I AM..
..AND I'M FUCKING AWESOME
I'm 18, aNd i'M A LiTTLe FuCkEd In THe HeaD..
I used to Live in (DERRY, NH) but now I Live back in my hometown (WORCESTER, MA) and its still all good..
MY PEOPLE:
Gabbi/Gabbizzle!!-your'e the best friend I've ever had, dude we've had some crazy kick-ass times, I miss chillin with you everyday, I wish we didnt live so far apart.. it sucks, but you know what.. outta all my friends you live the farthest away & your'e the only one who still talks to me & chills with me all the time, & thats what the fuck I call a friendship. I FUCKING LOVE YOU GABBI, YOU'RE AWESOME!! =]=]=]
And i could never forget my homies out in DERRY:
Tha Girlz
Marissa: we've had some fucked up days & some fun little parties, and everyday was like a new adventure, and of course all the hell we raised, i really fuckin miss chillin with you
Maren: i'll never forget the campouts the driving around, and all the teachers we scared away lol, good times
Kelly: me & you could just never get enough rebellion, getting arrested, and suspended, oh god and running away to mass with a dollar for gas lmao, and now we're both mommies and have our own places, and were actually responsible go figure lol
Ally: skipping school was always better with you around lol, and somehow even though we left everyday we both still passed (well i didnt really but oh well) and then how we would get permission from my mom to leave even though we already did lol good fuckin times.
There's so much shit that I would have never gotten through without all of you there to help me, different people, different places, different times, all equally cherished. I love my girls!
And i'll always miss the boys, even the ones who dont keep in touch: Dillon Diaz: you crazy little fucker, stop going to jail, i miss you damn it, but we've had some good times though we did stupid shit it was always fun.
Dillon B.: youre awesome and you were always fun to be around even though we only got to chill like 3 times i still miss you man
KC, Damien, & Kenny,
and who could forget Mike Fox, i hate you for what you did, but i'll always love & miss the person you were.
N E W S F L A S H
Incase you didnt already know..
WE HAD A BABY GIRL!!
her name is LaylaJade Sky Lavalle & she was born on Sunday, April 27th at 7:48am, 7lbs., 3.2oz.. 19 1/2in. She's fucking gorgeous & I love her to death!! =)
Giving birth to this little girl was the most incredible experience I've ever had, I couldnt possibly ask for anything more than the happiness she has brought into my life. I love my beautiful family & I could never live without them.
I am more
than i have ever been in my life and i wouldnt give it up for the world..
Adam, you are my everything, and i fucking love you with all my heart♥..
Everything we have together is more than i could have ever asked for, I have never been so happy in my entire life than I am with you. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. You make me smile when I'm sad, you protect me when I'm scared, when I'm mad you hold me and you wont let go, you're there for me when I need you more than anything, you listen to me when I need someone to talk to, when I feel like everythings falling apart, u tell me everything will be ok and that you'll always be there, I melt in your arms everytime u kiss me, you take my breath away when I'm with you, you drive me crazy when you touch me, you take care of me better than I take care of myself.
We have the most incredible kind of love, I would be so lost without you in my life. I would rather die than to walk this earth without you by my side. I refuse to live without you. You are my soulmate, you have all of my heart.. my entire reason for existance, is to be yours forever.
I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH: Bipolar Disorder, OCD, ODD(problem w/ authority), Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, Separation Anxiety, Abandonment Issues, ADHD, & Personality/Borderline Personality Disorder..
WHICH MAKES ME: crazy, beautiful, fun to be with, obnoxious at times, sensitive, distracted, loving, understanding, caring, determined, outrageous, outspoken, outgoing, unpredictable yet predictable, misunderstood, reliable, respectful, rebellious, stressed, stubborn, ambitious, energetic, hyper-active, interesting, depressed, angry, happy, anxious, panicky, high-strung, loved, exciting, organized, complicated, artistic, musically inclined, poetic, creative, courageous when i need to be, forgiving, attentive for the most part, restless yet lazy.. and there's never a dull moment
I love to express myself in every way possible, and i will never change for anyone.
im a very complicated person, and i can be a serious pain in the ass =]I love the beach & I love to swim, but i can never get a tan (damn irish blood)I love The rain ♥ But where would i be w.o my sunshine??
I fucking hate the cold..
I live for fun..
im kinda obsessed with pepsi♥
I LoVe piercings & tattoo's... i have both..and i want more!!
I love pain..
I hate stupid fucking guys, just leave me alone, im taken and happy so fuck off!
I don't trust anyone
I HATE being alone, but im alone almost all the time.
Im a BITCH, get the fuck over it.
MY FRIENDS KEEP ME SAIN, & they always make me smile..even at the worst of times.. it just sucks that i had to move away and never made any new freinds of my own, not in mass anyways.
I CANT live without my family* but they drive me crazy =]
I will NEVER give-up the guitar.
I've been arrested more times than I can count, not 2 proud of that one.. oops!
I fucking hate cops who think they can do whatever they want, just because they have a shitty badge..
MARIJUANA IS NOT A DANGEROUS DRUG!!
so fuck what you heard
I hate people who think they can control me, i'm not a fucking robot, i have my own mind.. so let me use it.
I CANT STAND IGNORANT PEOPLE
I may be small, but i can still kick your ass. deal with it =]
Oh and I almost forgot...FAH-Q!
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