Lauryn

it's hard to even start and talk about yourself.. but what the hell?! hehe well i LOVE to work.. it's my drug..the goal is to be financially stable by the time i turn 25..i can't believe i'm 23 and im almost there.. time flies!now when i say financially set i mean i will never have to worry about not coming to work and i'm able to do what i really want to do in life..life is too precious to be worrying about financial problems all the time. i believe that if u are determined to make a difference in your life you can have it ALL. I'm in the real estate and mortgage business.. for anyone that reads this, this is where the money is.. well at least for me that is...sales.. i love it.. never a limit to what you can make.. you can always set higher goals for yourself and when u meet that goal, on to bigger things..! i LOVE meeting and interacting with new people...it's always constant networking for me.. my girlfriends sometimes hate going to parties with me coz I'm always talking business.. but i sometimes can't help it.. POTENTIALS goddamn it! =)hmm.. but it's not all about that.. People tend to say that i come off very mature for my age.. maybe it's because i've been through so much.. i feel that i'm a very strong person emotionally and that i have agood head on my shoulders..i like to have girlfriends to hang with but for some reason girls just don't like me so much.. girls are so catty! Believe it or not i look at girls more than i pay attention to guys. (I'm not GAY!)Guys are soo boring sometimes and too easy to figure out. Lets talk about the whole dating thing. I've always thought that you should always keep optiond open.I've been through those days where i was dating 10 guys at the same time. Just keepin' it real. You can say that I'm afraid to get attahed. Call it insecurity if you will but love is scary.getting hurt is the last thing that i want to experience. i never knew it could happen to me and it wasn't a very good feeling. i've always had the upper hand. but hey it is what it is.when i'm into someone which is rare coz i'm suuuuuper picky i show lots of affection.. i expect lots of affection and attention in return..hug me and kiss me and tell me how pretty i look in this dress! i love it..oh yeah! I loooooooooooooooooove food..i would rather go to a restaurant than go crazy drunk at the club. oh man! i get irritated when i'm hungry.. sad but true! I always order everything in the damn menu.. i wanna try everything! kinda like my boys! eh that was a JOKE=)hahahaha..Let's talk about the clubs.. this is to all the ladies: EVERYTHING AT THE CLUB IS FABRICATED. don't get gassed! seeing bling and poppin bottles make the girls go ohh my gosh i wanna hang out with HIM! Please believe he's still paying for those bottles! ahahahahah! what else.. i'm very down to earth and giving.. i always look after people's best interest rather than mine..I'm selfless. i like to see people happy. which isn't always a good thing coz people tend to take advantage of me..it's always me giving my all for a friend and then i get fucked! i've learned so much about people that what i do is just cut them off.. YOU can't be FUCKIN' around...I feel as if i can tell what a person is all about just by talking to them once...everytime something bad happens to me I just think to myself that everything is a learning experience.. u just go through so much that u learn not to make the same mistakes.. u can only get fucked so many times..! other than that i consider myself to be a very generous person.. it makes me all warm and fuzzy when i make people happy.. the satisfaction that u get when people appreciate you is far more than receiving.. THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO SAY. NOT LIKE YOU WERE READING THIS TO BEGIN WITH! HOLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! .. me and lauren doin our thing... wahhhhhh??!