I figure if i fail at everything, i'll either be a hooker or a bounty hunter....hmmm haven't decided which one yet though. i make stencils, well, i've gotten into making stencils after i've seen some of banksey's and shepard fairy's works, it's a business, and i make small handheld stencils for permanent marking and bigger ones for spray paint, msg me if you want to know more and if you want your own stencil etc......uhhhh....I dont think anyone really knows me, and people always assume things about me, like what i'd like or dislike, or how i'd react to something, they just take me too damn seriously, and its uber hard for alot of people to tell when im being serious or sarcastic. i don't trust any religion, because i don't think there has ever really been an honest interpretation of the bible, all of it is a bunch of lies, and yes, i do believe in god, i'm not an atheist (i mean freaking look at everything-it's gorgeous!). I also see myself...as an existentialist. i think i've had nothing to like...w/e im just dribbling words right now, its like---now-a-days, i'm free...now that I've lost everything, im free to do anything. i think michael jackson saying 'penis' and 'buttocks' is one of the funniest things i have ever heard. i detest liars, like for serious, and people that use loopholes in their words and reasoning are just as irritating. I say 'hate' a lot, but i usually dont mean it, cos like when i really do hate something i cant look at it, think about it, i dont want to know anything about it, i prefer ignorance to its existance ya know? but every rule has it's shining exception, and yes, I still love you to death. uhhh it is incredibly difficult to make me angry, well at least angry for more then a couple-a hours. im usually very loud or very quiet, no room for a middle ground, ya either know one aspect of me or the other, mmm only a few peeps know me kinda well enough to understand at least a quarter of the things i say. i also have very depressing, or VERY bizarre dreams, like: helping aliens perform autofellatio (no, i've never really thought about why i would dream about something like that) i've but only 2 regrets in chronological order and they are that i wish i had acted smarter, and i regret having not met you earlier. right now...i'm not really looking for a relationship or anything, all i want is to have fun.
"If man, as the existentialist conceives him, is indefinable, it is because at first he is nothing. Only afterward will he be something, and he himself will have made what he will be."
Alex...sometimes I question your common sense.
MOST times, I question your sanity.
-Thesaurus Rex
