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Like a dagger, I climb inside your heart...

About Me


"Shifting With The Moon...The Stars Are My Eyes...Swallow Outerspace...And Drink Up The Skies"
HA! Welcome to my world! I'm a fun, genuine, kinda' crazy, absurdly optomistic and all around completely nice guy who subscribes to the belief that life should be enjoyed and embraced, and seen from a perspective of positivity and excitement. I'm a person who knows myself well, but is always willing to learn and grow further, and I seem to have decent intuition into other people. I'm a musician, an artist, and a writer, and I am obsessed with the subjects of love, sex, and relationships. I have a passion about everything and I take little for granted. I am a rather cool cat but can be a total dork at heart. I can get along with anyone who is not completely insane, judgemental, or a total asshole.
Life is good. I have an interesting job, a girlfriend who is simply amazing and outrageously beautiful, good family and friends, a car that keeps on trucking, a roommate who's become like a sister to me, an apartment that time forgot, and a smile on my face that seems to make others feel good.
What's my secret to keeping a smile on my face? Try to wake up each and every day with a good attitude, enjoy life and all of it's attractions, and have a stellar time! I demand it!
Here's my other secret to keeping my big ol' smile! I LOVE HER so much!! :)

My Interests

"Waking nightmares pull my pin...lying facedown in the shade...a game of chess I cannot win...an overtired hand grenade."
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
Before anything else, spending time with my beautiful girlfriend. After that, obviously music. In particular, I love just jamming (literally improvising) with my friends, myself usually singing, or playing guitar or keyboard. Actually, at one time, bass too...But what else? I really enjoy playing pool at the bars, but that usually involves alcohol, which doesn't help my game much. Recently, I've been acting in extremely low budget films, performed by my good buddy, Ben. Other things: some business, photography (I just never get around to it), video games ("Halo 2" online), partying, international accents, occasionally bowling, overanalyzing everything, driving, cats, drawing, writing and composing, some painting, on and off spurts of weight lifting, and of course playing around on "My Space". And all who know me should know that my favorite place in the world is the seashore. Be it any seashore, but the seashore... it just must have a boardwalk and lots of booze!

I'd like to meet:

"Precious Angel Of The Sky...You Once Taught Me How To Fly...Now You've Given Me Completely...To The Gravity Beneath Me"
I have already met the absolute love of my life, Melissa. She's my everything. I am so fucking lucky.

As for friends, I want to meet interesting people. People with originality or intelligence. Music lovers and players. Happy people. Being funny is a huge plus! Anyone who loves bands like "Muse" and "Metallica". Anyone who loves "Buffy, the Vampire Slayer". Nice people. Silly people. Emotionally stable and mature people.
However, I am open to meet just about anyone, and I actually often prefer to meet people who differ from me, 'cause that just tends to be more interesting! Just do me a favor: if you're an emotional basketcase, genuinely insane, or a drama queen of any sort, don't bother me. Not too much to ask. And I'm highly flexible. Just be cool and be nice and we're good here. "Cherry Blossom"-Artwork done by the super talented Robert Elliot of Adrenaline Tattoos.

"Carved out of brilliance...and tempered with steel...sharp as a knife...you make me feel so real."

Music:

I love so much, it's staggering to try to list groups, but I can say that I love everything from heavy metal to classical to jazz to techno to rap...just no country music. I respect it, I just don't get it.A few bands would be: Metallica, Tool, Megadeth, Eminem, Mudvayne, Testament, Guns n' Roses, Queensryche, Iron Maiden, Dr. Dre, Devin Townsend, A Perfect Circle, Incubus, Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, Tomahawk, Delian League, Cradle of Filth, Rammstein, Type O Negative, Outcast, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Muse, No Doubt, Shadows Fall, Radiohead, Deftones, Disturbed, White Zombie, "Old" Limp Bizkit, Korn, Die Krupps, Linkin Park, Moonspell, Dream Theater, Slipknot, Blood Hound Gang, Dog Fashion Disco, J.S. Bach, "Old" Coal Chamber, Offspring, Anthrax, Beethoven, Pantera, System of a Down...Oh, and one more thing about Metallica: "...and Justice For All" is possibly the most perfect album I have ever heard.

Movies:

"The Grudge/Ju-On" are two of the scariest films I have ever seen. I love the techniques of Japanese horror.In regards to it's musical score, "Requiem For a Dream" is one of the most powerful and emotionally invoking films I have ever seen. But other wonderful movies would include: A Clockwork Orange, Me, Myself, & Irene, Event Horizon, any Nightmare on Elm Street movie except A New Nightmare, House On Haunted Hill, Truman Show, Legally Blond, SAW 1 & 2, Dead Alive, The Ring & Ringu, Versus, Seven, Spiderman 1 & 2, Pool Hall Junkies, Judgement Night, Suicide Kings, Evil Dead trilogy, Die Hard, Robocop, the first three Puppet Master movies, The Cell, The Craft, The Eye, Dark Water (Japanese version only), Serenity, the Indiana Jones trilogy, the original Star Wars trilogy, and many others... but let us give special attention to "Evil Dead 2", purely because it's horror, and because Sam Raimi and Bruce Campbell are geniuses for how they created the most perfect contingency of fear and laughter.

Television:

The answer to this question is way too easy: anything done by writer/ director Joss Whedon. The way the guy develops his characters in his stories is just awesome. Specifically speaking, "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" is probably my favorite television series ever. "Firefly" was really great, as well, and I have even started trying to catch episodes of Angel. Recently I have also discovered how f'ing funny "That 70's Show" and "Malcolm in the Middle" are. Oh, and I love "King of Queens"! I really enjoy kicking back and watching a lot of the sitcom shows that ended like "Friends" and "Seinfeld". Oh, and any of HBO's original shows are excellent, but I mean come on, that's barely TV. It's HBO. And you know what? Despite my bitterness towards "reality tv", I have to admit that Donald Trump's show is really interesting. And how could I forget about wrestling? I haven't really kept up with watching it lately, but I love a good match. And yes, I know it's fake and ridiculous, but take it from me, it's great. Just one giant soap opera. And I used to hate it!

Books:

Salem's Lot, Midnight, various guitar books, A Clockwork Orange, The Little Prince...and I'm currently reading Grendel, High Fidelity, The Illustrated History of Electronic Games, and The Daily Show book, America.

Heroes:

Mike Patton from "Faith No More" and "Mr. Bungle", among other groups. As a total package, he is by far my favorite vocalist, and has had a great influence on my singing style as well as musical taste. And Bill Hicks, for being funny and telling the truth at the same time.

My Blog

I saw "The Grudge 2" and this is anything but a review.

Ya' know what? I'm not even sure what the fucking movie was about.You wanna' know why? I'll tell ya'!Children. I now think teenagers are the fucking nastiest, most awful little fucks out there. I wen...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 07:03:00 PST

Movie Review: Silent Hill

Here are the pros and cons:Pros:-Looks beautiful.-Had triangle head from the games.-Ending sequence was pretty crazy and gory.-Sound and music were good.Cons (which tear this movie apart):-T...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 09:05:00 PST

Wow, I'm the luckiest guy in the universe...

Wow. I have a girlfriend who cooks me dinner all the time, so that when I drive to her house, food is waiting for me. Wow. I have a girlfriend who laughs at my REALLY dumb jokes, and makes them as wel...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 09:27:00 PST

Melissa

I didn't want to be so obnoxious to my peers as to write a bulletin, but if I had it my way I'd be standing on a pillar that lifted me into the heavens and beyond, that is, as a place for me to scream...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sat, 27 May 2006 11:46:00 PST

The most amazing girl...

...yeah. That's right. I have met the most amazing girl. That's all I wanted to say. It's my fucking blog and I feel like bragging. And feeling good. Which is hard not to do these days...'cause she ma...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Wed, 03 May 2006 11:20:00 PST

Movie Review: "Serenity"

Yeah, holy shit. Amazing movie. Flawless talent breeds flawless story telling. Joss Weadon's writing abilities and even his talent for directing shine once more. In a media world of bitter politics an...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 03:25:00 PST

Movie Review: "Batman Begins"

I finally saw "Batman Returns". I'm not much of a theater goer, if you are wondering why I only saw it now. Anyway, great, great movie. An excellent take on Batman. I love Tim Burton's two Batman mov...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 12:15:00 PST

Come visit my new pet "Needles" the hedgehog!

adopt your own virtual pet!...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 10:43:00 PST

Lessons in Love, Part Two: Attraction Loves Personality

Being attracted to someone is not a simple basic act of viewing their physicality with your eyes. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, but it is more than physical preferences that make us more or ...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 09:41:00 PST

Lessons in Love, Part One: The World is Your Canvas

Love makes everyone an artist. I'm not trying to write the "self help" book here, but rather want to explode my thoughts into writing, on an art form which I am most likely more experienced in than a...
Posted by ←Thrilla' Sakilla' Frost→ on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 09:31:00 PST