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...When I am drank, I don't speak very good England!

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I am trying to teach my conscious brain to be as intelligent as my body,which isn't very smart at all. Equilibrium is the name of the game here folks! However slowly this is happening...I am starting to reap the benefits of all the pain, bruising and broken body parts I have acquired over the years trying to carve out some space. No I haven't been bashed. I've been dancing. However I do heal faster these days. Don't we all! Apart from creative ventures of the somatic kind. I really have no other skills- Unless boozing & mouthing off are regarded as skills. Self consciousness (if only one could escape it?) Bring on unconsciousness! I will make this statement; Dancers are masochists! I am one of these people.Music, art and festivals allow me to feel unbridled and like the world has meaning and it's ok, Ahh.... The Healing Power of Rock 'n' Roll!I'm quietly an introverted exhibitionist, I have trouble spelling.I love synchronicity and when things just go right. Bored by life most of the time? -I once stared at the wall for 12 hours just to see how bored I could get. I had toilet breaks and I ate a few toasties but I pretty much just wanted to delve into the depths of my boredom without trying to understand it or solve it. It was a very ironic feat. The un interesting became interesting, and bordom birthed brilliance. I came to the stark realisation that boredom is a state I'm not unfamiliar with, and I have issues!!! No surprises there really. I feel almost myself when im creating or absorbing something bizarre or beautiful or both. Otherwise I'm being a cynical dark pedestrian most of the time. By the way, if you have read up until this point I think your a very sad individual. Myspace IS NOT REAL!!! WE ARE NOT UR REAL FRIENDS!!! Go play!