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About Me

mother, friend, lover, daughter, psychiatrist, boo boo kisser, hand holder, broken heart mender, bread winner, cook and maid.
i am many different things to many differnt people...i try to be as good and kind as i can be and sometime i succeed and somtimes i fail miserably. i am a walking contradiction of a person who wants to be independant and at the same time a person would love to have someone come wisk me away and take care of me.
my eyes and the music i listen to on any given day, or hour or minute are the windows to my soul. if you look...i mean really look and pay attention you will find out i am not as complex and tough as i appear at times...i want to be loved, to be desired, to be craved and repected. i will not ask for anything from you that i am not willing to give right back.
my friends past and present even ones i no longer see or talk to have shaped my life..each one has brought something to my life that i will always cherish.
my children are my what makes me complete...they are the reason i get up in the morning, the reason that no matter what crap life throws at me i know i have to suck it up and go on. i hope and pray they learn from my mistakes and hope and pray they know even when they make their own mistakes that i will still love them and support them.
my life is a rollercoaster....you have chosen to join me so buckle up baby and enjoy the ride...
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hmmm Lori my bestest buddy from Texas!!! Paul Stanley...i just want to touch his butt once before i leave this great earth!

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Music:

im all over the place with this one..i like KISS yet i like barry Manilow..i like Linkin Park and i like Josh Groban. its just easier to say i dont like rap, jazz or blues. it really depends on my mood and who i am with at any certain time. I love to hear about new bands so if you know of anyone i should check out let me know!

Movies:

anything with Adam Sandler in it is ok with me! i tend to go more towards Comedy and wont watch anything with a knife or a dead guy in a mask.

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Television:

Bruins games, 24, Blues Clues, Dora and Spongebob ( hey i have kids give me a break)

Books:

Ill read anything i can get my hands on but my favorite books are true crime. I have been reading a lot of Nora Roberts lately...shes pretty good

Heroes:

i dont know about heros but there are many people in my life that i admire for a variety of reasons. there are many sides to me and the special people in my life (you know who you are) have made all the peices of me feel special, desirable and very much loved and for that these people will always have a spot in my heart.

My Blog

Try not to miss me

Its Friday and all is well with the world. My headache is gone. I have a vacation day from work and we will be leaving tonight for a relaxing weekend in NH. My brithday was great. I have the bes...
Posted by Pam on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:46:00 PST

4 days of headache

ok something has to give. I have had a headache for 4 days now. it comes and goes sometimes getting really severe. today i ended up throwing up at work and then leaving at 12:30. my mom came and got m...
Posted by Pam on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 05:53:00 PST

No sa

Dam myspace says i havent written since 9/29..how can that be? it seemed like one of the longest weeks EVER and yet it slipped away like nothing. I wonder if i can remember anything that i did this pa...
Posted by Pam on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 09:14:00 PST

Saturday morning

Tying to psyche myself up this morning. i am not in the greatest mood for reasons i would rather not go into but nonetheless i have so much that has to get done this weekend that i better just suck it...
Posted by Pam on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 06:24:00 PST

Random Thought

Sometimes I feel more alone WITH you than I do when I AM alone
Posted by Pam on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 09:19:00 PST

Where does the time go?

It is sunday night already. Back to getting the girls ready for school. back to getting up early YUCK!!! Yesterday was a good day. I went out shopping for a little while and hit some of my favor...
Posted by Pam on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 05:39:00 PST

The end...

of a really LONG week! Oh my aching ass (and thats a lot of aching!). This was a week from hell...I was working early...staying late..missing my busses and trains..running around for brendan..trying t...
Posted by Pam on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:52:00 PST

You can lead a horse to water...

but you cannot make him drink. This is so very true. I feel sometimes like I am banging my head against a wall. I try to help people..I dont have many "skills" or talents really but I have learned som...
Posted by Pam on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 06:49:00 PST

Long weekend

I have so many things i could write about. not sure where i would start even if i had the energy to do it. i guess that the botton line is right now that i am home, my girls are in bed, brendan i...
Posted by Pam on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:39:00 PST