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Allison

If you see Cupid...bitch slap the little fucker for me.

About Me

Where to start..I'm Alli and I'm a senior at MNHS, 18 years old. I have a very fucked up past that has spun me into serious depression for the last 3 years. I'm recovering by taking medication, counseling, and changing my lifestyle. I believe you can do anything as long as you believe in yourself. I'm very picky with the people I like to be around but I do like meeting new people. I am a very open minded person however I can seem intimidating and sometimes self-centered.(Although self-centered personalities are my biggest pet peeve in the whole world.) I like people with their own personality who dont try to be someone they aren't. I also extremely dislike people that do something just for the sake of fitting in. I'm very stubborn and can be a down right bitch, but it's just because I speak my mind. I love to have fun and have a good time, but I also like serious discussions. I love kids and I really like relationships. And now I feel like I've just advertised myself for a dating website. Just for that I might as well add that I enjoy long walks on the beach. If you wanna talk or know more about me, hit me up sometime on aim...WrathOfMyEscape
Scorpio - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in
Your negative traits:
You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on
Your ideal partner:
Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.
Your dating style:
Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.
Your seduction style:
Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.
Best color to attract mate: Dark red
Best day for a date: Tuesday What's Your Love Profile?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Allison
Birthday: November 21, 1988
Birthplace: Omaha
Current Location: Somewhere
Eye Color: brownish greenish
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish, English, Welsh, German, French
The Shoes You Wore Today: None yet.
Your Weakness: Love
Your Fears: heights, dark water
Your Perfect Pizza: sickkk im so sick of pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i dun fuckin know anymore
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: shittt
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: my grandpa, happiness
Pepsi or Coke: diet mt dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: bk
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Swear: all the fuckin time
Do you Sing: yea, but horribly
Do you Shower Daily: mostly
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: not so much
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE EM
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no, i dumped him
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no, i do the beating up
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: fast
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i dunno anymore
What country would you most like to Visit: japan..again
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dun matter
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Best Clothing Style: whatever...i dont like the preppy "im better than u" look
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 drug, i dunno how many times
Number of CDs I own: too effin many
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 1
&..39;Number of things in my Past I Regret:' I dont regret anything. but i dont forgive and forget
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My Interests

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Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.comMusic, Movies, Peircings, Tattoos, God, Friends, Family, Books, Writing, Art, Photograpy, Paranormal, Fire, KMK, Linkin Park, Mudvayne, Staind, Static X, Emphatic, Institute, POD, Godsmack, Pearl Jam, 12 Stones, Hinder..and yeah a lot more just gotta get to know me.

I'd like to meet:

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Random/Basic
Name: Allison
Nickname: alli, sony
Best memory: first meeting shane
Worst memory: losing my grandpa
Best dream: marriage
Worst nightmare: death
Weaknesses: love
Strengths: experience
Anyone have the same birthday as you?: Alyx, Chuck, and Andrea
Would you...
die for a friend?: yes
die for your crush/bf/gf?: yes, no questions asked
die for your family?: in a second
ever kill yourself?: i've tried. and i wouldnt do it again
Kill someone else?: only if they killed someone close to me.
If you had to choose- save your cat or save your enemy?: enemy. people can change. cats stay cranky
rather freeze or burn to death?: burn
admit you love someone?: I LOVE SHANE. been there done that.
break the law or lie to save a friend?: depends which friend and what they did
Have you ever...
cut yourself?: yes
been in love?: yes
thought about suicide?: few times
hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them?: no.
starved yourself?: yes. doesnt work.
forced yourself to cry?: no. i cry easy sometimes
forced yourself to throw up?: nope
betrayed a friend?: if i betrayed them, they werent a friend
hurt someone else so you would feel better about yourself?: nope. thats what others do to me
Which is worse?
your friend dying or your parent dying: parent
losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones: losing old ones
being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...: uhm
to be dumped a month later: let it last the month
being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it: what does it matter. either way there will be regret
having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months: every couple months is ok
losing all your friends on earth or never having found God: losing all my friends
being dumped or dumping someone: being dumped
falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity: anime character..pathetic?
a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you: losing touch with someone close
Dreams
What is your dream in life?: to become successful
Do you have insomnia?: yes. sometimes. it sucks
Do you often wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream?: yes
Do you get deja vu?: all the freakin time!
Did you ever have a dream that came true?: yeah it just happened like 3 days ago
What about a nightmare?: yes.
Did you ever have a realistic dream that truly scared you?: hah welcome to my life
Do you daydream?: not really
Have you ever dreamed you were falling?: yeah. and i dindt wake up before hittin the ground. i just hit it lol
Fears
Greatest fears: loving someone and have them not feel the same way back
What are you not afraid of at all?: driving
Name a weird phobia you have.: water.
Has your fear ever come true?: yes
Is your fear a common fear?: yeah im scared of heights
Any particular reason for the fear?: i dont want to fall to my death
Does it ever control your life?: nope
Have you had nightmares about the fear?: nightly
Are you more afraid of rejection or failure?: all the time.
The Past
Most missed memory: childhood. i had to grow up too fast
How have your feelings changed throughout your life?: i've just grown up a lot
First memory: being at home and looking out the door waiting for my mom to get home
Happiest childhood memory: family vacations
Saddest childhood memory: being so lonely
What was your first word?: hi
First friend?: my cousin
First crush?: dont remember
First love?: shane
What would you do if...
your best friend died because of you?: curl up in a ball and want to hide forever
your true love moved out of the country?: if he was my true love, i'd move with
your friend gave you the choice of cheating on the really tough math final?: nope.if i fail its my own fault
a friend offered you drugs or alcohol?: been there done that. no thanks
a friend of the same gender told you they were gay and asked you out?: been there done that. no thanks.
your bf/gf asked you to have sex with them?: depends how long ive been with him and if i know they truly love me or thats all they want
you were sexually abused?: yes
you were betrayed by someone you trusted and cared about?: few times
you found out your friend wanted to die?: be there for them. no matter what
Final Thoughts
Are you saved?: sure?
Do you believe in God?: i'm not sure
Why or why not?: prove it.
Are you depressed or sad all the time?: mostly
What are you hoping for in the future?: happiness. weightloss. a healthy family
What makes you happy?: shane
What makes you sad?: myself
Do you believe in the Bible?: no
Why or why not?: christainity=relationship with chirst. not relationship with a book. dont argue with me about it i dont care what you think.
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