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James William Swain
its been too long
since we last talked
too long since we last laughed
too long since we last fought
too long since we last hugged
-or- watched movies
&& had taco bell.
not a day goes by
that i dont think about ya
&& everynight i pray your better
happy again
cuz you were once
when we were bests.
but your heart hurt
in ways no one person could heal
i just tried to make my dent
&& you told me i did
you said im your bestfriend
so i saved the text message
you told me you l♥ved me
yuup.. saved that one too
i was<am> your nerd
your little pup
except for when you were mad
but "hi" was all it took
children of the corn
aqua teen hunger force
family guy
car games
and the endless search for a skirt.
i love you james.
in my ♥heart♥.
my thoughts
&& prayers.
keep after us
miss you terribly .
♥♥

adopt your own virtual pet!
you left me this
to make me laugh.
cuz you cared that much
thank you for that

Music:

♥ these nights i get high just from breathing♥

♥ these months they dont matter its the days i cant take. when the hours turn to minutes. and im seconds away ♥

♥ im somewhere between a laugh and a cry ♥

Heroes:

Grandma
Denell
Kevin
Michael
Ronnie
Cynthia
Denisha
Erick

My Blog

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i dunno. i love him... with all my heart i do. but i just dont fell he feels the way i do. its always "you wont leave me". no pictures. i know its lame and cheesy but i meant thats who i am. and than ...
Posted by NeRd" on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:47:00 PST

imagine

close your eyes. imagine love. imagine intesity. imagine magic. imagine smiles. imagine laughter. imagine anger. imagine fear. life. the most amazing tragedy. a complete oxymoron. you think your life...
Posted by NeRd" on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:50:00 PST

sevenhundredandthirtydays.

ive been thinking a lot today. how close he was to going thru what i went thru. and i got scared. my heart stopped. that feeling was so scary. so empty. so unexplainable. how much was shed. how much o...
Posted by NeRd" on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:11:00 PST

joey jackson jr.

your ugly && you smell funny.wait uh i meani kicked your ass at wii bowling&& tied at golf && baseballdont hate...im all pro statushaha better than kevin toowhat noe sukkahs=]=...
Posted by NeRd" on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 02:02:00 PST

last words

so its offical been 2 weeks since i first found out. and sitting here right now thinking "i wounder what James is doing?" made me sad. why has it been 2 TWO weeks and i still forget. your my best frie...
Posted by NeRd" on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 10:17:00 PST

071584...102105 part 2

hunny bunny i cant stop thinking about this. God!!!!! everyone keeps asking why... ugh... how am i suppose to answer a question like that?? in my mind i know why you did it. in my mind i shoulda sen ...
Posted by NeRd" on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 06:11:00 PST

71584...102105

hunny bunny,im sorry it had to be like this. you were my best friend. you ARE my best friend. no matter what. you mean more than anything to me. i just wish it didnt end like this. i was here ALWAYS. ...
Posted by NeRd" on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 09:06:00 PST

out there

done. quit. problems. best friends. true friends. stick to u till the end. end of what? the hour? day? life time? has my life ended that soon? no help. sick. swollen. no talk. no work. home alone. bit...
Posted by NeRd" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

came to realize

i fell in love i dont know why i gave u the world in exchange you made me cry i told you i was going to run away in hopes that you would beg me to stay you seemed to not care it was all "wha...
Posted by NeRd" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

PrOm 2oo5

so... prom 2005. gonna rape james dean. spice girls rock! i do love rock and roll. no more trifflin' hoes please. its all about the homies, homies, talkng about the dogs above...(or sumthing). applesb...
Posted by NeRd" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST