About Me
Cordelia Chase.
The Sight.
Everyone probably thinks that I'm a raving nymphomaniac, that I have an insatiable sexual appetite, when the truth is I'd rather read a book. I guess when you look at a girl who has a nice car and a huge house you've already judged her as a certain stereotypical preppy rich girl. That's not even the start of it. I grew up in a small town--probably as small as it gets actually. Sunnydale, California was the center of my social life because it's were I was born and raised. I was the rich preppy girl with the nice car and the bitch who could get any guy she dreamed of. Hell, I even had a group of girls that would follow me around our highschool who everyone called the 'Cordettes'. Highschool was my own personal heaven, and I was practically the god. That was until my sophmore year when I meet her, the one girl who ruined everything--Buffy Summers. People might not've relised it but Sunnydale was a pretty weird place for the most part, especially when Buffy threatened me with a sharp wooden stick and started screaming 'I'm gonna kill you! I'm gonna kill you!', total weirdo right? And out of all the people to hang out with she choose Xander Harris and Willow Rosenberg before me. Guess Los Angeles girls are a lot different then you'd think. At the end of my sophmore year I'd learned then I think I wanted to, it was all real. The vampires, the demons, shit even leperachauns! The last normal day I had was the one before Buffy arrived. I haven't even though of looking back on it. When my junior year finally came my parents and I lost everything because my father forgot to pay his taxes all my life.
Things changed drastically, the Cordettes were no more and now everyone looked down on me...everyone except Buffy, Xander, and Willow. So I decided to hang out with them since they were, of course, the last resort. Xander and I had a fling for awhile and I had to break it off for the hope of my reputation. Eventually it didn't even matter anymore because my 'friends' were still treating me like shit and in the end I went back to him. That didn't last long before he found a girl named Anya--by then it was already the end of our senior year and we'd one the battle with the giant slimy demon mayor. All my friends decided to stay in Sunnydale for the rest of their lives, yeah right like I was going to do the same. I ran out of that place like I was on fire. I moved to the only place worth living in on the earth, Los Angeles. There my acting job didn't go as well as I wanted it to, I was living in a trashy apartment and eating left-over star shaped sandwiches from party's. When I'd finally gotten what I thought was a successful acting spot it happend to be the last thin I wanted to go back to--just another vampire. Luckily earlier that day I meet Angel, Buffy Summers broody, dark vampire ex boyfriend and he ended up saving me like usual. That's when I decided that the acting thing wasn't going to well and I was going to help out Angel and Doyle whether or not they wanted me to. That's when I started the idea for Angel Investigations, a detective agency for the 'not-normal' things that were always happening in California. Of course, I was getting paid and started charging people that Angel saved--he wasn't to happy about the idea but at least I got something out of it. Doyle and I became pretty good friends and we kind of grew on each other. When I found bugs crawling around my apartment I took drastic measures and moved into Angel's--that last for a good two days.
Doyle found me the perfect apartment, well besides the ghost anyways. Dennis, my roomate is no budge though. When Doyle had gotten a vision about a group of demons that were in hiding from a group of racist demons..the Scourage. They were 'pure blood' demons that didn't like half-breeds at all. They were practically Nazi's of the demon race. Angel found a way for the half-breeds to escape from the nazi demons and it was a great plan. That was the same night that I found out the least important thing--Doyle was a demon. I guess Angel and Doyle had been discussing whether or not I'd care, the two of them should've known better. I grew up in Sunnydale, of course I didn't care..I mean hell my boss was a vampire. Doyle was probably the greatest guy I've ever meet in my life, he died that night saving that whole race of demons. I'll never forget him or how much he really did mean to me. The day after that I relised that I'd gotten Doyle's curse threw a kiss--visions. While I was struggling with killer headaches from my visions a rogue demon hunter had come into town and Angel had other problems to face with him. By the time he'd gotten to the hunter we decided to just call him by Weasley, a old book nerd, wanna be watcher of Faith. Things became even crazier after that, Weasley started to help us with our new job and I even got preganet for awhile. Of course, there was a whole demon baby thing involved..I'd never get knocked up. When we'd gotten involved with having problems with a lawfirm by the name of Wolfram & Hart .. I don't even wanna say how bad things got. Darla was brought back by Lindsey and his co-workers, the most evil Lawyers in probably the whole world. After that we'd meet Lorne, a reading demon threw people singing and Gunn the leader of the mob in the bad part of town. Both of them decided to be part of our crew I suppose you could say and things were going really well. When Darla came back I guess you could say that Angel went a little crazy. He became so obesessed with her that we were fired from Angel Investigations. Darla was going to die from the same sickness she was dying from before she became a vampire. Angel tried to save her but failed because she'd used up all her chances already and couldn't get anymore.Eventually Angel killed everyone but Lindsey and Lilah by letting Darla and Drusilla go on a violent snack time.
After that Darla was a vampire and made happy with Angel if you know what I mean. He left her abadoned pretty much after not loosing his soul because she didn't give him a true moment of happiness. Eventually we had gotten a case thanks to one of my visions about a young librarian girl who had been snatched into a different dimention. The girls name was Winifred Burkle and I was sucked into the dimention also. First I was treated as if I was some farm animal and continuasly called a cow, that was until I got a vision. by then I was crowned queen of the dimention. Lorne was home to Pylea and went with the rest of the crew to come and save me from the evil demons that weren't really so bad. I meet Gru there and we kind of fell in love when he practically saved my life from evil Angel. Then we got back home finally--the same day Willow came to tell us that Buffy had been killed. He grieved for awhile after that and I was trying to help with what I could. Then Darla came back--preganet. Something that none of us were expecting and that's when Connor and Cailean came into the picture--Angels first and only children. The two of them were just baby's when Holtz, and old enemy of Angel's took them away into another hell dimention. Weasley was the one to blame for this and I don't think Angel has ever forgiven him quite enough yet. Connor was brought back and a 17 year old at that. Angel and I kind of fell in love after that and on the night that I was supposed to meet him the higher powers took me and made me a higher being. Angel was put into the ocean thanks to Connor and I didn't come back for awhile. By the time I'd finally gotten back I had no memory of anything at all that'd happend before now. The world was about to end when I had complete memory loss and Connor was the only person who told me the truth and that I truly trusted. My memory had been broughten back and everything was going on to fast. Fire was falling from the sky and I thought we were going to die so I gave Connor the one thign I thought that he should have--sex.
Connor ended up getting me preganet with a demon hell spawn and I don't remember what happend after that because the demon had taken over my whole body. I was in a coma after that for awhile and came back for a day to tell Angel that I really truly did love him. That was the night that I died. I decided to give Cailean my visions after that because she had such a great future ahead of herself that she deserved the best that came her way. Not to long ago I was broughten back by the last person I suspected..Buffy Summers. I guess that Buffy found out that Angel and I had a thing, he wasn't doing to well so she with the help of Willow brought back the only person she thought could help him. Cailean still has the gift of having my visions and now I'm just back to being regular old, normal Cordelia. Life's been a little crazy but I'm willing to get threw it no matter what it takes. Sometimes you have to fight for what you want in life, even if it means going threw all the pain you did before all over again.