To all the people who are checkin' out myspace I appreciate you. I appreciate you letting me share a little piece of my exsistence. It's hard to balance family and parties and work, but it's do-able. And I'm proof of that.
*Regret Nothing.*
*Trust yourself.*
*Let it roll off your shoulders.*
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"constantly challenged by the fundamentals, of the science backed up by the instrumentals, no compliance screamin "lets keep it simple", straight defiance maniplulated by the mental, by the masses, cuttin classes, sittin in the back pews of the churches gettin blasted, pourin glasses, gettin drunk off of the wine from the blood of jesus, and whats the theses, or does it please us, to think that one day good karma will release us, or redeem us, i want to free us, in our minds cuz mine is more powerful than 20 caesars..."
-written by someone i love admire and respect...
I'm a southern girl who lives in Jersey. Its cold in the winter but beautiful the rest of the year. The people aren't exactly cheery. I miss the south a bunch..but life is better here for my kids and me. I work at a casino in Atlantic Cityand deal poker at House of Blues Showboat! I play poker, too. I play Call of Duty 2 online. I am a cat person but I have a dog too. I regret nothing I have done in my life. I judge no one until they judge me. I respect all until they disrespect me. I believe eveyone gets what they deserve and deserves what they get. I love macaroni and cheese. I didn't eat anything green until I turned 25. I drink a little and smoke too much. I used to do alot of drugs and I have good stories to go with them. I have been clean but if you're sharing I'm ready! I have never really been "single" in my life. I will be 38 when both of my children are in college. I was married once before to a looser. He still lives with his dad. The first love of my life was shot in the back of the head. The guy who shot him was one of our best friends. My daughter is a beautiful spirit. My son is original on wheels. I love to sleep. I am a space cadet most of the time. I feel repetitive in my life sometimes. I love and hate my husband. I like most music. I have 1000 minutes on my cell phone plan but never use more than 200. I can be a dork. I love to dance. I love the Simpsons. I kick ass at Wheel of Fourtune. If I don't answer you I'm not ignoring you. I am just in shallow thought. I can be a bitch. I can smile in any mood. I laugh when I am nervous. I like reality TV if I start it from the beginning. I am only one person. I work very hard, but hate to work. I just learned how to keep a clean house. I have no clue how to prepare veggies unless they come from a can. I try to cook every night. I try very hard to be a good mom. I want my kids to want to tell me everything. I have never belonged to a gym. I want to buy an RV when I retire. I want to die within a simple life. I want my kids to stay together if something ever happens to me. I love shopping even though I never buy alot. I only wear make up at work or on a Saturday night out. I am a blonde who dies my hair brown. I don't shave the top part of my legs. I paid 6 thousand dollars for my boobs. They were worth every penny. I love and cherish my mom now more than ever in my life. I only see her once a year though. I wish I had a closer family. I am an aunt. I do not have only one best friend. I don't believe in the Bible but I do believe in a GOD. I don't go to church. I love the beach but can't stay in the sun. Nor do I swim. I don't Jog. I don't bike. I don't hike. I don't skate or ski or surf. I dropped a tombstone on my knee when I was 19. I beat Super Mario 64 in the first week it was out. I am a giant flirt. I am only a tease. I am faithful to myself. I accept my faults and flaws. I try to make myself better every day.