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Bittersweet Farce

I feel you slipping away from me every moment that I fail here.

About Me

I live in a world of fantasies and dreams. I am but a girl. No more no less. I will cry when hurt. I will bleed when cut. I try to be fairly drama free. All I want is to better myself and grow as a person. I want to be happy.table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.

Blind Folds


92%

Chains/Handcuffs


92%

Bondage


83%

Whips


75%

Biting


67%

Blood


50%
What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.

Demon


59%

Faerie


50%

WereWolf


42%

Angel


42%

Mermaid


25%

Dragon


17%
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are 64% Brutally Honest
Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?
Your Rising Sign is Gemini
You often feel torn between two dominant personalities.
Sometimes you're adaptable and friendly; other times indecisive and unsure.
No matter what, you're the life of the party or conversation.
Witty and talkative, you entertain with your stories and gossip.
It's a bit difficult for you to finish what you start - jobs, friendships, relationships...
There's so much you want to try. You often bite off more than you can chew. What's Your Rising Sign?

My Interests

Faries. Fary Tales. Stick pin buttons. Pink hair. BUGS!! Body modification. Fire. Monkies. Ivy. Argueing. Anything scientific. Books. Horror movies. Listening to music. Fishnets. Leather. Collars. Girls. Boys. Love and Hate relationships. Self discovery. Self loathing. Self improvment. S and M. Being alone. Being honest. Being myself. Writing. Psychology/Sociology. Philosiphy. Ancient Rome. Grecian mythology. Christian mythology. Change. Learning about anything. Driving. Cats. Rainbows. Never being the same. 80's music. Meeting new people.

I'd like to meet:

Any one who can think for themselves. Juggalos and Juggaletts need not apply!!!

Music:

Everclear, Sum 41, Stone Temple Piolets, Guano Apes, Marilyn Manson, Alice Cooper, Lit, Adema, Alice in Chains, Seether, Weezer, Offspring, Godsmack, old Metallica, old Aerosmith, The Cure, Slipknot, Nirvana, Rammstein, Ozzy, Orgy, Stained, old Oleander, Trapt, Garbage, A Perfect Circle, Powerman 5000, Stabbing Westward, Marvelous Three, Fuel, The Beetles, Ugly Kid Joe, Apartment 26, Vidoedrone, Cold, Eve 6, Sound Garden, Candelbox, The Smiths, Eric Clapton, Johnny Cash, old Bon Jovi, Guns n Roses, Mesh STL, Puddle of Mud, Slayer, Bare Naked Ladies, Anthrax, Def Leppard, Cypress Hill, Mega Death, AC/DC, R.E.M., Three Days Grace, Evanescense, Oasis, Seven Mary Three, Santana, old Prince, Collective Soul, Finger 11, Green Day, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Taproot, Zebrehead, Type O Negative, Sublime, Gwar, Fog Hat, Lords of Acid, Alien Ant Farm, Nine Inch Nails, Nivrana, White Zombie, Kittie, Tea Party, Spine Shank, Super Joint, 10 years, some ICP but not alot, WASP, Hole, Duncan Sheik, MXPX, Reel Big Fish, Live, Dead or Alive, Cyndi Lauper, Crossfade, Nile, SR-71, Lacuna Coil, The Ramones, Radiohead, Nixons, Johnny Lang, Lisa Lobe, old Jewel, HeD PE, Joan Jett, Blondi, Chimera, Snot.....so many more...........

Movies:

Saw, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Dogma, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Pulp Fiction, Rock Horror, old House on Haunted Hill, Willard, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Rolling Kanasas, Harold and Kumar Do White Castle, Hope Floats, Blues Brothers 2000, This is Spinaltap. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Anything National Lampoon's, Alice in Wonderland, Sleeping Beauty, Dazed and Confused, Brue Almighty, Edward Sicsor Hands. Crybaby, Secret Window, Secret Garden, The Brothers Grimm, Ace Ventura Pet Detective I&II, The Truman Show, Cable Guy, Donnie Darko.....and many more that I just don't remember right now......

Television:

Nip/Tuck, CSI, ER, Charmed, Buffy the Vampire Slayer......

Books:

The Erotic Tales of Sleeping Beauty, The House, It, Odd Thomas, House of Thunder, Theif of Always, The Dark Half, The Dark Tower Series, Winter Moon, any poetry or quotes, Interview With a Vampire, Hearts in Atlantis, Lord of the Flies, To Kill A Mockingbird, Love in Vein, Harry Potter series, anything by C.S. Lewis, Thinner, Cujo, the Long Walk, The Kool-aid Acid Test, On the Road, Door to December, I collect text books............ so many more.

Heroes:

I am my own Hero.

My Blog

Fucking Christmas........

I hate Christmas.  This is the time of year when people gather around and "love" each other.  Well fuck it.  People forget my birthday and then forget about me all together when it is t...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:30:00 PST

Go ahead and hide from a girl.......

You are such a little bitch.  I want to know why you are running from me.  I am not the one who is after you.  You must be paraniod to run from a little chick.  I'm not the one you...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:24:00 PST

In peices........

Without you there is no life in this body.  Without you there is no soul to soar.  You called me a cold bitch.  I thought I was the one you adored.  If I am one just like you I gue...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 05:42:00 PST

it's a chart!!!!

Here is the Astro Chart you requested: Hi there, here is the interpretation of the astrological chart that you asked for. Also attached is a .GIF graphic file which depicts your chart wheel. Thank ...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 04:27:00 PST

Bow out gracefully......

I want you to know that I love you.  There is only so long I can wait in silence and still be grateful when you call.....  You know that I am here waiting for you.  This is how it began...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 03:55:00 PST

Well finally.....

Ok...... So the move didn't go as planned but anyone that knows me knows that is usually how it goes with me.  But atleast we choose saftey for us and the baby.  So, David and I sat down and...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 11:59:00 PST

In a hail of fire........

I just want you to know that I hate you.  I hate the you I thought that I knew.  I hate this thing that you have become.  I want you to know that you don't know shit about me.  App...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:45:00 PST

Last wish

Today is Nikolas' birthday.  He turned 2.  I wish I could see him.  I really do.  I sat here and cried til I just couldn't cry any more.  I miss my baby so much.  He was ...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 06:28:00 PST

Opheliac

I'm your Opheliac I've been so disillusioned I know you'd take me back But still I feign confusion I couldn't be your friend My world was too unstable You might have seen the end But you were never a...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 07:37:00 PST

Tales to no man's land.....

Ok.  So it's been a while since my last blog and I thought that maybe my friends wanted to know what is up  with me.  I am ok other than being `kinda sick.  Low blood pressure and ...
Posted by Bittersweet Farce on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 05:54:00 PST