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RIP Nick, right here waiting

why should a rose represent love when in the end the rose always dies?

About Me

I'm 19 now and i really don't know what to write. goin through some hard times right now. my first true love left me here and i can't follow him. but im always right here waiting forever baby! i know you see me and see everything thats been happening. now you know the truth about katrina and the truth about me. she can't hide her lies from you anymore everything is in the open now. the lies the hurt the pain and all the misunderstanding that happened. the dove was so beautiful, now i know you hear me still,care still. April 4, 1988 to April 10, 2007. i love you Nick and im always right here waiting. 2224

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My Interests

dancing is my favorite interest, i like some sports, and i hang out with my best friends alot, Deanna and catelin. i enjoy partying lately, but it always ends up in some dramatic show. i love seeing my boyfriend and i just love having a good time with no problems.

I'd like to meet:

real friends, people who know how to have fun and keep the drama at home.
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Music:

i love many types of music except country and anything that sounds like it. give me something i can dance to and im good. music has a place in me, it can change my emotions and views, i wouldn't be happy without it.

Movies:

it matters on what kind of mood Im in, right now i could go for a thriller like "the descent". thats a scary ass movie in a theater

Television:

i don't watch much tv i like going for walks or just being outside more. but if i get the chance i like viva la bam and music videos

Books:

Fairy books and adventure stories, besides that i really don't read that often unless the mood strikes me.

Heroes:

one of my heros is my friend deanna, she's more like a second mother to me, she watches out for me and gives me advice that i usually don't listen to at the time but in the end it turns out that if i had listened to her the whole mess would of turned out all right instead of chaos like usual.

My Blog

life and how i don’t want it

i don't know what to think anymore. im numb all the time now. i got nicks ashes a few days ago and the pendant is pretty. im with jestin right now at mikes house. i look down the road a bit and see ka...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:26:00 PST

random

dan got a new job and things are looking up but then why am i so upset still? i miss nick so much it hurts sometimes and i cry often still. i want ma to love me but i don't think she really does, i mi...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:03:00 PST

cheating

never cheat on the one you love cuz all it brings you is drama, its not worth the aggravation or the pain when they find out. you will make too many enemies and many of them are disguised as friends. ...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST

random shit

umm i guess im in a good mood somewhat, im chillin at keiths house right now and im prolly partying lataz at my house, don't know how my moms gonna take that though. can't really say that im happy but...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 02:46:00 PST

life sucks then u die

ok i am so sick of spoiled little bitches and bastards getting evrything handed to them while everybody else needs to works their ass off for years to get what they have. its not fair but i guess life...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 05:00:00 PST

whatever

whatever i guess i won't sleep at all tonight. im sick of drama im sick of fighting im sick of looking for a job my life sucks right now and it probably won't change until i do something about it but ...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:38:00 PST

love

i've gone through so much in the past couple of days and i've only learned one thing, i will eventually marry dan richardson and all of the bullshit is over, no more fucking up, no more pretending to ...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 06:40:00 PST

just thinking out loud...

ok never written a blog before so.... i feel confused, don't know what to do or how to react anymore. forgotten in a moment, does that give you a clue? im sick of helping people and caring when i get ...
Posted by RIP Nick, right here waiting on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 04:47:00 PST