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@nara

Can't move on , and I can't go home. And I'm not so strong but I make my way to the place inside my

About Me

My name is Anara, I'm eighteen and live in a small hell hole called Barrie Ontario.I'm not to sure as to what I should be writing here so I guess randomness is my best choice. Hmmm...Well I have a twin sister she is away at college right now, kinda. I guess you could call me the "failure" of the family since I have yet to go to college, I wanted to take the year off and go to Australia but that doesn't seem like it is going to happen anytime soon. I'm not even sure if I want to go to school this up coming year, I don't think I'm ready for it. I know what I want to do, massage therapy but I think I need some time to prepare myself for the hard work I know comes with school. What I'm pretty much saying is I need some time to "dick around" and get my shit together.I work for the Simcoe County District School Board in a overly small room with nine other people which has ten desks with ten computers on it. I have a person on either side of me only inches away, it's rediculous. So if I'm ever bitchy it is usually when I get home after being trapped in a windowless room in the basement at work. I tend to like everyone I meet and it takes alot for me to actually hate you, but there is always that one person that you instantly dislike and I have had the pleasure of meeting a few of those people. Hmmm...What else can I tell you about me, not that you really care but I thought what the hell? Might as well update my about me section.Hmm..Alright, well I like sports preferably soccer, strip soccer is even better and if you have never played it then that is deffinately your loss. I like to go out on the weekend or stay in depending on my mood, my favourite place to go, which was torn down by the ass hole mayor of my town, was Cest la Vie. But they are finding another place to put it so that should be good. Anyways I really have nothing else to say to you guys, I don't lead an exciting life or anything just the regular "work all day, come home do whatever then sleep. Weekends are my only source of entertainment really and even then it's not to exciting.Yup so I hope you enjoyed reading this more then I enjoyed writing it and maybe instead of stalking my profile you'll add me to your friends and we'll talk sometime.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Anara
Birthday: May 31
Birthplace: Orillia, On
Current Location: Barrie, On
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dirty blonde I guess.
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty
Your Heritage: Canadian, Scotish, Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My white ones
Your Weakness: Food all the way/ A good cook.
Your Fears: Failing other people.
Your Perfect Pizza: Chicken, cheese, tomato, and peppers.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get money to go to Austrlia.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Uhhh..I don't know.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Why is it so dark?
Your Best Physical Feature: Uhhh..Not sure.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I decided which has been early lately.
Your Most Missed Memory: Yellow Submarine!!
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mc D's!!
Single or Group Dates: Single, more fun.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Either
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla or chocolate, to hard to decide.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: Hell yes.
Do you Sing: I try not to put people through that.
Do you Shower Daily: Of course.
Have you Been in Love: Yes indeed.
Do you want to go to College: Yup.
Do you want to get Married: Depends on with who.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes yes.
Are you a Health Freak: Ha, not really.
Do you get along with your Parents: Not especially, no.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them to death
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Hahaha, yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Hmmm...I might of been.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Ha, yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Regrettably yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Not the entire box no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes!! I love Sushi.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Ha, nope not a stage person.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: It's to cold right now ask me again later.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Hmmm...No?
Ever been Drunk: Indeed I have.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: Ha ha. Yup.
Ever Shoplifted: When I was younger yes.
How do you want to Die: Peacefully and remembered.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be a massage therapist.
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hmm..Any really, from blue to Hazel I like them all.
Favourite Hair Color: Black or any dark colour.
Short or Long Hair: Medium, around shoulder length.
Height: Preferably shorter than me but any height as long as shes not a giant.
Weight: I don't know.
Best Clothing Style: Who cares, I don't like them for their clothes.
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: Too many.
Number of Piercings: Two
Number of Tattoos: None yet.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: A few.
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My Interests

My interests? What am I interested in? Mostly hanging out with my friends, going out to McRiley's or staying in and watching movies. I don't know, normal stuff, nothing too exciting. I enjoy the outdoors and like to get away from all the people, technology and noise and just go for a hike somewhere like Sleeping Giant. Camping is something I've always been interested in especially with a group of friends. I don't know, massage thereapy is something that I hope to persue later on which makes it one of my top interests. Thats pretty much it, not too exciting I know, but what can you do, eh?

I'd like to meet:

Alright, lets think this over, I'll start with the few musicians I would like to meet such as Jack Johnson who has some really great songs and whose every cd I own and would love to surf with. P!nk would be awesome to meet and pretty much talk about nothing well sitting around. The Butchies because they have some pretty good songs and seem like they would be fun to hang out with. Who else? Hmmm..Tegan and Sara perhaps, maybe Hinder or Blue October who are all great talents. On to Actors who I would like to meet, Angelina Jolie who I have had a crush on since I can remember and who is both a great actress and an inspiration in her services to those less fortunate. She is really the only actor I would really like to meet.

Music:

Hmmm...I love music! Jack Johnson is one of my fav's right now. Hanson [Their are actually quit good and I'm sure you all have enjoyed their music and just are too embarrased to admit it. Melissa Ferrick has some amazing songs, Tegan and Sara, Walking with a Ghost [Great song], Tracy Chapman, Fast car, the song Teenage Dirtbag, Hmmm.. Oh Scotty doesn't know from Eurotrip, good song, The Butchies have some good songs like Send me you. I also LOVE Reba the country singer. She is the best! Also the Danger Flowers! The Dixie Chicks. Also Down to the river to Pray from O brother where art thou, I am a man of Constant Sorrow, and many more. Music by both Hinder and Blue October is something I have really been listening to lately. P!nk has some very good songs old and new, especially the one playing in my profile right now. --------------------------------------------------------- All around me are familiar faces, Worn out places, Worn out faces, Bright and early for the daily races, Going nowhere, Going nowhere, Their tears are filling up their glasses, No expression, No expression, Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow, No tomorrow, No tomorrow, And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had, I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take, When people run in circles, It's a very very, Mad world, Mad world, Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy birthday, Happy birthday, And I feel the way that every child should, Sit and listen, Sit and listen, Went to school and I was very nervous, No one knew me, No one knew me, Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson, Look right through me, Look right through me, And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had, I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take, When people run in circles, It's a very very, Mad world, Mad world, Enlarging your world, Mad world...

Movies:

I like a lot of movies, mostly action but if it grabs my attention then I'll like it. A list of a few movies: ~Mr and Mrs Smith - Holy shit! Great movie ~Debs - got it for Christmas and it's become one of my fav's ~Home Room- If you haven't seen this movie you need to. Just rent it! ~Rent - This was one of the greatest movies ever. ~Gone in 60 seconds - I'm a big Angelina Jolie fan. ~Tomb Raider one and two - I like the second a little more then the first. ~Constantine - It's pretty sweet.------------------------------------------- So that is where the list ends for now. I could go on but at the moment I don't want to.

Books:

I love to read all types of books but a few of my fav's are the Earth Children series, with Ayla and Jondalar. Keeping you a secret is very good as well as Empress of the world, Ok I'll say it I like the Harry Potter stories too. It's hard to think of what books I like best when I've liked almost all the books I've read. I don't know, that will have to do for now.

Heroes:

Who can I say is truley one of my heroes? Hmmm.. I guess I would have to say my grandfather is my greatest hero, he fought cancer till his very last breath. He was playing baseball until he couldn't move his arms anymore but he still went to every game, he helped rebuild the cottage even though he didn't have the energy to do all the things he did. He pushed himself and showed his love for all his family before he passed away. He was and is a great man and I miss hmi alot.

My Blog

From a Child to a Whore

From a Child to a Whore Standing on a street corner wondering why I'm here, Sleeping in an alley my body cold and my eyes filled with tears Sickness in my face as I step out of the latest car Another ...
Posted by @nara on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 12:45:00 PST

No Bravery

No Bravery Another death, another tear Another new and terrible fear Another grave dug deep and filled Another mother, sister, brother killed Another tear streaking a child's face As his brother, fath...
Posted by @nara on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:44:00 PST

A Broken Mirror

I found this poem and really liked it so I decided to post it here in my blog. A Broken Mirror A Distorted Face A Shattered Heart A Clear Distaste A Fallen Tear A Reddened Eye A Downturned Mouth A y...
Posted by @nara on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 06:47:00 PST

Dedicated to Jessica

Death of an Innocent I went to this party momI remembered what you saidYou told me not to drink momSo I drank soda instead. I felt real proud inside momThe way you said I wouldEven though all my frien...
Posted by @nara on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 07:37:00 PST