d.Nihl - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I hate everyone that isn't me more than I hate myself, and I don't understand why people do most of the things they do.

AIM-terriblehonesty0

My Interests

freedom, art, literature, Lucky Strike, Rosie in a skirt, alleyways, revolutionary thought, candy, extreme homelessness, vagabonds, jerkin' off, alcohol, sobriety, dumpsters, bicycles, not paying for shit, love (and my quarrels with it), mental addictions, security, root beer, wine in a box, house shows, misanthropy, anger, truth, wit, fear, celibacy, self-respect, dignity, coffee, free will, making with the crowd, social structure, the lack thereof, vandalism, nihilism, evolutionary thought, etc...

I'd like to meet:

someone to inspire me to strive for something that won't fall apart in ten months.

Music:

Fuck the ones who've never felt this way.

My Blog

in all honesty, I’m just afraid of everything

I don’t know what’s up with me. I don’t know anything about myself, let alone my relations with other people. I weigh the flaws and praises of each, and I come up at zero for both. ...
Posted by d.Nihl on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:44:00 PST

the art of beating around the bush

I'm terribly sick of this monotonous life I've built. really. it's gotten to the point where it's monotonous to think about how bored I am with my discontent. I can't remember the last time I smiled....
Posted by d.Nihl on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:17:00 PST

Monotony Reigns

everything's boring now. I guess that means that I'm the boring one... everything I do, I've done a thousand times over. I have the same fucking routine everyday: work, Empire, and a choice bet...
Posted by d.Nihl on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:18:00 PST

Two Weeks Notice (I lost my notebook)

I'm going to break soon I don't know how long I'll last, but it won't be long it'll be like the first time over again except there will be no smiles afterwards I'm going to break soon this life of min...
Posted by d.Nihl on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:12:00 PST

Most Ill lyrics and song titles

The song titles in paranthesis are the titles that're going to be on the recording. the titles that've been there for the past few weeks are the titles that we use during practice, and that other band...
Posted by d.Nihl on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 08:01:00 PST

take my life, please.

got arrested...again. Halloween isn't happy this year. this time it was Marshall PD, and they didn't beat me up, so that's cool. they'll probably actually file the charges, though. that's not. I was ...
Posted by d.Nihl on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 07:52:00 PST

just like before, again.

so I'm back at the 'rents house again. I left what was formerly my apartment two nights ago, due to some things that wouldn't happen if people were willing to talk without intoxication. really, if yo...
Posted by d.Nihl on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 08:43:00 PST

My life is beer shits.

that's all, really. things are going better than usual, though that doesn't say or explain much. I think I drink way too much, and I've failed to quit smoking. the longer I work at my job, the more ...
Posted by d.Nihl on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:40:00 PST

I’d post a blog

but I'm still at a loss for words.
Posted by d.Nihl on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:49:00 PST

Sleeping in Poseidon's Bed

This ship is nowhere to be seen. it's lost somewhere in Bermuda's triangle. what the fuck happened to me? I say it over and over, but I really can't stand anyone. I fucking despise you. all of you. s...
Posted by d.Nihl on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:29:00 PST