"TO WHOM MUCH IS GIVEN, MUCH IS REQUIRED."QUIT THINKING!THERE COMES A TIME IN EACH OF OUR LIVES THAT WE HAVE THE CHANCE TO "MAKE IT RIGHT". MORE THAN LIKELY THAT CHANCE WILL COME IN THE MOMENT THAT SEEMS TO MIRROR DESPAIR AND LONELINESS. THAT TIME IS WHEN WE TRULY, LET GO AND LET GOD. TO HAVE NOTHING AND TO FEEL NOTHING ALL WHILE PRODUCING WHAT AMOUNTS TO NOTHING IS USUALLY THE COMPOSITONAL FORMULA THAT EQUATES TO SOMETHING. THAT SOMETHING IS SUBMISSION TO GOD BY ADMISSION OF GOD WITHIN OURSELVES. THE BENEFIT IS THEN, "...THE PEACE THAT SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING.". I THOUGHT WAY TOO MUCH BEFORE NOW. I USED AMAZING STRENGTH TO CONJUR UP IDEAS THAT PARALYZED EVERYTHING ABOUT ME. MY WAY OF DOING HAD DISRUPTED MY LIFE AND THE LIVES OF MANY OTHER PEOPLE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO RELY ON ME FOR MY WORD APPEARED TO SATISFY THAT I WAS ABLE. I RELIED ON MY WORD AND SO I SUSTAINED THE PRODUCT OF MY WORD..... FAILURE! WHICH I DECLARE WAS JUST PRACTICE FOR THE POSITION I NOW SEEK. BUT IT HAS BEEN FAILURE. THAT POSITION HOWEVER IS PRODUCER. A PRODUCER OF SERVICE THAT SHALL PROMOTE GOD'S WILL IN MY LIFE. BY EXAMPLE AND NOT EXPRESSION. THIS SECTION IS ABOUT ME RIGHT? I AM NO LONGER THOSE THINGS THAT I ONCE SOUGHT TO DEFINE OR APPROVE MY EXISTANCE AS I HAVE FOR SUCH TIME TO JUSTIFY MY PLACE. I AM NOT ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT I DID OR THAT I HAD. I AM NOT COMPLETED BY THE AFFIRMATION OR ACCOLADE OF MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS NEITHER AM I DEFINED BY THE SINS OR SITUATIONS THAT WERE ONCE MY "SCENE". I BELONG TO HIM. I NOW ACCEPT THAT GOD WILL HAVE IT NO OTHER WAY BUT HIS AND AS I HAVE HEARD AND NOW ACCEPT, "DELAYED OBEDIENCE IS DISOBEDIENCE". YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME, FROM THIS POINT, MOVING FORTH?
WATCH ME.LORD, THANK YOU FOR IT ALL. THE GOOD AND THE BAD. IT GOT ME HERE AND........
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