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About Me

.my names kelly barna. .my close friends enjoy saying my full name. .my friends are like family. .family means everything. .i would give them the world if i could. .everyone has something no one else has. .i'm wierd but it's a good thing. .there's no need to make enemies. .i am nicest person you will ever meet. .until you piss me off. .it takes a lot to make me angry. .but when i am, stay out of my way. .music is my passion. .my major is music business. .i can't wait to work in the music industry. .i [love] going to rock shows. .i prefer to look at the bright side. .i work at a doctors office and i [love] it. .a kiss is the most passionate form of affection. .i to cuddle. .i'm still waiting for prince charming. .i want to and be . .i write poetry and have had my work published. .my friends are better than yours..I'm not cocky...I'm just confident.
There’s A Rain That’ll Never Stop Falling
There’s A Wall That I’ve Tried To Take Down
What I Should’ve Said Just Wouldn’t Pass My Lips
So I Held Back And Now We’ve Come To This
And I Let It All Slip Away
All I Have Left Are The Words I Couldn’t Say
I Should Have Found A Way To Tell You How I Felt
Now The Only One I’m Tellin’ Is Myself

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

i want to meet everyone. .i didn't join to see how many friends i could get. .i just [like] meeting new people. .generally speaking. .it'd be aWesome. .to find some new bands. .perhaps some local kids too. .so send me a message on here. .or use AIM... aLLthat5. .aLso got the myspaceIM--haha. .so get at me. [ ♥ ].ohhh, and if you're a MAN. .that would be willing to do these things. .I'd [like] to meet you too. =)

Music:


.boys like girls. .cartel. .archie star. .the academy is. .sick puppies. .allister. .jonezetta. .bob marley. .avant. .evans blue. .cute is what we aim for. .jon young. .hinder. .from first to last. .so they say. .mario vasquez. .ludo. .ronnie day. .anberlin. .motion city soundtrack. .the scene aesthetic. .gym class heroes. .yellowcard. .stroke 9. .quietdrive. .lumidee. .the hippos. .eve6. .finch. .emerson drive. .kenny rogers. .home grown. .secondhand serenade. .the used. .head automatica. .the spill canvas. .rex goudie. .reel big fish. .story of the year. .mest. .taking back sunday. .the one. .eminem. .relient k. .start trouble. .senses fail. .john mayer. .nickelback. .switchfoot. .army of freshman. .michael jackson. .dane cook. .mxpx. .goldfinger. .something corporate. .boston. .ash. .rancid. .sugarcult. .cheap trick. .the color green. .custom. .saves the day. .zebrahead. .the tea party. .treble charger. .save ferris. .flickerstick. .dashboard confessional. .sr-71. .greenwheel.

Movies:

.waist deep. .fight club. .american history x. .small time crooks. .cry baby. .boondock saints. .lakehouse. .dreamcatcher. .crazy/beautiful. .weekend at bernies. .identity. .momento. .the secretary. .bubble boy. .the illusionist. .the prestige. .dirty love. .rocky. .bourne identity. .grease. .shrek. .13 going on 30. .x-men. .pursuit of happiness. .ace ventura. .grandma's boy. .kindergarden cop. .blades of glory. .rockstar.

Television:

.law and order. .csi. .comedy central.That's only when I get a chance to watch tv...and that's rare. I'm more of a movie person anyway.

Books:

"Don't go for looks; they can decieve. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile Because it only takes a smile To make a dark day seem bright. Find the one That makes your heart smile."

Heroes:

~~~My Mom: She's managed to make it through everything life's thrown at her and she's stronger for it. Plus she's my best friend and she's my cheerleading for all I do in life.
~~~Hubby...you're family, whether you see it or not you are. I know that I can't live my life without you in it, and I mean that with everything. I love you as I would family, and I know you'll make it far in anything you set your mind and heart to. Thanks for aLways being there for me.
~~~A-Town...I can completely be myself around you! We're one in the same and without you...well who would I tell all my drama too. I'm really going to miss you when you leave, but you know I'll come see you. I just won't make it if I don't.
~~~Katie, aka Garth...There aren't enough words to explain. We've been best friends since we were 5 and I couldn't ask for anyone better. We may not talk like we used to but things have and will never change. We always pick up exactly where we left off. Thanks for puttin up with all my bullshit over the years. I hope were 50 and still goin on out 3am TB runs!
~~~Rachel...same as Katie, friends for 14 years and things are still the same. Even living on opposite sides of the US hasn't distanced us. So many good talks among us and TONS of good times and great memories!
~~~Sarah...aka Housie =)I know we've drifted but I still look up to you. You took a change and moved from everything you knew and I'm sooo glad that you're happy. you deserve it. You're wild and crazy and I love you.
~~~NLMM...where to begin? haha. Breaking up could possibly have been the best thing to ever happen to us. We're now such great friends. I'm so proud of how far you've come and how well you're getting your life on track. I love you.
~~~LisaLisa...You're an amazing person inside and out. Hopefully this summer we can catch up again since we've both gone somewhat off the path. But we've been friends for a long time and it better stay that way! We have wayyy too much fun not to.
~~~Jena..."What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" and you are definately one of the strongest people I know. I'm so glad that we reconnected and you're a part of my life. I ♥ you dearly.
~~~Grace...So many memories together, I don't think I could even recount 1/4 of them. haha. But you're always there to help me out even when I won't ask for it. I'm thankful for our friendship.
~~~Kevin...I can tell you anything. I don't think there's ever been anything I've hestiated to ask or to tell you. You've always been there for me. I can't wait to finally see you...soon I hope.
~~~Ninerpants...We still both aren't sure why we never hung out more but at least we are now and I don't think I'd make it without you. We talk about everything and you're always there when I need you.


My Blog

...Life Goes On...

I remember learning that love was something special and unique, and so divine that when you finally find it, you must take care of it, comfort it, and listen to it. My mom taught me that love doe...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:39:00 PST

Rollercoaster.

I'm tired of fake ass friends.  I'm tired of unwanted drama and unwanted buLLshit.  aLL of which...are undesirable to me...and most normal people. I'm not putting up with drama that isn't m...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 12:42:00 PST

*Night of Surprises*

Wow...tonight was just pure craziness.  Actually...make that all day.  I continued to find out things that I never would have thought to been true, things that I never expected people to say...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 03:16:00 PST

Just a LittLe Something...

Soo...tonight I read this poem at the coffee house for the Eclipse Party.  What does that mean you ask?  Well...this poem along with another poem was seLected to be published in a local book...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:45:00 PST

.fuck.

uhhhhh....i hate my life fuck liars.  fuck cheaters. fuck fakes. fuck backstabbers. fuck snobs.  fuck traders.  fuck homework. fuck school. fuck love.  fuck drinking.  fuck dr...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 10:49:00 PST

...And I don't wanna speak these words because I don't wanna make things any worse...

And I've got apologies on napkinsWith all the things to sayI say I'm sorry for a reactionBut you're still walking away   I can only apologize for lying to you because I never meant to hurt you....
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 05:21:00 PST

.Already.Broken.

I'm tired of setting myself up for disaster and getting hurt.  I'm the one always the first to try to make amens.  And then I'm the one that ends up hurt.  I don't need high school bull...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:50:00 PST

Changes.

Lately I've just been out of it.  Most of the time I've been really good at hiding it but that's just pointless to not show my true feelings. There so much in my life that looking back on it, I w...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:14:00 PST

Blog .2 for the day.

Sometimes I just feel like I'm not good enough. Not good enough for me or for anyone else. I think that people expect so much from me and I even expect a lot from myself...yet I'm never up to par. Who...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:10:00 PST

jeaLous.

I'm not a jeaLous person, ask anyone.  But lately I can't help it.  It's not right that I get upset when I see happy couples, or two people being cuddly or flirty, it's just not right. ...
Posted by [stiLL waiting for .::him::.] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:48:00 PST