Connie

I am.... I am fierce and beautiful. I wonder if God really will answer anything I ask in Jesus' name. I hear my dad calling, "Wake up! Another morning to serve the Lord!" I see myself dancing under Yeats' embroidered cloths. I want to fall in love, and finally, be loved back. I am fierce and beauitful.I pretend to be okay, when the emptiness almost consumes me. I continue to be a fighter and feel like I'm dying inside when I realize I'm the only one fighting. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and though I have made so many mistakes, I know my intentions were always good, always in love. I seek truth in everything and wonder why this has happened. I am fierce and beautiful.I feel deep hope when I think about my dreams coming true. I reach out to a heart I can not touch. I touch a guitar that will never be played and letters that will never be sent. I worry that I will never find what my parents had. I cry when I think of losing the one that I loved the most. I wonder how my life turned out this way, and what I did to deserve it. I know that my life has been harder than some but better than most. I am fierce and beautiful.I understand that sometimes our own pain conceals the truth. I say that God says all things are possible. I dream of hearing, "I see you. I love you. I can search my entire life and never find somebody like you...I want you... for as long as we both shall live." I try to hold onto my faith because I know that God works miracles and has a perfect plan for my life...even if I don't understand it. I hope that God will answer my prayers. I am fierce and beautiful. stars layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments