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Elena

just because you wander doesn't mean you're lost

About Me


Myspace Layouts Nothing the world hasn't already seen me do or heard me say I guess, i love Honesty! I think lying is boring. I keep my family close and my friends even closer. i cherish all the people who's lives I have touched. It makes me feel special. Oh yeah and if there is one thing i have learned in this life time it is that suffering doesn't make you any stronger. You can quote me on that !!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Stanley Kubric, Usama Bin Laden (in a cold dark alley with an aluminum bat), Pee-wee Herman, Pauly Shore, JT Leroy, Asia Argento

My Blog

What have I done wrong

I just don’t know sometimes if I am who I am or I am who I strive to be. I dismiss anything that doesn’t live up to my standers. However. the absence of my love, is smethimg I can’t ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:42:00 GMT

Dear God

Dear god,Hope you got the letter,And I pray you can make it better down here.I dont mean a big reduction in the price of beer,But all the people that you made in your image,See them starving on their ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 06:06:00 GMT

Not Bad News Part1

Ok  I am home from the hospital. I got home on Friday afternoon, and I have been going through paper work and spending lots of crazy time with Ora.  Here is what I got for you all. The Stemc...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 13:09:00 GMT

"This Woman's Work " ..I love this song!! I could Almost cry

  Pray God you can cope. I stand outside this woman's work, This woman's world. Ooh, it's hard on the man, Now his part is over. Now starts the craft of the father. I know you have a little life ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 12:54:00 GMT

Update "the brain"

 Hey everyone. Just a little update for you all. Nothing is set in stone yet but I will know more soon. Thank you alll for alll your prayers and hope. I don't have a lot these days so any little ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 13:51:00 GMT

UnFUCKINGbelievable!

I don't understand How, no matter what I do, I always turn out to be the asshole. EVERY single fucking time!!!!!!!! And all I want is some fucking peace, but either i am getting judged for the decisio...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 15:45:00 GMT

A Return To My Center

  Being at post in a  Hospital bed for better part of a year, remote in hand, I could adjust the seasons according to feel.  I  lost site of the temperature of Nature and of Being....
Posted by on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 19:51:00 GMT

My fucked up reality

The only thing seemingly consistant,  is me fucking up!
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:26:00 GMT

Viva Italia! Fuck France!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!FUCK YEAH YO! iTALY FUCKIN RULES THE FUCKIN GOD DAMN WORLD BABY!!!aND IT'S NOT SO MUCH THAT WE WON( WHICH WE DID SO WONDERFULLY) , iT IS THE FACT THAT FRANCE LOST. a...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 18:09:00 GMT

Just Another Sad Story

I guess I should start at some beginning. There is no moral to my story. It starts and finishes, just like any other story, but this story is mine. I remember sitting up violently and throwing my hea...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 16:46:00 GMT