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"Follow your dreams and what you want hun, because I know what it's like not to have what you want. And hun, I don't want that for you. Chase your dreams no matter how big they are." -My Dad


July.7.2009
I miss you.
June.30.2009
Wow. Long time since I've updated this. Well, summer's good, very good. Life's becoming a big adventure, I love it. --Dark eyed lady from Three Rivers
May.22.2009
I haven't written in awhile; I guess I don't get on much anymore. I haven't been the greatest lately, I guess that's how you could explain it. I've been frustrated and upset for such a long time. Things just keep getting worse and I'm tired of it. I don't know what I'm going to do and I don't know who cares anymore or even if anyone did care.
May.1.2009
Wow, it's been awhile. Prom is tomorrow, I'm excited. I've got a lot of things on my mind lately, but tomorrow I'm going to have the best night ever. Ha, today was fun. I'm glad McKena and are becoming close friends again! Well, I'm off to take a shower and do whatever else.
♥goodnight!
April.19.2009
I haven't written in awhile. Nothing has changed; life is still rather boring. I hate it. I went out to the campground where my dad camps and I thought it would have been boring, but I really really liked it. It made me feel happier and relaxed. I didn't have to worry about anything there and I really liked that. And, like always, I miss my dad like crazy. School tomorrow.
April.10.2009
Well, my Spring Break has been boring. I haven't done anything really. I cleaned my room and caught up on sleep for the most part. I slept in until nine everyday ! Wednesday I went to Chicago, it was a lot of fun. We literally had to chase the train and ended up having to stand for the whole ride, but it wasn't that bad. For the past couple of days I have felt really weird. I can't explain the feeling. I guess I just miss a lot of things/people and I don't know. Again, I can't explain it. But, anyway, school is soon and though I don't want to go back yet, I'm ready.
April.1.2009
So, yesterday Brittany and I went to a dress place in South Bend. I tried one dress on and I loved it! It's beautiful, but I'm not telling anyone what it looks like. It was an interesting night and a little bit frustrating for all of us, ha. Today is April Fool's Day. I wonder what kind of pranks are going to be pulled on me. Hahaha.
Gotta go!
♥
March.28.2009
I got my license !! Woot woot. Hah. It's pretty weird driving alone, but I do love it. I'm going prom dress shopping this week; on Tuesday I believe. It'll be interesting. Anyway, not much is goin' on. Just waitin' on Spring Break!
March.24.2009
Wow, I haven't written in awhile. Not too much as changed though. I have my road test Thursday. I'm nervous, but I'll pass. I did something incredibly stupid today--I feel bad. Also, the Secret Life of the American Teenager ended yesterday. Now I'm going to have nothing to watch on Monday night. Lmao. I'm pathetic. Well, other than that, nothing has changed!! I'll write later.
♥
March.14.2009
This past week has gone by so slowly! My new classes are okay; I have to get used to them. ACT/MME testing wore me out this week and I'm also sick. I think it's from the weather changing, but it sucks and I hate it. I had another dream last night. I don't understand. Tomorrow Jillian turns three! I can't believe it. I remember when she was just brought home from the hospital and now she's walkin' and talkin'. It's crazy how time goes by. This is my final trimester of school for my junior year and then I'll me considered a senior. That thought really scares me. Today I found a new favorite singer. His name is Jason Reeves. Listen to him, he's amazing! ♥
March.7.2009
Happy birthday Mike. Today I got a new book. "Th1rteen R3asons Why." It's intrigued me so far. It's strange how I've found a few things I relate to in it. I once heard someone say "A good reader highlights what they read" and I'm going to start doing that, that way when I get older and go back to this book I'll remember why I highlighted the things I'm going to highlight. Anyway, Something weird happened today as I was going through some old papers from school. And, I had a weird dream last night too.
I'm probably going to read more as well as write too.
That's all.
March.6.2009
My mom hung up the phone while I was still talking. I asked my step-dad how often he thought about me taking the test. . . his response was I don't think about it at all. I stayed at school until 11 tonight because of journalism, and it turns out that we didn't finish a thing. I'm so frustrated. I can even begin to explain it.
March.1.2009
Happy birthday. I didn't know you, but happy birthday anyway! Meagan is one year old now! I've only met her once, I hate living on the opposite side of the state. Anyway, it's MARCH! Woot, spring will be here soon. Thank God. I'm so ready. So so so ready for summer. Warm. Sun. Pool. It's like heaven.
(:
February.23.2009
Bahahaha. Today was alright; got family pictures taken and went out to eat. I still stick out from the rest of them, lmao. Anyway, I'm sticking to what I said I was going to do, which just by reading this you won't have a clue. But, I think it might be for the better. I got the chance to hang out with Kassie and Brittany, it was almost like old times except we're more grown up now. Ha, I love them and missed the two of them very much.
Well, not much is going on. This is the last week before exams!!
Until later . . .
See yah in the pit.
Ha, that's totally Rancid.
SEE YAH
♥
February.21.2009
Today I feel so icky and depressed. I don't know why, I certaintly don't have anything to be depressed about. Not really anyway. Yesterday was so fun, however a couple people decided to ruin that. But, it's alright. I'm drifting apart from a good friend and though it sucks, it's bound to happen sometime. Hopefully things get better soon.
February.17.2009
I have been feeling so happy for the past week or so. I don't know why, I just woke up feeling optimistic and I love it. However, today I came home to find out my older sister Cindy has cancer. I just keep telling myself that everything will be okay and I hope that it will be, though I really don't know what's going to happen from here. I can't imagine being in her shoes. But, I know that our family isn't alone and that all I can do is pray and keep hoping for the best. Right now it's all I can think about. I'll update when and if anything changes.
♥
February.14.2009
Bahahahaha. Today I went to Chuck E Cheese's. The robots scared me really. It smelled like little kids and pizza. Ha. If you can only imagine. Anyway, my mom was in the hospital Thursday for irregular heartbeat spasms. She has to have open heart surgery soon--we find out when on Monday. Other than that nothing extreme is going on. Oh, the grandparents are here. . . exciting.
Happy Valentine's Day!♥
February.12.2009
This week has been G R E A T! I still feel very happy and it's really overwhelming. Not too much has actually happened this week; besides a few things here and there. Yesterday we had a 2 hour delay because of fog and of course I got ready before I even knew. Hah. If I drove to school yesterday I would have gone all the way there before realizing we had a 2 hour. Well, this weekend is Valentine's Day . . . I hope my friends and I hang out--it's been too long. Other than that, nothing is goin' on. I'll write when something exciting happens. Hah.
♥
February.9.2009
I'm excited. I feel better, the weather is getting warm, and and and and I just feel so optimistic about everything. I'm just happy-as crazy as that sounds. I feel like the 'cloud' that was hazed over me is dispersing. I love it! Today was a good day.
♥
February.7.2009
I'm sick. I don't even know what I have. My stomach won't stop hurting, I can't eat and the smell or though of food makes me queasy. It sucks. Last night was publication night. . . we didn't get out of school still a quarter to ten. Smola bough me DQ even though I could barely eat it, haha. I did sound really good though. Jillian has been in and out of the hospital because she's sick with a really bad cough. Mike is sick too. It's a mess! I hate it. I feel so weak and nasty I just want to sleep forever, which with that being said, is what I'm going to do. ♥
January.29.2009
So, these days I really don't know what's going on. I wake up get through the day, go to sleep and get up to do it all over again. I imagine I miss a lot when I do this, but I just don't know.
I really miss you and I can't wait to see you.
♥
January.27.2009
Blahh, this week is going by so slow. I'm tired. I'm painting my room. . . dark. I like it so far though it's left my room looking like a disaster area, which I hate. Nothing is really goin' on besides I went to my dad's last weekend. . . whoop. Ha, and my mom is gone for a week. She, TJ and Jillian all went to my grams to see her and help her after her knee surgery, I wasn't invited to go, so I didn't ask. Basically. Alright, I'm going to bed. GOODNIGHT♥
January.24.2009
Okay, well my brother came home. . . it's a long story, but he'll be here for a couple more weeks. That works for me. Yesterday was a publication day--I stayed after till nine thirty getting the paper decent enough to ship out. It was tiring, but it's always fun. I was supposed to go to my dad's but I got so caught up that we decided to wait until this morning. I feel so bad, but he understands. I love him for that. Today I woke up with a major headache, it really sucks. It won't go away. Well, I ought to be getting ready for my dad's. . . I'll write some more later.
I miss you♥
January.20.2009
Well, today was an emotional day for me. I distributed the paper with Rachel which was so much fun! Obama was sworn in as the President of the United States, which is cool. But, when I got back to the school I found out that my brother was leaving for the Marines TODAY. So I came home right away. He's gone now. Three months without him. Three months I'm going to have to stare at an empty bedroom that no longer belongs to him. Three months that I'm going to be here without anyone to vent to. I'm going to miss him so much. I just don't even know how to explain it. He's always the first one I go to when I have a problem and now that I don't have him around to talk to, it'll just be different. God, I miss him.♥
January.13.2009
I hope that I'm around to watch you get knocked down.
Basically; enough said.
Night♥
January.11.2009
Another day goes by without speaking a single word to someone you should share everything with. I wish things were different and I wish I had a family that cared.
I miss you so much.
♥♥
January.7.2009
There's really not much updating to be done. But, just to please anyone who reads this; I'm beginning to realize that sometimes the change you need isn't always going to happen, and that I have to accept what life throws at me. Though I don't agree with some of the things I've been repeatingly going through and how things never seem to change, I'm just going to deal with it. Afterall, I'll be a senior after this year, and I'll be able to start of fresh and new after that. I'll be able to begin the next chapter of my life, and begin the real world as I know it. It's almost been four years, I really miss you--and that's one thing that will never change.♥
Goodnight
January.5.2009
So, it's now 2009. Obviously. Time continues to pass by and it's crazy. I'm looking forward to seeing what this year has to bring. Hopefully better things than last year. School is still . . . school. I'm so tired, I could not sleep for the life of me last night. Now I'm just rambling on and on, so I'm going to go now. Oh, oh. I have a genius idea for next school year!
♥imy
December.27.2008
Christmas was great. I loved it. I'm leaving for Mio tomorrow, I cannot wait. I'm so excited to see everyone. Today I went to the mall with McKay and Katie it was fun. I love my bestfrannnnds, haha. This year's almost over, it's absolutely c r a z y. Well, I'm going to bed. I have to wake up super early.
♥
December.24.2008
OMG OMG, I am so excited. Tomorrow is Christmas. My favorite day of the whole entire year!! I've been counting down the hours since I woke up today. Lots of cookies made and I watched the Lion King like fifty times with Jillian. It's still only 8:00, lol. Well, TOMORROW CHRISTMAS WILL BE HERE. I'm out!! (:
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!♥
December.20.2008
Christmas is soon. I cannot wait. Seriously. I just want it to be here, but it'll get here soon enough. My parents left for the weekend THANK GOD. It's really relaxing but kind of boring without Jillian. They'll be back tomorrow. Not much has changed. I wish I knew the truth about one thing right now, I think we deserve to know. I doubt we'll ever know though. I hope this 'crisis' ends soon and gets situated when school starts again.
I need to go to Mio for sure, to get my head off things.
♥ imy
December.17.2008
Everything is just dumb. School is no longer fun to me, it's more frustrating. My parents are currently fighting. I don't have an adult to really go to anymore because I've lost a lot of respect for her in the past week. I feel more alone than ever even though I know my friends are right by my side. It's just dumb. I hate everything.
I miss you.♥
December.14.2008
I never noticed how much I like being in my dad's presence. I miss him so much. Ugh.
December.12.2008
He's back. I hate him. He doesn't appreciate journalism, or anyone who's in it. He doesn't deserve to be back, but everyone else seems to be IN LOVE with him so whatever. Basically, I'm starting to hate Journalism. Peace out.
December.10.2008
So, nothing happened today, and I mean nothing. It's kind of ridiculous actually and I'm tired of the same schedule. I'm going to my dad's this weekend and my aunt will be there too so hopefully it will be fun! I'm out♥
December.8.2008
So today I guess you could say made me a little mad. For one, our old managing editor wants to come back and I say HALE NO! Seriously, you don't just up and leave and expect to come back and have it all handed to you. I take Journalism seriously, and it really bugs me that someone with that title doesn't. Whatevvvvs. I'm hoping for a snowday tomorrow; we're supposed to be getting some freezing rain tonight! However, Three Rivers is protected by a bubble and will have school in the morning--no doubt. I've thought twice about writing this book, but anything worth doing is worth doing all the way so I will finish it, I just don't know when. Well, until later, I'm out. Goodnight♥
December.6.2008
So, I cleaned my room the other day and found a notebook that I started writing a book in last winter. I decided to add to it because--Well, I don't really know it just caught my attention. I restarted the whole thing though because times have changed. . . basically. I think I'm almost done with the first chapter and I'm more serious about it this time. I've always said and been told that I was going to have my name on the cover of a book one day and it's so true. I just have to get there. I read a survey that was done by my cousin Hillary and this "i always miss someone, i miss Brie bad=(" was in it and it made me teary eyed. You never really know how much people miss you until you see little messages like that. I miss them so much too, I never stop missing them. ♥
December.2.2008
This will probably be somewhat long. Okay so our managing editor decided to drop out of school and even though it will be a big mistake I'm happy. He's never shown ME any appreciation and for that I dislike him, and for many other things as well. Another one of my dreams came true that goes along with him dropping out. . . which is weird, but whatever. Apparently to one of my dreams I'm going to be the new face of this generation so get ready for it! Oh, and obviously I am home from Mio and I had so much fun, I love it there and I miss it. I can hardly wait until I go back, which I don't know when that will be. As for school, the second trimester is here and I like my classes, so far so good. It's only the second week so we'll see how it goes. I'm out for a little, I have to go do homework and I need to write tonight because I haven't in a couple days! ♥
November.23.2008
Wow, it's been awhile since I've written in here. Well, today I am leaving for Mio for the whole week. No school whatsoever. I'm excited I cannot wait, I miss everyone up there so much. I wish I could stay longer. I try to pack light and it just doesn't work. Haha. Story of my life. Tinkerbell passed away today. I didn't get to see her before it happened but that's okay because I remember her being happy. ily babygirl♥ we'll all miss you. Well, I've got to continue packing and getting ready. I'll be home in a week!
November.16.2008
Yesterday I went to Chicago with Mrs. Smola for the first time. It was so much fun. Lots of interesting/deep conversations, laughs and even some tears. I'm glad I went. Four more days left of this trimester. I can hardly wait until it's over!
November.11.2008
Today is a year since my best friends and I 'declared' to the world that we were best friends. 11.11.2007 (: Today sucked for the most part. I hate crying, and well . . . a certain someone didn't help that. I'm going to the mall with Jesika and Nicole soon ♥ "I'm better than everyone. . . in my own head."
my famous quote
(:
IWIMSEBTHBSGTTRHS<---that's my wish.
November.8.2008
It's hard to believe it when you hear the words "I don't care about you." coming from someone who is 'supposed' to be your greatest idol. Tomorrow my brother turns 19. . . that's really it.
November.2.2008
I cannot believe it's November already! This year is almost over already it's just insane to me. Anyway, lately I've been feeling rather depressed and it totally sucks because I don't want to be a depressed person it's just hard when your 'family' doesn't really help. I'm just trying not to let it go too far. School is for once annoying me, actually I think it's just a couple of factors that are bothering me with school. It's okay though, I guess. The second trimester of school is almost here which is soooo good because I'm tired of this one already. No joke. Well, I honestly really need to tweez my eyebrows, then I'm going to hit the sheets. BYE!
♥ily&imy
October.27.2008
So, I got called cocky today. :/ Lol, it makes me laugh though because I was called that by a guy who thinks he will rule the world. Lately I've been depressed and I think it's mostly the weather's fault, and also just the fact that I miss some people more than ever! ♥ imy. I'm probably going to go take a bath or something warm!
Byee.
October.21.2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COURTNEY!! I LOVE & I MISS YOU. ♥ I hate not being with my best friends on their birthdays. :( Tomorrow is my last full day of the week, I'm excited and Thursday I have a Journalism field trip so I don't have to go to school at all.
I've decided to take a different path in life. It's going to unique not ordinary. I want to be someone, not just anyone. I'm going to b e d .
GOODNIGHT&SWEETDREAMS♥
October.19.2008
Well, the weekend is over. I am glad that my friends and I are all okay for good! My grandma is slowly feeling better, which is awesome, though I wish she wasn't sick in the first place. It's freezing outside, and winter is on it's way which totally blows . . . oh well. I'm in love with pumpkin pie blizzards from DQ! ♥ I'm out.
October.17.2008
Well, my grandparents are up and my gramma had to go to the hospital. I'm not sure what exactly is going on, but I really hope she's okay. McKay and Rachel AKA: MC & RAZ came over today and we chilled , it was very fun. I don't feel well, I'm sick & probably going to get worse. Well, I'm about to go brush my teeth and then hit the sheets. Goodnight♥
October.15.2008
Red skittles are the b e s t. It's sooo true. This trimester only has 6 weeks left and I'm soooo glad! No more geometry until third tri. Muahahaha, :x I didn't want to go to school at all today!!! I seriously am so tired of it, I don't know why! I D K, anyway . . . p e a c e out !
(:
October.9.2008
This month is going by so fast!! I can hardly believe it. Anyway, homecoming is this week! Friday is our football game and we are all so excited. I've been really stressed out lately, I don't know why though. It's annoying.
Liars always get caught, and hating me will never change what you said beeyah! (:
October.1.2008
Whoa, it's October already, where is the time going? Ha, well anyway . . . not much is going on today either. Cindy and Doug left that's about it, and they got me addicted to a tetris game that I suck at. :x Ha, well that's all for today.
September.30.08
Just not a good day.
September.28.08
Well, I'm finally not sick anymore, which I love!! I seriously wish weekends lasted longer. Ha. School is already getting to me, just waking up in the morning though. I love school. . . besides waking up. I'm super bored lately. Tuesday Katie and I have plans to hangout after school which shall be fun. (: I think this weekend we are going to see Eagle Eye since we haven't seen it yet! I'm excited. Well, that's all for now.
(: peace!
September.25.08
I basically am tired of being sick. I'm almost over it. I hope. I've been so tired lately, I think it's from being sick. Anyways! I really miss Melaina, I need someone to make me laugh like she does but I know she's the only one out there. Ha. Not much is happening. . . at all. Maybe later.
byeeeeee biahs
(:
September.22.08
Well, guess what... I'm sick. Seriously, I HATE being sick. I can tell winter is coming which sucks, I hate the winter too. Ha. Anyway. I finished the second book today, and I can't wait to start the third one! OMG.(:
I have to dress up/look businessy tomorrow to sell adds, it's going to be an interesting day.
Well, I'm out for now.
bye y'all. (: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
September.18.08
Today is Melaina's birthday!! I miss you, happy 17th. I miss Mio so much. Anyway, not much is happening at all in my life. It's quite boring right now. I'm finally on the Second book to the Twilight series which is awesome. I love it, and if you like to read pick up that book! No joke. Everyone is getting sick from the weather, it's lame, I hope I don't get sick. I think everyone pretty much hopes for that. Well, I'm going to take a really long hot shower. BYE !
(:
September.15.08
Today my sister had her surgery. Before she went under she told me to pray for her because God always listens to me. So I did, and the doctors FINALLY found out what was wrong with her. We are all super happy. Anyway, other than that not much is going on. I am almost done with the first Twilight book. . . it's amazing. The Hills is on soon, I cannot wait! I have to get ready for that && for bed, I'll write soon! (:
September.14.08
So, I wish all this rain would go away. I hate it, it makes me feel so lousy! Anyway, the 12th was my mom's birthday and I got probably the best picture of her blowing out her candles. Tonight my sister and her boyfriend are both coming down so that will be fun. No school tomorrow!!
Ha, I'm out for a little bit.

September.11.08
Today is such a sad day. I remember being in the 4th grade when the terrorists attacked the United States. I remember all of the teachers having their classroom tvs on watching the news and they also had the news up on the interent, I didn't know what was really happening, but now I do. :(

Never Forgotten.
September.10.08
So, today at school we had a very interesting assembly. It was basically about health/excerising/making choices. Well I've basically decided that tomorrow I am going to start making healthy choices and now that my feet are normal, I'll be able to run more like I was before. I'm cutting everything that is unhealthy out of my eating schedule for sure . . . I'm kind of excited to do this actually. I really liked the program. Today was kind of boring, I did get my toes completely fixed though which is cool! (:
September.9.08
Wow, I haven't written in a long time! Well, school has started up and I love it, of course you probably already knew that. I really need to get back on that sleeping schedule haha. I love all of classes and I'm sure they'll only get better with time. I seriously miss my family and friends from Mio, but I'm glad to be home I guess. I'll probably write more some other time, I'm in a hurry right now. (:
August.13.08
YO! SUP GANGSTERS? Ha. Well last night my cousins decided to put over 100 braids in my hair. Now I have awesome crimped hair muahaha. I love relaxing in hot tubs. It's almost time for me to go home. I really really don't want to but I need to. Hopefully I can work things out and get things back to normal for sure. I'm outtie.
August.8.08
If I knew that leaving town for awhile would ruin friendships I so wouldn't have left. :( Oh well, I said sorry and I guess that's all that can be said. It's not up to me right? Anyway, I didn't do much of anything today! I prank called my cousins boyfriend and got in trouble, hahahahahaaha. (;
My aunt made us all call him and tell him we were sorry. Muahaha, totally ruined everything. He just laughed with us though! I love my life ♥
imy.
August.3.08
So, I am and have been in Mio for about a week now. My great Gramma passed away on the first. I miss her a lot. I know she's in a better place and not in pain. She also gets to be with my Grandpa now. It feels like a dream without her here. I'm sad but also happy. Besides that, nothing much is going on besides being with my family here in Mio soon I hope to be hanging out with my friends because I miss them so much <3
I'm going to go do something !
See yah.
R.I.P Gramma Greere, I'll miss you and love you forever!
July.25.08
So, today I went to the movies with McKena and Kelsey. . . it was great fun! Then we stopped at BK to see Sam, and went to Katie's party for five minutes. After that, we just drove around for awhile. Today was super fun and tomrorow I am leaving for the rest of Summer to go up north and I can hardly wait! I am soooo excited.
I should probably get to bed though, I have to get up way early in the morning.
ICK!
Ha ... I'M OUT!
(:
July.20.08
I watched P.S I love you, againn! (: I leave for Mio in SIX DAYS! Oh gee, it's coming quick. Yayyayayaa. I got a new camera today. I feel bad, but I love my daddy. Forever and always! Anyway, tomorrow I'm hanging out with McKayyy! I think I'm going to go clean my room, it's a disaster area. haha. I'm out.
(:
July.18.08
I'm cool! Ha, I'm rubber you're glue whatever you say bounces off off me and sticks to you. So, I'm at my dad's house yo'. I'm kind of bored though. Story of my life. I leave for Mio in nine days! I can't wait I'm super excited yo!!! Ha, dude... BRIE RHYMES WITH G!
Okay, I'm out.
(:
July.13.08
Tj's party was so much fun!! We took so many fun pictures, haha. I was thrown in the pool though but oh well. haha. I got to see a lot of family members which was fun. We had about 5832 people in our tent though, which was cramed so a few of us came inside. I'm glad I didn't miss it all together.
(:
July.10.08
I got my permit today.
I ran a red light yesterday.
:/ ahaha.
It wasn't my fault! Anyway, Tj's grad party is saturday night. Everyone is going to be hereeeee. I think it shall be fun. I hope anyway. I'm going to Mio soon and I'm so excited!! 16 more days. Oh my, I can't explain how excited I really am. Our tree fell down in our yard. It was so quiet haha, no one heard it at all! C R A Z Y. Well, it is kind of late. I'm going to bed.
(:
July.7.08
So, not much is happening. Sam and I went to a party with a lot of drunkies. Ha. It was great. I am retaking the Driving test today. I hope I pass. :/ I'm kind of nervous. Hmm. Anyway, Sam and I have a plan to get our bellies pierced together (: (: that should be fun. If I don't get it done in Mio anyway.
That's all for today.
♥ imy.
19 days.
BYE!
July.5.08
So, last night Sam and I went out on the lake with her Mom and Jeff. It was fun. Floating in the boat, watching fireworks, listening to 20 different versions of July Morning, and seeing a UFO was fun. We really did see a UFO. . . at least we believe so. P.S I Love You was such a good movie!!! Watch it if you haven't. Trust me, I'm not a big movie watcher like at all, but I almost cried!! ♥ Anyway, I had a blast.
(:
July.4.08
So, I'm a tad bit frustrated. I never knew how important JB was so some friends, so important that they come before me. Ha, stupid. Anyway, I'm leaving for Mio soon . . . it couldn't come fast enough. Today is the fourth of July. . . my Uncles's birthday I should probably call him!! I haven't talked to him in like a year. :/ oops. Well, I'm hanging out with Samantha tonight at her place, it's going to be great fun.
July.3.08
Well sadly I failed the drivers training test. I kind of knew I did. . . :/ ha, so I have to retake it with probably 15 other people that didn't pass. I honestly think it was the teacher, but oh well. It's over for now. Anyway, today I found out that I am leaving for Mio on the 27th of this month!! It's been a year and I am so super excited. That sounds a little cheesy but I really really am. (: I could probably scream because that's how excited I am. Even though I won't be able to stay for as long as last year and I will only get to stay for a couple weeks it's still going to be the best time of ths summer. <3 <3 and I want it to by super slow too. I miss them. I miss you. ♥
July.2.08
Well last night we painted our living room. Sam and Kassie helped! It was a long night, we stayed up painting until one thirty, jumped in the pool till about two-ish, and then we all waiting for the bathroom to be decent to take showers. (: So, we didn't end up going to bed until around four and I didn't fall asleep until five. I also woke up at eleven so I'm really super tired already! Ha, that was fun. Anyway, I had my DT test today, I think I failed :x We'll see. I just ate a four piece nugget from McDonalds and my stomach hurts now! L A M E ! HAHAH. Alright well I'm going to bed soon ! (: Bye
Heroes
I'd definitely like to point out my dad. He's been through so much; with me and without me. He's always there to guide me through things, even if I'm not with him physically. He's taught me some of the most important things in life like giving respect to get it back. He's always encouraging me to follow my dreams no matter what or how big they are. I know that 75% of the person I am today is because of everything he's taught me. At times I thought he was the worst dad ever, but now when I look back I notice that he was only trying to help me be a better person. He's such a great dad to me, he's never been anything less than great and he never will be, I love him so much.♥

My aunt Di and my aunt Wendy. They have always taken me in when I needed them most. My childhood wouldn't be the same without them because they were like my mothers. When I am with them and their families, I don't feel left out because they treat me just as their own and that's what I love about them. They make me so happy, and I know that whenever I need someone to go to, they will always be there to help me get through. I really can't thank them enough, I love them.♥
Melaina
I probably wouldn't be who I am today without this girl. She has changed me in so many ways and she has made me appreciate life more. Whenever I am with her I am laughing. I love the way everyone knows we're best friends. We're not afraid to be loud and crazy in public because everyone knows that's just how we are. I love her so much she has helped me get through so many obstacles in my life, without her I would probably die. ♥
Mrs. Smola
She might be my teacher at school, but I honestly think she's more than that. She's the only person I can really open up to about everything. It's weird, but true. Through this last year I've heard probably everything about her life, just as she has heard mostly everything about mine. I love that she doesn't judge me; she listens and often gives me advice. I always listen to her, and unlike many other people I let her say it all. I always get the reassurance that everything will be okay when I'm talking to her. . . and that's what I need. I don't know if she's supposed to be in my life for a chapter or until the end, but one thing's for sure... I'll always remember her because she's always been there for me.
Favorite Books:
Twilight Series
Where the Red Fern Grows♥
Gossip Girl Series
Twisted
Speak
Diary for Nicholas

Favorite Movies
Lion King
the Parent Trap
Titanic
Marie Antionette
P.S I Love You
Dan in Real Life
August Rush
Definitely Maybe
Transformers
I Am Legend
Dinosaurs
War of the Worlds
the Day After Tomorrow
Prom Night

Favorite Foods:
Superman Ice-Cream
Pumpkin pie
Baked Cheese Cake
Ham rolls
Gramma's tacos
Pinapple upside down
Warm homeade cookies
Homade mashed taters
Anything barebequed
Sunchips
Dried fruit
Chocolate covered raisans
Sunflower seeds
Granola bars
Pinapple & ham pizza
adding to this later!