I'm Scott. I'm a troubled young man. I believe my life is a sitcom going through it's troubled 20th season. There are the high moments of hilarity - times when my life has clarity and things are great. Then there are the depressing plotlines that seam to be more present than ever lately. I have no stereotype, although i like to see mysel as creative and down to earth. I love to create. Films, stories, music, anything. Creation is what i do best. I am always looking for something to create that it different from anything done before. Something that will effect someone deeply.
I have alot of emotional problems. I find it of utmost difficulty to trust anyone at all. I always believe people are lying to me or backstabbing me. 99% of the time i'm right too. I am very paranoid as a result, and this can sometimes make me a very unhappy chappy. I take everything way too personally. It takes alot for me to believe someone cares about me. I fall in love too easily, and it usually leads to me getting my heart broken again. It's been broken 8 times now. That does not mean i have had 8 girlfriends though. Friends and close relationships are integral in my life. They are what keep me going. I love nothing more than close loving relationships. And without my friends, i'd be...well...let's not go there. I get myself into some pretty fucked up situations and for some reason, i'm always the one getting hurt in the end.
I love music and movies to death. I am an aspiring film-maker. I write film scripts and try to create in any way, shape or form. I think i've rambled pointlessly enough about my self, but hey, i think im a nice guy in general and i care more about people than they care about me. Become my friend, and you've got a friend who would take a bullet for you. Comment me, add my msn, do wateva cuz i love meeting new people and i will comment back and talk 2 u on msn :):)
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