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Hi , I'm Emmarie .I'm in a band , like most teenagers , except unlike everyone else , my music means something . I change never , sometimes always for no one , myself , everyone else. & so don't you , don't try to lie . No one is that unique , get the fuck over it . kthanks I don't think , I question and doubt. | Tops | Comments | Blog | I Crave This. Don't lie to me. To Be Honest : I stare into the spiraling yet clearly vivid outlooks of my life and my heart grows with fear; yet it shines with admiration and a sense of personal stability. Ive been put through a great ordeal of things that defined the way my person is this very day.But there are times when i look past the colorful lines and i shrink into a small chamber of depression and regret. But that's only because i wasn't able to steer myself in the right direction.The people in my life pick me up and restore me to the other side of me, the warm hearted fool who only wants to better herself. I get dragged into friendships. I can't make decisions for myself apparently, and no one loves me. I'm not happy with where I am , I'm not happy with where I've been. I'm saving up, and taking a road trip the summer before my senior year, I'm sick of this town, I'm sick of these people , and I'm sick of being let down. I ruin people's lives if it makes mine better. I drink soda from the bottle and I leave a mess for someone else to clean up. I have an amazing gift. I can beautifully construct words into captivating stories, lyrics, poems, letters, essays, anything imaginable. I have an amazing voice, it's a curse really. I sing. Obviously. I do what I want , when I want. I abuse the 1st Amendment. I scare people , mostly because I make extremely believable threats. I go out of my way to make other people uncomfortable , and to tell you the truth , i don't give a fuck about what you have to say. If you're smart, you'll keep my life off your lips. Don't bother talking to me. I'm a judgmental dick. We're not gonna be friends, trust me, it's safer that way. KTHANKSBYE. I live this. -Washing your hands doesn't always kill the germs . -Stacey and Clinton pick out awful clothes . -Oli Sykes is disgusting . -I'm allergic to peanut butter . -Elliot is the only cat I ever want . -I'd like my phone to stop vibrating so much . -I play guitar ;; piano ;; and sing . -I say jank too much . -Family means nothing to me . -I'm a shitty person . -There is constantly something in my eye . - I'm a creep . - I even out people's sweatshirt strings . - I once was asked what I'd do if someone stabbed me ;; I'd pull the knife out , laugh , then stick it in the person who stabbed me ;; in their heart . (: Goodbye.I Dream Of This Everytime you walk in the room, I can't help myself, I want to be with you. with a mic, click, check, one... two, singin' out my lungs, just to reach you.I'm alive. and I keep my cool one more time. and you just keep on walking by...