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Nick Power

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About Me

I hate meetings, I hate higher powers, I hate anyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. I am the disease of addiction. I'm cunning, baffling and powerful. I have killed millions and I am pleased.I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I'm your friend and your lover. I have given you comfort, havent I? Wasn't I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die didn't you call on me? I love to make you hurt, I love to make you cry. I love to make you so numb you can neither hurt or cry, when you can't feel anything at all. This is true gratification. All I ask from you is long term suffering. I've been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you. Together, we were able to destroy all the good things in your life. People didn't take me seriously. They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take seriously. FOOLS. Without my help these things would not be possible. I'm such a hated disease, and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.More than you hate me, I hate all of you that have a 12-step program, your program, your meetings, your Higher Power. All of these things weaken me and I can't function in the manner I'm accustomed to. Now I must lie here quietly. You dont see me but I am growing bigger than ever.And until we meet again, I wish you death and suffering.. ADDICTION!!FUCK THE SYSTEM!!! SHOW ME YOUR TITSMyspace Graphics
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My Interests

I do not regret the things that i have done, but those i did not do!!

I'd like to meet:

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a f--king big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suit on hire purchased in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sittin' on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rottin' away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats that you've spawned to replace yourself. Choose a future. Choose life...But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin? So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's gonna change, I'm going to change. This is the last of that sort of thing, and I'm cleanin' up and I'm movin' on, going straight and choosin' life. I'm lookin' forward to it already. I'm going to be just like you: the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisure-wear, luggage, three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die.

Music:

Avenged Sevenfold, From Autume to Ashes, Inflames, Unearth, Throwdown, Bleeding Through, Caliban, Norma Jean, Evergreen Terrace, Bullet for my vallentine, Underoath, DragonForce, All that Remains, Suicide Machines, Less Than Jake, RANCID, Sublime, Rise Against, NOFX, 311, Agnostic Front, Funeral For a Friend, H20, Bouncing Souls, Hayden, Pennywise, Poison The Well, Killswitch Engage, With honour, As I Lay Dying, Dropkick Murphys, Choking Victim, Tragically Hip, Goldfinger, The Distillers, Tsunami Bomb, Pearl Jam, Lynard Skynard, Led Zeppelin, Aerosmith, ACDC, Elton John, Frank Sinatra, Neil Young, Simon and Garfunkle, The Who, Rolling Stones, Wu-tang, Snoop, The Alkaholiks, Xzibit, O.D.B., Johnny Cash. Hank Williams Sr, Jr and the 3rd, Garth Brooks, Toby Keith, John Denver, Kenny Chesney more..

Movies:

Almost Famous, Out Cold, Bio-Dome, Blow, Scarface, Casino, Bugsy, Donnie Brasco, Taxi Driver, Goonies, Fight Club, Snatch, Donnie Darko, Lords of Dogtown, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Mr. Deeds, Longest Yard, WaterBoy, Big Daddy, Eight Crazy Nights, Click, The movie i made with yur mom last night.

Television:

as much as i dont watch tv. if i am bored ill always throw it on Spike tv, Discovery, or history chanel. theres always something there

Books:

Green Eggs and Ham