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Big Girl's Don't Cry

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Myspace CodesWhat happens when everything you thought you had, was gone? When all the friends you thought were true, were so fake? The family you thought was there for you, really wasn't? When the love of your life left you, for a dream? When your best friend or so you thought, betrays you? The person you thought you were, is someone you dont even know? The love you once had for someone fades, but the memories will last forever. Your first love will never be forgotten, and the pain you'll feel will last a lifetime. What if you realize that everything you've ever wanted, you could never have? That every tear you'll ever cry, will never make a difference? And everyone you'll ever love, will leave? Ever ask yourself these questions and say no it'll all be alright? well in reality, it probably wont. More than likely some of these things will happen to you and there's nothing you can do to prevent them, but pray.I edited my profile at Doobix.com
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I was sitting on my doorstep Hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand But i knew i had to do it And he wouldn’t understand So hard to see myself without him I felt a piece of my heart break But when you’re standing at a crossroad There’s a choice you gotta make i guess it’s gonna have to hurt I guess i’m gonna have to cry And let go of some things i’ve loved To get on to the other side I guess it’s gonna break me down Like falling when you’re trying to fly It’s sad, but moving on with the rest of your life Starts with goodbye I know there’s a blue horizon Somewhere up ahead just waiting for me But getting there means leaving things behind Sometimes life’s so bittersweet

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Why would you lie to me? After all that we've been through, After the love I gave you, I just need you to trust meHow could i trust you how do I move on When all you do is tell your lies, your killin me inside. Why would I take you back so many sleepless nights we had a good thing but you threw it all awayThey said you dont know what you got until its all gone I wish I never had to sit down and write this song But baby girl, if I could turn back the hands of time if I could press rewind, live it one more time I wouldnt do the things i did, I take back what I said, I never break a promise if you take me back again. Everyone deserves a second chance and this is it, so reach inside your heart and be compassionate girl, did you forget the way we use to love each other, the way you told me that you could never love another damn, its like im beggin you to stay alive, I love you girl and I need you by my sideYou could tell your lies I dont really care what you feel inside all you ever did was make me cry maybe one day you'll realize that you had a good girl in your lifeI dont really care what you feel inside all you ever did was make me cry maybe one day you'll realize that you had a good girl in your lifeI know you really dont mean the things you said right now baby (c'mon girl) see all I need is one more chance to show you that I never gonna do you wrong again please girl c'monI still remember promises of making it together forgive and forget we can still be forever the key to my happiness, my life is in your hands, I'll do whatever just to kiss your lips again. Come close to me girl, so you can feel what im sayin Im serious and I cant take it, no more playin. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, I wanna spend every moment with you makin it right and I know that maybe this can take a long time and I know that its always in the back of your mind but I know that you deserve the stars in the sky so if you give me one last chance I'll never make your cry
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Patricia
Birthday: May 21
Birthplace: Fresno, ca
Current Location: Fresno, ca
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
Your Heritage: Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today: G-Unit
Your Weakness: Being in Love
Your Fears: Being Alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, olives, mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Chef
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LoL
Thoughts First Waking Up: I Love You
Your Best Physical Feature: lol my boobies
Your Bedtime: LoL
Your Most Missed Memory: family gatherings
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Maybe
Do you Swear: F*ck Yes
Do you Sing: Til i die
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Graduated
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Usually
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes...you tell me
Are you a Health Freak: now
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: sure
Do you play an Instrument: cant say i dont
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yup
In the past month have you Smoked: Yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Yup
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Maybe
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: every day
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: slowly so i can say my goodbyes
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'7" or so
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: Sexy
Number of Drugs I have taken: cant remember
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: will get 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none

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It hurts too much to let him know, but it hurts too much to stay quiet...

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everything written by Nicholas Sparks.

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My heroes are those people who have always been there for me when I have needed them and have always believed in me, even when i have failed.

My Blog

every day

every day i tell myself that it will all be alright, but sometimes i feel like im lying to myself. at some point you have to stop and realize that the reality is that things might seem ok for a while,...
Posted by Big Girl's Don't Cry on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:31:00 PST

closer to death

So my birthday is almost here, i feel kind of down though, not really wanting to celebrate. i dunno maybe im just moody. well time is going by fast this year, lonely but fast....
Posted by Big Girl's Don't Cry on Tue, 15 May 2007 07:50:00 PST