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tessa[hapa]

for a smart girl, you're good at stupid.

About Me

singer/songwriter/actress
beauty god complicated filipno musicmusicmusic song&dance theatre broadway making it family friends morals partayyy appreciation intelligence random art film passion dreams realism inquiring minds idealism dreams observation trust honesty education priorities change spontanuity sleep disney memories moments big deal. new beginnings."So I’m drinking, breathing, writing, singing Everyday I'm on the clock My mind races with all my longings But cant keep up with what I got"
..my life.thoughts.rants.words.

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My Interests

"oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart"

I'd like to meet:

theory: they are all the same
i'm waiting for the one to prove me wrong

Music:

A Fall Farewell The Academy Is Acceptance AFI Alkaline Trio Amelie Armor for Sleep As Blood Runs Black As Cities Burn As I lay Dying A Static Lullaby A Thorn for every heart Atreyu Bayside Betray the Passenger The Bled Bleed the Dream Bleeding Through Blood Brothers The Bravery Bright Eyes Bullet for my Valentine Bury Your Dead Catherine Cartel Chasing Victory Chiodos Circa Survive Cobra Starship Comeback Kid Copeland Daft Punk Deadset Hearts Death Cab For Cutie The Devil Wears Prada Divide the Day Dreams Of Reality Drop Dead, Gorgeous The Early November Elysia Emery Escape the Fate Everytime I Die The Faint Fear Before the March of Flames Fergie Fight Paris Flee The Seen Flyleaf Fort Minor From Autumn to Ashes Gym Class Heroes Halifax Haste The day He is Legend Hello Goodbye Hopekills Imogen Heap In Memory Of Jack Johnson Jamies Elsewhere Justin Timberlake Kelly Clarkson The Kinison The Light Season The Killers Lorene Drive Mae Matchbook Romance Meg & Dia Mickey Avalon Muse Nevea Tears Nirvana No Doubt Norma Jean Oasis Panima Paramore Plain White T's The Postal Service Pretty Girls Make Graves Th Rapture Remembering Never Rise against Roses are Reds Saosin Saves The Day The Scene Aesthetic Shaunteclair Shiny Toy Guns Sound Alone The Sounds Straylight Run Suicide Silence Taking Back Sunday Tupac Underoath The Used Waking Ashland Zao

Heroes:

Heroes are people who rise to the occasion and slip quietly away.

My Blog

half alive

its cold on this cold floorwinds passing by mei wont open the door anymore tell me how do we go on from heremiles awayit seems like daysyour goodness is what i prayhow do we go on from herei trusted y...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:33:00 PST

le grand

pictures from my partay in may....go seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.     http://flickr.com/photos/funzilla84/sets/72157605492706135/     ;D...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:22:00 PST

the last cry

here she lieswith wings over comingshe cant find a way to escapeand she tires fighting her demonsthe blood in her hands turns to hateshe looks up to the skyand down at his blank facea touch of lifeles...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Sat, 17 May 2008 01:26:00 PST

light

Age comes with timeAnd with time comes maturity&it has been a while since I have written a blogSo heres a little update on my hectic lifeI have no time anymore that's always funBetween two jobsSchool...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Sat, 10 May 2008 12:31:00 PST

current position

i totaled my car   great. good job tessa.   current position: out of commision     i need something to keep me sane. anything....
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 04:59:00 PST

take back the night

sooooooooo i was bored today in class...AS ALWAYShahaand i wrote this songand im pretty pleased with how it came out so far...hope u like it   I hold back my screama sound that i can tellwhat doe...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:10:00 PST

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how long   Saturdays, will never be, the same Its even hard mentioning your name Lookin back I don't know what went wrong But suddenly it's like I dont belong So how long must I wait? And how lon...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 09:45:00 PST

rain.

what do you do when the one that can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry? nothing. they sit and watch how they hurt you they say sorry but words mean nothing anymore. completely succumbe...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:30:00 PST

damages

im at that point in my life where i see everyone moving on with their lives, but mine seems to be going no where, i have dreams and goals, plenty of them, but it all seems so unreachable, lacking love...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 12:43:00 PST

as these days

this is really old...back when i used to write and rant about how boys would always break my heart...thats not the case anymore but i really like this so i wanted to share it... as these bitter daysco...
Posted by tessa[hapa] on Wed, 16 May 2007 02:04:00 PST