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Laura

and this to shall pass

About Me


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im a little bit emotional, crazy, quiet, loud, a fucking good friend, a giver... im black, im yellow, im blue, and purple too.. im in love with most of life and can't wait to experience more.. although i wish it would go slower sometimes... im a dancing queen. im into jelly beans. uhhmm.. yeah.. Myspace Layouts and SO much more from WhateverLife.com! ♥
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My Interests

Finishing school, traveling, good wine/beer/cheese... all food really!!, reading a good book when i have time, camping, going to shows, clothes.... money... etc. etc. etc.

I'd like to meet:

Wayne Newton... no, just kidding. I would like to meet Johnny Depp, but i just wouldnt know what to do with myself, so that would be pointless. I would like to meet my half brother i dont know, and i would like to get in contact with people i used to be close with.

Music:

The Horror Pops, Ministry, The Necromantix, Mos Def, My Life with The Thrill Kill Kult, Skinny Puppy, Tricky, AFI, Reggaeton, RX Bandits, Suicidal Tendencies, Hatebreed, Slipknot, Wumpscut, Outkasts, Gorillaz, Funkervogt, The Cure, Pissing Razors, Bjork, Portishead, PJ Harvery, Bedouin Sound Clash, The Clash, Social Distortion.. and many more

Movies:

Edward Scissorhands, Nightmare Before Christmas, Crash, American Beauty, The Crow, Corpse Bride, Resevoire Dogs, Way of the Gun, V for Vendetta.. etc.

Television:

i only religiously watch desperate housewives and grey's anatomy, other than that, i dont really have time!

My Blog

i am so lost

i thought, and i know it's only been a day, but i thought i could begin to let go...  i need to see him..  i feel sick...  i really can't let go....  i know i should and i know all...
Posted by Laura on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 09:02:00 PST

the end

did it. ended it. have to grasp it. am fucking broken in two. that's all.
Posted by Laura on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:09:00 PST

...

i am fucked. i cant think straight. my vision is blurred. my heart is bleeding. i need this to end. i need an answer. i want to know. i feel myself pulling away. it hurts even more than i thought it w...
Posted by Laura on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 02:48:00 PST

sigh

the confusion, the heartache, the painscattered emotionsthe joy, the love, the securityconstant memoriesthe anger, the bitterness, the diseaseovershadowing darknesswishing that it would all simply flo...
Posted by Laura on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:58:00 PST

stuffs

so my best friend calls me from hawaii today to tell me she is engaged!!! i am so happy for her.. it seems really fast since they have only been together for the last 4 months (although they have know...
Posted by Laura on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 01:43:00 PST

todd

..so.. i heard today that someone in knew about 10 years ago died.  i dont really know how to react.. i am saddened to hear of the loss of a young life and always find it hard to comprehend the m...
Posted by Laura on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:28:00 PST

yay me!

yay. i got "A"s on my lecture and lab practical next week...  i am 1.8% away from an "A" in the class right now, so hopefully i will be able to keep up my lack of studying and procrastinating to ...
Posted by Laura on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:10:00 PST

blog me a river

so, now apparently i am procrastinating from going to bed, and all i can do is write a stupid blog....  sunday nights suck for me, i miss curling up with the person that i love while he was kind ...
Posted by Laura on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 11:36:00 PST

procrastinating

here i am as usual... waiting til the last few minutes to study for huge exams.. i just dont have the desire right now to focus on something that needs all of my attention, but i guess it is probably ...
Posted by Laura on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 07:44:00 PST

food

    ugh.  hungover again.  i think im going to just stay in tonight and make dinner. what a novel idea.  i havent "cooked" food since i moved in here..  bad habit i ...
Posted by Laura on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:59:00 PST