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ELISSA "
My names Elissa Perez.
Im a Beautiful Lie.
And quite AMAZING.
3 thigns that i have.
Tell me something amazingly wonderfully fantastickly awesome.
My names Elissa Perez.
Im a Beautiful Lie.
And quite AMAZING.
3 thigns that i have.
[10/13/06]
i love my
i love him so much
hes's so perfect!
Hes my everything.
yet the greatest guy in the world.
im so happy that hes mine.
Rise Against
Taking Back Sunday
the strokes
angels and airwaves
anti- flag
arctic monkeys
Gorillaz
kill hannah
the killers
Beck
Hawthorne hieghts
red hot chili peppers
afi
red jumpsuit apparatus
gnarls barkley
plain white t's
jimmy eats world
senses fail
emery
straylight run
Bullets and Octane
AMBER PACIFIC
Chevelle
sugar ray
STAIND
SAOSIN
30 Seconds to Mars
hinder
Papa Roach
Hoobastank
Creed
Weezer
Linkin Park
Coldplay
U2
P.O.D.
nirvana
Sum 41
green day
old blink 182
offspring
foo fighters
guns n roses
limp bizket
smashing pumkins
sublime
system of a down
asg
jewel
sences fail
the new radicals
avenged sevenfold
harvey danger
billy talent
bless the fall
bloodhound gang
cartel
death cap for cutie
dramarama
enblessin
escape the fate
lorene drive
mae
pink floyd
placebo
the postal service
red hot chili peppers
rufio
underoath
thrice
yellow card
etc...
Tiff- She is such an awesome girl.
she is so wonderful.
Ive known her sence summer.I know it has,
not been that long.
And i really cant see her it really sucks but thats only because i,
live so so so far away,
but she is such a good friend.
yet o so intresting. :]
*BUT*
[thats the cool part about her].
Shes so much fun to hang out with.
i love you tiff tiff.
Holland-O god how can i explain,
this fantastic girl.
Hmm.well i love her so much.
Even so now these days i dont see her much.
due to the fact she never has the time anymore to come out :[.
-sad sad sad-
But its okay ill never forget her.
Payton- pay pay my dear.
I knew her sence i was god how old,
hmm.. i think i was like 4 well if not i know it,
has been a really long time.
And its so sad that i dont really talk to her anymore..
but once again thats becasue i live so faraway.
When im there we hang out and i have the most best times with her
Like this time we went to the mall and i had a shirt that had string hanging down and it got caught on a "hanger" well when i was walking around the store my shirt kept on getting shorter and shorter dude i ran!.
We have so many inside jokes
like..
[i want candy,boing!,sponges]god so many i cant even think of all of them.well i love her so much,
she showd me right from worng.
she helped me threw guys and alot more problems i had.
if i have knever met her i have no idea how i would be right now.
no really im not kidding..she tells me so many things
she knows how to keep serects.
i love her so much i would die if she died!
i love you payton.
Ramon- ok this kid here. well i should not be talking..
hes like way older then me.
I am his lovely siser. thats only 15
Witch means he is my big brother.
there are times where i piss him off.
There are times where he wants to kill me.
There are times where he wants to fight!
And there are times where i hate when he checks up on me.
But if it was not for him i would not be her in life.
I cant tell you how many times he has been her for me.
no matter what it was even if we were figthing...he would still be here with me.
I cry at night sometimes thinking...
"god i need ramon here"
because its so hard thses days that i dont have my brother to look up to and tell me things that i should be not doing.
I really wish that i lived closer to my brother.
i mean i have two brothers and one is 5 the other is 18,
witch is ramon and its so sad that i live so faraway form the both of them.
sometiems i cant even stand the face that its just me.
so i take it out on everyone else.
And bitch at them.
i dont mean to but. its juat because i really miss my brother ramon. And sometimes i even think and get mad at my dad&mom because they divorced. But if they never did i would not be where i am right now so it is a good and bad thing. i just wish i was closer to my brother
he showed me the music and and life.
he is really awesome to hang out with.im one ok the lucky sisters because some brothers&sisters hate eachother or they have nothing in common and they dont like to hang out. but im not no hwere like that i am so lucky to have a brother like him.Like there was this one time where i asked him if he has money because i wanted to take ride on my bike to this store called rite-aid and i remember he said sure. and he gave me 5 dollars omg i was the most greatful kid alive dude 5 dollars to me bcack then was like gold now its like shit what am i gunna do with 5 bucks! "fuck this sucks i need money" so now i call it being broke if u only have 5 bucks. :[ hehe.But im never gunna forget that day,he put a big huge smile on my face. :]
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About my other half..
See we first met when i was in 6th grade and she was in 5th..so i guess that is almost 5 years now. well anyway i love her dearly she makes me laugh and she can gets things out of me so well..everyttime im sad and i try not to show it no one can notice but her.Its like she can read my mind or something.."pretty scary dont u think?" well yeah i love her so much she is my life no kidding..its so great that i have her like my step sister soon she will be.But right now she is my bestfriend/sister and only sister. Well if i ever lose her i will bust out in tears this girl is like the lily behind me.kinda odd i know but its true i dont know what i would do without her.i have so many funny stories with her like when we were yunger we got in this huge fight and started hitting eachother saying "i won nope i won" but it was preyy funny well later that night she would be in her room doing who knows what probaly making gay paper shit like what i was doing..well she knocked on my door and ran and i saw a letter on the floor, like she pushed it threw the crack. it was so cute it was saying something like."im sorry can we be friends again wanna go play? " i was like yay were friends again,so i wnet to her room and said yes and things went on and on great great days then another fight would come but we get threw them its the most stupidest reason why we fight anyway..lol but i dont wanna leave her i cant live without not seeing her for a month its so hard even if im talking to her on the phone. with her my boredness is gone. and she knows that i wanna live back with my mom in northcarolina and its gunna be hard for her i know because its gunna be hard for me too.but i will always be here for her no matter what.I have to say if i never met her i dont know where i would be or who i would be right now.So yes i love my paulina as a really close sister and bestfriend like i said. she means aot to me.