It was the Self, the character and nature of which I wished to learn. I wanted to rid myself of the Self, to conquer it, but I could not conquer it, I could only deceive it, could only fly from it, could only hide from it.
I was afraid of myself, I was fleeing from myself. I was seeking Brahman, Atman, I wished to destroy myself, to get away from myself, in order to find in the unknown innermost, the nucleus of all things, Atman, Life, the Divine, the Absolute. But by doing so, I lost myself on the way.
Siddhartha --- Hermann Hesse
19, got a big heart, love the subtleties in life, hate being told what to do, mildly obsessed with sunsets, disgustingly sentimental, just mellow down to the SOCKS.
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