requestbut you are not the ... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:07:00 PST |
wander |
walking with no destinationand im alone with all my thoughtsone foot in front of the otheri continuelisting to the cracking of my boneswaiting wanting searchingwith a sea of snow surrounding memy fing... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 11:41:00 PST |
im running like a coward |
watching the clouds roll slowly across the tops of the mountainsI am laying at the base attempting to change there patterswishing to change the structure of their crude constructioni cant help... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:51:00 PST |
notes left for mornings after |
It was 100 degrees as we sat beneath a willow treeWhose tears didn't care, they just hung in the airAnd refused to fallI knew I'd made a horrible callAnd now the state line felt like the Berlin wallAn... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:20:00 PST |
the unbearable wish to the start |
this is life restored in the beauty of the infinite breakdownto fall and pick ones self up againno need for words, no want for them eitherbut instead I will be left alone to have my thoughts consume m... Posted by heartlikeagun_x on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:32:00 PST |