Kelly

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I'm not really into writing about myself, but here goes. I am a single mom of two beautiful kids. They are my life. I will not put my children 2nd for anyone, not even myself. I breathe for them, I work for them, and soon going back to school for them. I brought them into this world now it is my responsibility to create the best life for them to grow up with morals and success. I write about my kids first because since I had them, my life has changed. I can no longer just talk about myself without mentioning them. 7 years ago, it stopped being about me. I still have me, but it can't always be about me. As a person I am just happy having a life to live. I have come to realize that there are many people out there not as blessed as me. Yes, I have had my share of heartache, serious heartache and struggles in life, but I have come to realize that I am the only one that controls my destiny. (other than God of course) I have went through times of not having the basic needs for my chidlren and myself due to many different reasons. I made a choice that I would never let that happen again. So, I bust my ass everyday at work to make sure that I can not only provide for 2 children with no help (although their father does help) but also give them what they want. I think going through some of the struggles that I have and through some MAJOR heartache from the only one I ever loved has helped to create the STRONG INDEPENDENT woman I have become. I am not looking for anyone to come save my day. I have already done that. I am not looking for a daddy for my children, because they have one. I am just looking to live my life to the fullest and to achieve all the goals I have set for myself. I am not a materialistic female. I feel that all that shit that everyone spends too much money one, like a $200 purse, is stupid. I make enough money now to spend that on a purse, but why?? Will I be remembered more because of the things I owned or more for the way I treated others and for what a great mother I am. Don't get me wrong, I want nice things, but nice things like a home and things like that. So please do not come at me letting me know what you have or who you know. I really don't care who you know. People are people even if they are "famous." What you have or know, doesn't help me so I really couldn't care less. But don't get me wrong, I don&'t want to associate myself with people who are lazy, don't want to work or don't have any goals in their life. It's amazing how even having friends like that, can pull you down. I want to surround myself with people who will help pull me up and not pull me down. I have babbled enough for now, so if you want to know anything else, just let me know.