♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]eâ„¢

About Me

NikkiFKNTerrorCor[PS]e ;; HarderFaster
MY DEVIANT ART.
No, i am not where i belong. So shine a light and guide me back home.
The beat. Getting Messy. Sober up Sundays.
Photography. Friends. Psychology.
Goals. Aspirations. Dreams.
Writing. The Human Pysche. Harry Potter.
Orchestras. Operas. Cabaret.
Pin-Up Girls. Alternative Models. Morbidity.
Sado-Masochism. Pain. Pleasure.
Body Modification; Tattoos. Piercings.
Scarification. Individuality. Diversity.
Fake Eyelashes. Ivory Makeup. Hairdye
Candles. Incense. Moonlight.
Living Dead Dolls. Music. Freud.
Freedom. Beauty. Truth.
Love. Happiness. Equality.
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Do I have nothing good left to say
Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints
People love to drink their troubles away
sometimes I feel that I'd be better off that way
'Cause maybe then I could sleep at night
I wouldn't lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I'll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
So here's to living life miserable
And here's to all the lovely stories that I've told
Maybe drinking wine will validate my sorrow
Every man needs a muse and mine could be the bottle
Maybe then I could sleep at night
I wouldn't lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I'll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, i know
Finally I could hope for a better day
No longer holding on to all the things that cloud my mind
Maybe then the weight of the world wouldn't seem so heavy
But then again, I'll probably always feel this way
At least i know I'll never sleep at night
I'll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I'll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
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This is just self-induced terror
There's more to come, this is just a glimpse
I tell myself it's all in my head
but I'm pretty hard to convince

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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It is love; My Beautiful Girl, Adele Louise ♥ ;;
here comes the sun in the form of a girl. She's the finest, sweetest thing in the world.
take you to Heaven tonight.
My one && only.

My Best Friend Emily ♥; I am nothing without you. You are the most selfless, amazing, inspirational person I have ever had the privilege of knowing. We go together like milk and cookies. LoveLoveLove you.

Travis.Jtank; I am so lucky to have you in my life. You are so special to me. I love you both.

Danny.Krystal.Emma.Julien.Boydie.Drew.Pru.David.Nadine.Danie l.Frances.Mitchel.Sam.Amy.Lisa. Theo.Chris.Will.Maddy.Steff.Karina.Lia.Ashy.Matt.Tom.Sally.H ilary.Leah.Alara.Jess.Rhi.Sarah.

Music:

Movies:

One Day You Will Be Nostalgic For Now.

Heroes:

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Requieum - Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

My Blog

Bird + The Worm. old. for the used competition. rofl

6 Feet underStifled in silenceSquirming through shame.Blasphemy. Violence.Worms in the soil of deceased.Diseased and blindSearching for the LostIt's Nightmares they find.Overhead in blazing sunEbony ...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:29:00 PST

Smile a little rainbow;

Smile a little rainbow for me?In colours bright and pure.Smile a little rainbow for me?Just once, you lifeless whore.You're greyYou're bentYour body's bruised.No way Too late I must be confu...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:55:00 PST

9 march.

my skin is redmy flesh is tornmy mouth feels dryi sit; alone. The room spins around me.Waves of nauseaStomach churningMy memories are fadingQuite like the love i felt for Youfades like the moon ...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 07:57:00 PST

acidic rain corrodes the memory of you.

Head bent down, i battle the rain.Drops like fire, burning my exposed flesh.Drops like angels, washing the blood away.Drops like hell, reminding me of her malice. My Misery.Head bent down, I battle t...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:59:00 PST

You said you wouldnt ever...

"You said you wouldn't ever&" you trailed off, in awe of me. I nodded. I lied to you. You stroked my arm, almost how you used to touch me, so full of love. The dark shadow that once lay deep in your ...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:05:00 PST

Star-Crossed Lovers.

You're lying still.Your head propped upOn lavender-scented pillows.And your favourite sonata,Dancing on the wind.Like we used to dance in the moonlight.I kiss your feet, porcelain white,Like the snow...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:01:00 PST

Walking alone at night;;

Walking alone at night had never really bothered me before.Tonight I walked, head upright, hips thrust forward; a confident stride.A lie. Nonetheless, my boots covered the lie, echoing in the silence,...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:33:00 PST

Stole The Colour.

You stole the colour from my face.You stole the meaning from my Grace.You stole how i wanted to be. You made me fall on bended knee.You made me shed tears from my eyes.You made me feel the meaning of ...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST

Inspired By Late Night Visions and Portraits in my Head

Inspired By Late Night Visions and melancholy Portraits in my HeadI dream of lying motionless. Facedown on the sand.Ashen and greyUnder a blue Moon.The Living Dead, Doll[y].Looking up with bloodshot e...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:20:00 PST

No subject

You look at me with glassy eyescold. dead. irrational.I look at you with cold dismay.Blinking back tears.You left me shallow and hollowFilling the silent void With hatred, rage, pity.Selfishness.Suffo...
Posted by ♥NikkiTerrorCor[PS]e" on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:49:00 PST