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I spell my name with one "s"; Dont spell it wrong. I'm doin the whole single mom thing, and fuck its hard! I work at Kokopelli Eye Care, lookin at eyes and listing to old people complain about how they're too old, and simply, cant see. I like it there though, amazingly enough, every day is the same thing and I know what to expect, and these days, thats a wonderful feeling. I work at Garcias at night, I freekin LOVE my bitches there and am soooo happy to be back! Id really like to get back to getting to the gym regularly. I loved it and I had so much more energy then. All my free time I try to spend with Coletyn. Hes growin up so fast and I dont want to look back and be like, "Man, I wish I was there more". I like to read. I play on myspace way too much... I drink red bull like its water, thats probably why I dont sleep well at night. I have a thing for Hands, its one of the first things I notice abut someone. Sexy stomachs always get me and I love crystal blue eyes. One day, when I grow up, I wanna be an Architech. I want to design homes, namely track homes. A few custom homes here and there. The only channels I watch are HGTV, DIY and Boomerage. I LOVE cartoons,especially the old ones. Im a pretty easy going, fun, high energy person. I like to go 4-whellin, shooting and I love Hockey! Go Sundogs!! I want to get a lot more tats, as long as I can cover them and still look professional. I have a small voice and I sound like 12. People think Im more innocent then I am. Im very confident and comfortable with my body. I think self-consious people are a big turnoff! And vice versa, cocky lil bastards piss me off too! lol. Im absolutly terrified of the dark. Green is my favorite color, but only a certain kind. Im a super big flirt, and sometimes I lead people on by accident. Trust me, youll know when I like you! I fall hard and fast, But Ill pick myslef up and leave juat as quick if you scare me away. Im not really into 2nd chances (Even though Ive been given my fair share) It just never works out the way you hoped. I like alot of attention, all the time. Im really afraid of love, ok...commitment. I like boys who dress good, have an outgoing, fun, try anything, spontanious personality. I know its vain, but I have to think ur cute to date you, I dont have time for relationships or games. I like emo boys, I cant help it, theyre soo stinkin cute! Im straight up, always, What you see is what you get with me. I dont hold anything back and I dont keep secrets. Volcom and Independent are my Fav brands. I cant wear socks to bed at night. Ive never had a guy give me an Orgasm. Ive taken nude pics with my best friend. I want big boobs, and Im willing to pay for them. My sister calls my boob size "A minus". I change my toothbrush at least every 2 months. Im a hypocondriact. Everytime I get sick I swear I have pnemonia or Im for sure dying. I get deathly ill everytime my mom goes out of town for more than a few days. Its all in my head,I know and Ive done it since I was about 12. I can say "I love you" in Spanish, Ukranian, Danish and German but I have a hard time saying it in english. I'll do anything for my good friends. Even if I know they wouldnt do the same for me. I love my Chihuahua, Asmodeus. However, he hates everyone. I cannot stand rice, everything about it just grosses me out. Im a size 3ish. I try everything I can to gain weight but it just isnt working out for me right now. I have a Walther 22, therefore I dont need a bf. All the exitment I need I get from that. I go shooting as much as I can, its the only thing that really gets the edge off and helps me relax. You smoke pot or drink a beer, I blow a beer bottle into shatters of glass or ink up my skin. Im just not THAT girl... flowers layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

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I'd like to meet:

Well Marilyn Monroe if she were still alive, but thats just because I think shes gorgeous! Family I have yet to meet. Especially two sisters. Mark Wahlberg, wait, nevermind, Id faint if I ever saw him! I'd like to find old friends that I havent talked to in ages! If I dont know who you are then I wont add you to my friends list, dont even bother.

Music:

I listen to every kind of music, even classical if im in the mood. I really dont like hardcore rap or metal music, but ive been know to listen to that too( I secretly love pantera). I mostly listen to hip-hop/r&b type stuff, country(yes, yes i are a hick) i guess pretty much whatever is on my iPod. My fav bands are Saves the Day, The Early November, The Rocket Summer, Manchester Orchestra, Elvis! among others... ....Yup, Im in love...*sigh*

Movies:

I HATE scary movies, i always have nightmares. I do watch a lot of kid movies and I love all the Disney movies...Some of the movies I could watch over and over and not get sick of are: Benny and Joon(my absolute fav!), Pans Labyrinth, Talladega Nights, Big Fish... but all that could change tomorrow. Im the type of person who will watch a movie 3 times a day till im sick of it.

Television:

OMG....LOST!!! Im addicted!!!! I need therapy. and 24.

Books:

I have read so many books, i couldnt even begin to tell you my favorites... I read a lot of childrens/young adult fantasy books. About dragons and fairys and magic, long adventures and all that. Reading is one of my favorite things to do. I have to thank my granparents and my mom for that. They always bought me any book i wanted, no matter how dumb.

Heroes:

My mom and my sister. Theyre the strongest women i know. I look up to the two of them more than anything in the world. My sister cuz shes always thinking of others. and because she used to share her bed with me in the middle of the night and hold my hand when i was afraid of monsters. My mom mostly because she put up with me for 21 years and rasied me to the best of her abilities. Everything I am today is because of her. They both put up with alot of crap and dont let it drag them down to the bottom for too long and they always help others when they need it. Both of them are so much more caring and understanding than me. Im so lucky to have them in my life. And last but not least, the Pizza delivery man. Because he brings me good food and I dont even have to put on shoes to leave.
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You make me shake so bad im weak on my feet...

FUCK.
Posted by Not Urs on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:56:00 PST

I am Strong

Here I sit... Thinking of you and thinking of the past. Thinking of past decisions that have led me up to where I am now. Would I change anything if I had the chance? Probably not. Im struggling ...
Posted by Not Urs on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:40:00 PST

its just cuz you care so much...right??

SO... Lemme get this straight. cuz this is something im having a hard time understanding. Your being a dick to me, giving me no respect, even though im the mother of your child, doing everything you c...
Posted by Not Urs on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:14:00 PST

Jesicas journey thru the mind of herself? Doesnt make sence to me either...

I dont think I could explain to anyone how I feel anymore or why I do the things I do. Im not asking for your approval. Id like to know I have people standing behind me willing to back me up, but I re...
Posted by Not Urs on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:28:00 PST

i dont care what u say, but it hurts that your saying it

I hate this town and pretty much everyone in it. I hate all the drama. I hate that people hate people that are just tying to be happy. Im just trying to find my place. I dont care what you have to say...
Posted by Not Urs on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:51:00 PST

dont wanna sleep when dreamings scarier than living

The fears in my head play games at night when the lights are off and all is quite.Just keep busy and Ill be okWhen dreaming is worse than real life, going to sleep is a choreI cant get my mind to quit...
Posted by Not Urs on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:38:00 PST

I want to be free of these mind chains...whos got the key?

I wish I could explain to anyone how I feel right now. Im so mixed up inside my head on whats right and whats not. Whats wrong and what just isnt fair.  Whom should I be pleasing if not myse...
Posted by Not Urs on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 03:12:00 PST

embarassing moment, fit for cosmo

Lemme tell you all about my morning, its too good not to tell....   Ok, so Coletyn had to get his 6 month shot today. We had to get up early, get dressed and try to beat the traffic. Well I was r...
Posted by Not Urs on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:25:00 PST

UUUGGG...~L-I-F-E~

UUGH... like thats how I feel! Tired and wore out. I feel like Ive been working too hard. Working to keep my house clean, dinner on the table, baby fed. Working to keep JJ happy and the dogs content, ...
Posted by Not Urs on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:22:00 PST

My son favors his middle finger

Its true! He always throws it up right before I take a picture, he's JUST like his Dad!!!SEEEE... its all his dada.......
Posted by Not Urs on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 04:42:00 PST