Hi, I'm Robert. I'm somewhere inbetween here and there. No i dont need to be found, but wouldnt mind someone there with me. I've been told i have, amazing defense mechanisms. Lets just say i could stop armys, with the walls I've built. I've loved, and lost. Been lost and been loved. Been lied to, shit on, kicked around, stole from, tricked, and let down.
But don't forget
I've been told the truth as well, been on cloud 9, scooped up and carried without a word of rebuttle, given too, not just materially, but emotionally. That's life, and people have the hardest time accepting it. I fight like hell for what i want, and what i cant have, i fight and kick heartily, then move on. We as humans would get, no where, if we didnt just move on. I've done things I would shout from rooftops, and have done things i wouldnt mine burying at the bottom of a volcano, just to watch it erupt. I have claimed I dont regret anything, but come on people, EVERYONE, regrets. You can fight like hell, and learn from every fucked up thing you do, and who's to say it doesnt make you a better person. But there is ALWAYS, that part of you, wishing it never happened.Kind of like my first relationship
, or even the second. Like when i wrecked my car the first time, then the second time. When my best friend and I, didnt speak for weeks. Its enevitable yall.I lose everything, EVERYTHING.In fact as of now i am jacketless, so i make up for it in scarves. Some would say i have an obsession. I like to look nice, because if you dont initially have pride in yourself, how can you have pride in anything? Winter, its not my thing. But parties are. Ill know everyones name by the time i leave, actually i take that back, ill know their face.
If your from california, dont add me. Honestly i am not in to this popularity contest. I hate assholes, well ones who have no reason to be. (everyone is an asshole, one time or another) I cant stand conceit. Its pathetic. Yall, i understand EVERYONE is a player. But when your with me, your with me. Keep melaughing and ill NEVER lose you. Maybe if my jackets made me laugh, id still have them.
my favorite quotes: "fear is a darkness, in which negatives develop." and "death, is a warning to those who LOVE".
:The sweetest thing, anyone has ever said to me:
"But then i think about how i felt, how it felt. Robert, in those final moments in the room, at one point we were kissing, and i felt myself trying to capture your breath, hold onto it, breath it inside of me, just so that maybe i could carry it with me. I felt it at that moment, your breath."
everyone deserves a chance.