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maFFu

Wondering why the postman ain't deliverd my wife yet

About Me

Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn into two/ If you love me, then I love you and this song is for you/ It's tight hard when you know what you said/ And your shorty seein' you as an emotional wreck/ The closer I get, it's like the farther I feel/ And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel/ It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit/ And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit/ I wish I had another path to follow/ Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle/ A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn/ Havin' dreams about death, but I'm not that concerned/ And I'm diseased, through the seasons they turn/ Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn/ I'm eager to learn, but I'm holdin' my breath/ And everyday alive is just another closer to death/Yeah, I've been alive longer then I expected to be/ And took care of everything that's expected of me/ Took care of my girl and my mother/ I told her that I'm always here and I love her/ I handle shit differently 'cause I'm grown now/ And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now/ I'd rather not have to deal with the day/ And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today/ ... I wish all the best, I wish all the shine/ I wish I didn't wanna off my thoughts with a nine/ I'm thoughtful and kind, but I'm evil alas/ But everything I love has turned to a tedious task/ I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass/ But nobody ever want you to see through the mask/Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to y'all/ I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for/ I feel like nothin' I do is ever right/ And that I'm actin' a fool another night/ And I admit, I don't take care of myself/ So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing myself/ 'Cause the fact is my father died young and I might, too/ And it ain't any way to tell what I might do/ I don't wanna leave my mother behind/ I don't want for her to cry, because the struggle is mine ...and if this shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone/ just remember that the motherfuckin love isn't gone"Black Winter Day"- JMT --------- -------- ------- ------ ----- ---- --- -- - Here, download my mixtape for free http://www.zshare.net/download/69431524ffae84/ Also, Tom is my homeboy.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God(if she exists), Satan(if he exists), Karl Marx.

Music:

Sage Francis, Canibal Ox, Cage, Mike Page, Atmosphere, Tupac, Soul Position, Deep Puddle Dynamics, Murs, Eyedea and Abilities, Jedi Mind Tricks, Heiruspecs, Knonam, Common, Mos Def, Gangstarr, Nas, Sole, Playaz Lounge Crew, Family Tiez Entertainment, Grayskul, Immortal Technique, Aceyalone, Roots (old), Dessa, Sims, POS, Cecil Otter, I Self Divine, El-P, RJD2, Unknown Profits, Non-Phrophets, Aesop Rock, The Grouch, Jakki tha Motta Mouth, Copywrite, DMX, Nickelback, Linkin Park, Alter Bridge, Crossfade, Bryan Adams, Shinedown, Daft Punk, System of a Down, Rage Against the Machine, Bruce Springsteen, Goo Goo Dolls, Oasis, Prince, Damien Rice, Bush, Run DMC, Krs-One, The Fugees, Talib Kweli, Sugar Hill Gang, Cat Stevens, Damien Rice, Niyaz, Dr. Dre, D. Billz, John Legend, Beastie Boys

Movies:

Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Stealing Harvard, King Arthur, Saving Private Ryan, The Transporter, Last of the Mohicans, Robin Hood King of Thieves, BMW Short Films(starring Clive Owen), Gladiator, Red Dawn, The Patriot, The Fast and the Furious, The Shawshank Redemption, Dances With Wolves, Old School, BraveHeart, We Were Soldiers, Blackhawk Down, American History X, Platoon, Tears of the Sun, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Austin Powers Goldmember, Dodgeball, Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgandy, Akira, Blue Submarine Number Six, Ninja Scroll, The Iron Giant, Titan A.E.

Television:

Cartoon Network, G4Tech TV, FX, TNT, TBS, and the History Channel. My favorite Show's currently one TV are X-Play, Family Guy, ATHF, Adult Swim, Over There, The Shield, Attack of the Show, Scrubs and a couple others on FX

Books:

Where the Wild Things Are

Heroes:

Heroes....um probably my Grandpa, basically all of my family memebers. I guess I really don't have any heros, sorry. Changed my mind, anyone who gets out of bed everyday(if physically possible) to go through the daily grind, to feed your kids, to get a paycheck, to live a little, is my hero.

My Blog

My Rap Album Reviews

Like I've said, I write reviews for artists. Right now only got three, but I have 2 more to do in the coming weeks, so I'll edit this blog and keep updating it. If you want me to write a review for y...
Posted by maFFu on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 12:45:00 PST

The coolest thing in the world

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/index.php?e=beatbox.wmv holy knights of colombus this guy kills it.
Posted by maFFu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Starting....

Yaow, just started this, no pics, or nothing. Hopefully I'll get this going. peace.
Posted by maFFu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST