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Natalie

Disaster it strikes on a daily basis. I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places.

About Me

I'm Nat.
I have big dreams.
I believe in kindness. braces. big hair. family. love. and gay icons. <333
I wear spandex all day every day...

My Interests

Dancing is my passion. Dancing is my life.

"I cannot think well of a man who sports with any woman's feelings; and there may often be a great deal more suffered than a stander-by can judge of."-Jane Austen

"And I'll never believe you or anyone when they promise me forever."-Tashy

I'd like to meet:


*My grandparents =)
*Julie andrews.

Music:


&
Beyonce.
Taking Back Sunday.
Brand New.
Michael Jackson.

Movies:

Something thought provoking.

Television:

Tivo is my favorite invention.
And just so you know, I will win Survivor.

Books:

Harry Potter

Heroes:

My better half.
My nephew. Who's perfect by the way.
*Brian Mammen. Who told me that:
"Pain is temporary, quitting is forever."
I LOVE YOU BRIAN.
*My cousin Dana.
*Kenan Jiang.
*Tashy....I wish I could be as strong as she is.

My Blog

Class got cancelled.

It doesn't get any better. It seems like forever and it's not easier. You gradually become more alone. Sometimes you want what you shouldn't. You get what you don't care for. You're forgotten when you...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 12:40:00 PST

As I sit

in my kitchen. completly obsessed and enthralled with coldplay and death cab i had a lovely realization. before we had: decent jobs. straighteners. licences. cars. any sense of responsibilit...
Posted by Natalie on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 02:52:00 PST

and i didn’t write this.

but i wish i would have: "I really hate you. You disgust me. And everything you could ever try to do could never take back what you did. NEVER. Your not perfect anymore. Ill never look at you the way ...
Posted by Natalie on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 01:22:00 PST

there are some things.

that just change you life. example: last weekend at stanford. i finally found people who are driven, who are focused, who are extremely boring yet painfully interesting. and i love them. covina is con...
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:40:00 PST

my list.

And as Drew and I sat in his room, at a ridiclously late hour......him half asleep on the floor, me rambling on the bed, we came to a conclusion. 2007 was probably the most eventful year ever. He thin...
Posted by Natalie on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 02:49:00 PST

Im bored. But heres my best friends.

Obviously. She's my better half. Blood is thicker than water. And she has my back. Eventually, it will just be the two of us. =) I'm so proud of this guuuurl. She shakes it like a polaroid picture...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:06:00 PST

so hate.

so i just read on this silly girls headline that its really easy to hate and really hard to love. yeah thats definatly wrong. i think that true hate can only be felt for someone that you once loved or...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:14:00 PST

wrecked.

And as i sit here at school. not just school.  college. i worked hard enough to get here, i do what i love. and at a time when most people feel so accomplished and useful i have never felt emptie...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:09:00 PST

bitter much

how am i supposed to act. no one really knows. you can tell me that i should hate you. you can tell me how to feel. you can judge me for what i've done. but i can't listen to you anymore. look wh...
Posted by Natalie on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:08:00 PST

as if everything else wasnt already enough.

i feel devastated. and betrayed. very unsurprised. extremly knowledgable. i want to throw up. I LOVE KARINA. MICHELLE. AND AUDRY. i feel weak. i feel like a troll because of my hair. i hate everyone. ...
Posted by Natalie on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 02:30:00 PST