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XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[

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MyHotComments I WILL NOT REPEAT MYSELF SO IT IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST TO READ THIS BEFORE YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE! LETS START WITH THE FACT THAT I AM NOT ON HERE TO MEET ANY RANDOM ASS PEOPLE, JUST TO KEEP UP WITH FRIENDS...SO IF I DON'T KNOW YOU MOST LIKELY, YOU WILL GET IGNORED. ~~~~>MY NAME IS XENA I AM A 20 YEAR OLD GROWN WOMAN AND I HAVE NO TIME FOR CHILDISH THINGS OR PEOPLE. NO NEED FOR UNECCESARY DRAMA. I HAVE EXPERIENCED A LOT IN LIFE AND HAVE MORE WISDOM THAN MOST 40 YEAR OLD WOMEN. I AM AN EASY PERSON TO GET ALONG WITH FOR THE MOST PART HOWEVER THOSE WHO LOVE ME LOVE MY FLAWS AS WELL. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I HAVE LEARNED IN LIFE IS THAT WHEN A PERSON SHOWS YOU WHO THEY ARE BELIEVE THEM! DON'T MAKE EXCUSES FOR THEM. TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHO LEARNED THE HARDWAY! I TAKE PRIDE IN KNOWING THAT I AM THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNOW! I NEVER GIVE UP AND I AM ALWAYS FOCUSED!
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I HAVE DRIVE AND DETERMINATION AND GOALS THAT I WILL ACCOMPLISH IN LIFE AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO WILL GET ME TO WHERE I WANT TO BE IS ME! IT IS MY GOAL IN LIFE TO GIVE HELP TO OUR YOUTH AND SINGLE PARENTS. EVERYTHING I DO IN LIFE CAREER WISE WILL BE GEARED TOWARDS THAT! I HOPE TO ENTER THE LAW ENFORCEMENT FIELD, SOCIAL WORK OR PSYCHOLOGY. I COULD TALK ABOUT THAT FOREVER BUT IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE THEN SEND A MESSAGE AND TRY YOUR LUCK. .."http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3Lm15aG90Y29tbWVud HMuY29tLw==">
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I HAVE BEEN HURT ENTIRELY TOO MANY TIMES! SO PLEASE DO NOY TRY YO "HOLLA" AT ME! THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FAIRYTALES, NO TRUTH IN LOVE, NO SUCH THING AS THE RIGHT ONE! I HAVE ACCPETED THAT AND MOVED ON FROM THERE! I DON'T GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE BECAUSE EVERYONE IS A LIAR! I WILL LIVE A LONG FULFILLING LIFE BY MYSELF AND I AM CONTENT W/ THAT! THE ONLY REAL LOVE THAT EXISTS IS THAT BETWEEN FAMILY!
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Ignorance is BLISS! His touch and his kiss! THe only things I'll ever miss! As he opens his mouth to tell me lies, I daydream of perfection as I close my eyes! I know he's no good but I've always known and in a way I've understood. Love is a lie it doesn't exist so why not live in ignorance its my BLISS! I don't need him and really don't want him but I love the company. When I'm around him i find his perfections and see through his flaws, I hold onto the good and nothing bad at all. I've accepted my fate that happiness is untrue thats why I continue use and be used. Its like I'm playing his game, smiling everytime I say his name, knowing that when I leave his side this another bitch along for the ride. But she could never replace me because I'm the one who is not the same, he's in denial but he knows the truth is I'm the one that drives him insane. My ignorance is my BLISS living this lie with him from kiss to kiss! He knows it and I know it too, I almost cared ha ha ha but I knew better, you see I'll play ignorant but I'll never play the fool. He ain't no good but he's good enough to me but this boy trying to live as a man will never hurt me! Its funny because he THINKS so strongly he knows me so well truth of the fact is, I'm better at this he don't know nothing thats real. I'm living in ignorance because it gives me BLISS, love didn't love me she left and I was never missed. So I found my infatuation with Ignorance herself and we're living happy together and all in good health. Maybe its crazy this dream I have created and maybe one day I'll learn to hate it. But for now I'm enjoying the smile he puts on my face, the way he looks at me and my favorite the way he calls my name. If you saw it on the outside you'd think I cared for him but I don't, he's just a temporary satisfaction. So you live in love and when she kills you, I hope you meet ignorance she's better even though she's not TRUE. Ignorance is BLISS, you should live like this! There ain't no pain just companionship and fun to gain!!! YES I'M A POET! LOL! AND THIS IS MY TRUTH. ITS REALLY NOT ABOUT ONE SPECIFIC PERSON JUST ABOUT A FEW PUT TOGETHER!
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I AM THE STRONGEST WOMAN I KNOW! I DON'T DO IT BY MYSELF I HAVE GOD & MNAY FRIENDS THAT GET ME THRU LIFE AND KEEP ME STRONG! I SMILE THRU THE TEARS! I'M THE DEPENDABLE ONE, THE ONE THAT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THOSE I LOVE! TO FIGHT, TO LEND A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, TO JUST BE REAL! I TEND TO PUT OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF QUITE OFTEN! PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY...SUFFERING IS OPTIONAL, PAIN IS INEVITABLE! I'LL ALWAYS GET THRU OK WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE!
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I'M NOT PERFECT! FAR FROM IT! I DRINK, I SMOKE BLACKS, I ALWAYS BREAK MY NAILS, I SNORT WHEN I LAUGH! I PARTY TOO MUCH! I DO ALL TYPES OF RANDOM THINGS & I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS I'M LIVING MY LIFE, HAVING FUN & MAKING MEMORIES!!!.."http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3Lm15aG 90Y29tbWVudHMuY29tL2dyYXBoaWNzLnBocD9pbmRleD1iZXN0">
MyHotComments"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson
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Memoirs of Xena Coldhearted: I’m A Murdere

Murderer  <?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />....  .... Sometime long ago I met her. I learned about her all too well. I even loved the bitch t...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:19:00 PST

Mi$$ Cold<3ed: Random Thoughts

Time after time...I've had run in with run in and yet more run ins with triflin ass men! The liars, the con artists, the ones living a whole notha life. It takes a lot from a good woman and slowl...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:01:00 PST

Memoirs of a Cold Hearted Angel: Poem..."This Bitch"

  This Bitch   She makes you feel things you never felt, She makes you emotional&she even makes your heart melt. She wraps you in her beauty, And kills you with her pain. This bit...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 11:56:00 PST

Memoirs of a Cold Hearted Angel: Showing emotion

Have you ever?... Felt a pain so deepThat you run away and fall into the streetsTake a good woman and make her a bad girlTake life for granted like you gonna get anotha whirlMade mistakes and well jus...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:00:00 PST

Memoirs of a Cold Hearted Angel: On Life in General

Its interesting in life the things we endure, the people we meet, and all the little things we settle for. Life is the greatest mystery of all, with so many oppurtunites to  make mistakes and eve...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:00:00 PST

If I were you...I'd be scared to love an Angel to!!!

If I were you, I'd be scared to love an Angel to! There's something about me that seems to intimidate men...they all run scared! I mean I know I'm confident and content with being me but yet all of th...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:55:00 PST

what women want...that a man won't give???....

FiRsT lEt Me StArT bY sAyInG tHiS: I am not in anyway trying to degrade men! Yes, some of you are NO GOOD but not all of you! I love a black man, there is no man greater, more powerful, made of bette...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:43:00 PST

the MEANING of MY tattoo

My tattoo is symbolic of many things, its not just my name. Ya'll youngins might have never heard it but there is a song made by Aretha Franklin titled A Rose is Still a Rose. The meaning of the song...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:10:00 PST

wHy ArE fEmAlEs LiKe ThIs???

Why is it that females are always tryna bring each other down? Most of us are guilty of saying "i don't have too many female friends cuz they cause too much drama." We are all guilty of talking about ...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Sun, 14 May 2006 05:22:00 PST

this is what i think of me...what do u think?

Well I believe myself to be a very good person. I am the nicest person you'll ever meet but the baddest bitch if u fu(k with me! I love life and I live it to the fullest! I feel that I am beautiful in...
Posted by XenaColdhearted:CAN'T take it ANYMORE! =[ on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:58:00 PST