travelling, dancing, smoking, hanging out with my friends, bathing in the sun, shouting and cheering, talking shit, being lazy, ...
I don't want to kill my time. I want to be all smiles and have fun, I want to be shocked and interested at the same time. I want to recess my mind and also fool around. So I want to meet freaky people around the world who have fun and can laugh about themselves...!
I was grown up with Iron Maiden and techno, punk-festivals and raves, alternative stuff and goa-sound. some schizophrenic music-style. I like electronic stuff, indierock, fat tekknobeats, disco, industrial, alternative sound, well, across the scenes. for example I like the Notwist.
a movie should make me laugh. I will agonize, shake my head and think about getting crazy. the most fucked up and nuttiest movie I've ever seen is my life. I like it. every day, freaking out, I'm wrong, I'm right, I'm real!
my TV is always on. but why? I'm sick of this kind of brainwash. we're watching TV and consume the products they tell us to buy - fearsome. maybe sometimes I watch TV, because then I don't feel alone. no volume, not really mindful, pictures and colours are flowing through my brain. I'm scared - I'm watching this shit for hours and I didn't realize it. turn off your fucking boob tube and move your ass!
no movie can show me all these crackbrained and frisky thoughts. ther're in my brain. for me it's another world, I like to feel the fascination and magic of a story. no admittance for other people.michel houellebecq, bret easton ellis, Rinpoche, Khali Gibran, Antoine de Saint-Exupérty, J.R.R. Tolkien, Hohlbein, terry pratchett ....
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