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dipsomaniacalman

ladykiller - love the way that your love is expressed, not just by what you say - my name's carved o

About Me

no, really, i'm kinda boring. i could make something up about how by night i have a whole different life involving fast cars, fine food, and beautiful women, but it just wouldn't be true; my car's really slow. ha! yea, i'm not that funny, either. um... ok, think i'll go eat now...

5 interesting things about me:
(i) i quit smoking 20th jan 2005 after 8 years
(ii) i am a compulsive collector of anything that is in a set
(iii) some people find me very annoying
(iv) i think i'm quite charming, actually
(v) i fall in love every other day
myslave:
lookit - i got me a slave now; click her face and make her peel me a grape, mmmtastygrapes!


(another) 5 interesting things about me:
(i) i eat too much
(ii) i buy more books than i can read
(iii) i've been labelled an 'emotional cripple'. yeah, how original ;)
(iv) i think i'm plenty emotional enough, thank you
(v) i'm more shy than you think
(yet another) 5 interesting things about me:
(i) i'm my own harshest critic
(ii) i find other people's criticisms of me intensely irritating
(iii) i like running
(iv) i have one (secret) regret that haunts me nearly every day
(v) it's not you
(oh, no, not another) 5 interesting things about me:
(i) i find it hard to write
(ii) i am very lazy
(iii) i don't really understand myself
(iv) i really, really wish that i did
(v) i find it difficult to think of things to write here
(good grief, another) 5 interesting things about me:
(i) i went diving off shark point to try and combat my water/shark phobia
(ii) i am really rather good at work avoidance
(iii) i believe wholeheartedly in the power of a smile
(iv) i am secretly a hopeless romantic
(v) i am not jerry maguire
this profile "pimped" by: me , damnit!

My Interests

reading, movies, eating, drinking, cooking (occasionally), eating (again), compulsive tidying. pretty standard stuff, really. except for my, some might say unhealthy, interest in clouds. aren't they cool? dream gods of the sky. you can see everything in the clouds. i just like them. a lot. you should, too. go look at some clouds. now.

I'd like to meet:

terry pratchett; he is most droll

Music:

the fabulous carter usm. and all the variations that came after.

Movies:

oh, god, this could go on for a while. i've always liked forrest gump. i'm interested in oldschool horror, freddy and jason and that. am currently compiling a dvd collection of all the superhero movies - daredevil, batman, and such. also quite a big animated movie fan - from cartoon animation like the emperor's new groove to cg like finding nemo. ok, this could go on for a while so i'm just gonna stop now.

Television:

quantum leap. west wing. neighbours.

Books:

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. no, there isn't enough internet.

Heroes:

aren't we all?

My Blog

hope

all those dances, stealing glances,i was high on foolish hope.now only stanzas, wasted chances,i hope you die,i hope you choke.   xxx.
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:34:00 PST

evilness

You Are 98% Evil..http://images.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/evil-5. jpg" height="100" width="100">You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!How'>http://www.blo...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:29:00 PST

unattained

i see inside your mind and, yet,though time unwind, you fail, unmetth'acknowledgement of notion shared,the cleaving raiment, unprepared,so hold, and hush, be soothed, my sweet -come breathe with me wh...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 03:15:00 PST

ignorance

it grows in me:gradual encroachment.it penetrates,it eats me from within.a veil of lace,conceals the rot within me;what you can seeis never as it appears.joyful façade,must keep up the show for t...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 05:15:00 PST

i see you

if i were you: i'd kill myself,i guess that's what you're doing.i saw you just a week ago,you look ill from pursuingthis stupid idea that you have,your concept of perfection,an object unnattainable:yo...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 04:25:00 PST

happy things

there are happy things in life, it's true; sunshine, butterflies and music too. but the majority of life is rough, ultra hard and extra tough.all the happy things in life pass through; cancer stays an...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:11:00 PST

remind me

you dug your own hole, so now sit in it, pretty,said nothing's about you, and it's true; such a pity,and not only pity, but also a shame,but i've completely forgotten, remind me -what's your name? the...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:55:00 PST

obsequious

burning, burning,the pain takes hold,yearning, turning -where to go?three autumns pass,and then ten more,they rise,they rise just as before.mysterious, she holds:(the tomb) life's hope,as we fade...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:04:00 PST

a girl

i met a girl whose skin was blue,she taught me how to fly.then off into the night she flewand never said goodbye.i've searched and searched around and round,and all across the world,then cried because...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 12:38:00 PST

2D world

a 2D world of shadow places,wasted souls, and paper faces,wherein no depth - no life - resides,and only flat façades survive.a 2D world of broken promise,hypo-aware, devoid of wonders,an empty place o...
Posted by dipsomaniacalman on Thu, 25 May 2006 10:43:00 PST