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Unwell

Dying all the time, Lose your dreams and you could lose your mind. Ain't life unkind?

About Me

I am an writer,an artist. I am a mother, a wife, a lover, a friend. I am a protector of animals and children. I am eccentric at times. I can be a scrapper if you tick me off. I'll come at you like a howler monkey. LOL I am a lover of literature, art and music. I am a published writer, although not a novel yet. I am working on my book now and it's much harder work than I thought it would be. I am interested in gothic things and the gothic lifestyle. I used to be a singer, semi-professionally for a while. I appreciate the calm before the storm and the storm itself. I enjoy meeting new people if they are interesting. I am totally (well, I try to be) politcally correct and agree that gay people should have the same rights as straight people. I also think trans gender and transexual people are interesting. I am very liberal and I think Republicans have pretty much run this country into the ground. Not to change the subject..... I am tattooed and pierced in places you will probably never see. I am a loner for the most part but will hold you while you cry. Sometimes I like screwing with people just to make them uncomfortable, squirm in their chairs a little. ;) I am bipolar and am not ashamed of that; I'm proud of it. It sparks my creativity. I have an appreciation for night, for architecture, for forces beyond our control. I believe in God but will not force my beliefs onto you nor do I think I am holier than thou-can't stand that. I am not normal, I revel in my abnormalities. I am not a game-player, a liar, a cheat. I am not stuck on myself, I am not too good to give a homeless person some food or cash, I am not too snooty to talk to you. I am an individual, I am me, I do not wish to be you. If you are abnormal, have something original to say or consider yourself interesting, contact me. If you want to share your art, your writing, your music, hit me up. If you are here looking for sex, forget it. If you are here to play games, spam me, lie, or generally piss me off, save your time and mine. If you long to be just like everyone else, dont bother. And if you just want to cause DRAMA (and you know who you are), please save it for someone that gives a damn. T.

My Interests

Art, literature, music, the night, holding hands, riding my v-star cycle, scary movies, bipolar disorder education, CHICAGO BEARS FOOTBALL, talking with someone who can hold a conversation while looking in my eyes and not at my cleavage (all the time), the smell of apples and Halloween in october, vibrant color, tattoos, piercings, real love without all the effin games, the ocean, fine handbags, jeans that make my butt look fabulous, vintage jewelry, antiques, howling at the moon, hanging out with my adoptive mom, sock monkeys, random dance breaks in public places, writing poetry that comes from my soul, being 'punk rock', living the dream! I run a yahoo group for adult people with bipolar disorder and it is a passion of mine. I originally created the group for self support but have found it to be rewarding and uplifting. I love to help other people and form bonds with friends all over the world. It gives me drive and purpose. If you are bipolar and need support or just a friend...click the link to the right. Or just message me and I will personally invite you. xo EXCITING NEW NEWS! I NOW HAVE MY OWN WEBSITE THANKS TO MY FRIEND LIN! PLEASE CHECK OUT WWW.JUSTUSCRAZYBIPOLARS.COM There is valuable information there for all of us crazy bipolars! lol.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet - Interesting people, original people, artists, authors, and if they were still alive, Salvatore Dali and Ernest Hemmingway. A literary agent or publishing house to promote my new novel. BEARS football players and/or fans. Really people who are unique and loves themselves for who they are and also hates drama and b.s.Someone very special wrote this for me: "Sometimes if you're lucky, someone or something comes into your life that will take up a place in your heart that nothing or no one else can fill, someone or something tighter than a twin, more with you than your own shadow, that gets deeper under your skin than your own blood and bones"Thanks Mike, my brother! I love you. xo
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Music:

Ok, here is what's in my Ipod now, I am eccentric when it comes to music (this means crazy lol) The Stones (naturally!), goo goo dolls, daughtry, plain white t's, matchbox 20, dead kennedys, sex pistols, Radiohead, Nirvana, Punk Goes Acoustic, Janis Joplin, Alkaline Trio, New York Dolls, David Bowie, Lukas Rossi, Prince, Velvet Underground, Ramones, The Who, Avril Lavigne, Chesterfield Kings, Counting Crows, Black Crowes, Finch, Taking Back Sunday, The Audition, Rise Against, Al Green, Blue October, Amy Winehouse, Elton John, Gladys Knight, Jacks Mannequin, Laura Nyro, Michael Buble, Muddy Waters, Guns and Roses, Mamas and Papas, Iggy Pop, Kelly Clarkson, Alanis Morisette, Dot Dot Dot, David Cook, The Beatles, Snow Patrol, Fleetwood Mac, Journey, Springsteen, Clapton, Tracy Bonham, Dead Kennedys, Green Day, Hinder, Sublime, P!nk, and more! I will listen to anything that inspires me or strikes me. And this may change daily or even hourly...hell, maybe minute to minute. I enjoy all varieties of music except that blowing in a jug hillbilly nonsense. Get out the moonshine, pa! LOL. No, really, I love all types of music from old stuff to new and all genres. Yes, even country...for shame! lol. Which fucked-up genius composer are you?
Shane MacGowan... unconsciously brilliant. You can intelligently debate any topic from theology, history, literature and philosphy... though only while you're out of your skull on booze.
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Movies:

Valley Girl, Girl Interrupted, All the 80s teen movies, One Flew Over a Cuckoos Nest, The Graduate, Pan's Labyrinth, Bobby, The Simpsons Movie, Corvette Summer, Scary Movies, Pixar, Labyrinth, Tommy, Edward Scissorhands, Sweeney Todd, 8 mile, Cool as Ice lol, Purple Rain lmao, Deliverance (play banjo here), mob movies (im a jersey girl), all of the Rocky movies, i can watch anything really, i like movies! Hard Candy will haunt you, rent it! Half Nelson, Candy, alot of Indy films! If you know of some good ones..hit me up.

Television:

Bears Football! Most sports excluding baseball. TV Land, Reality Shows Such as Hell's Kitchen, Rock of Love, Idol, I miss I love New York, Flavor of Love, goofy MTV shows like the hills. Nip Tuck, House. Don't forget the lyrics is kind of fun. I'll watch Trumps show too if I catch it. I'll watch anything that holds my interest or amuses me. I love the mean guys..Chef Ramsey, Simon and Dr. House can come visit me ANYTIME..open invitation.

Books:

Watch Out by Dr. Joseph Suglia is the most shocking and thought provoking book you will ever read! Buy this book!!! A million little pieces (James Frey - you kick ass!), I love Indy books. They are usually much better than the big publishing house books, check them out. The book thief by Zusak, old stuff by king. Most of the O books are okay. Hemmingway, Frost, Dickens, Dickenson, Cook, Thoreau, Shakespeare, many more. Reading is one of my passions in life. I just need to find a way to get starbucks to deliver lattes, and I would be set. I will pretty much read anything that is well-written! Got a great book you want to recommend? Hit me up!!!

Heroes:

My children with so much talent and potential, I want to be just like you when I grow up. My adoptive Mom and Dad who didn't have to be my parents but chose to. Rich, the first person to show me unconditional love. Steve, who was gentle and kind when I needed it most-I love you. Mel, who showed me it can be done. Mike, my brother, for making me laugh whenever I need it and giving me friendship. Mojo, my sis for going even when the going gets tough.. you can't call her a quitter. Amy Winehouse for singing rehab while in rehab..LOL. That made me LOL. LOVED IT! So many people inspire me daily.

My Blog

More Than a Color

Sleepy eyes, not yet focused Not yet even a color but more than a color Stirring emotion in everyone who views Your tiny fingernails And wrinkled toes Gums without teeth Nothing more beautiful Have I ...
Posted by Unwell on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 09:55:00 PST

A Note To You

I connected with you. You gave me life. You fought my demons. And wiped my tears. You talked about things, That interested me. Like the Rockford Files, And designer watches. I tried to real. But it wa...
Posted by Unwell on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 11:42:00 PST

Crumpled tissue

She walks though freshly fallen snow Thinking that somehow she had been here before Perhaps in another world Another lifetime. She pulls her ragged coat around her tighter Hoping it won't rip though a...
Posted by Unwell on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 03:39:00 PST

Pet Peeves/Things I love

Here's a list of Pet Peeves, things that just yank my arse~in case you were wondering:  (and I'm sure you were. LOL) 1. Liars ~ just tell the truth, I can take it. If you find that you can't tell...
Posted by Unwell on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:05:00 PST

Closure/Holiday wishes

Is a wonderful thing. It was the best present I got this year and I gave it to myself. yay me. I'm happy, healthy and doing fine. Isn't that really the best revenge? To all of my friends here at mysp...
Posted by Unwell on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 02:53:00 PST

A Bottle of Booze

He holds a crumpled up old picture Thats been in his wallet for 'near fifty years It's faded and torn at the edges Cracked from the air of the ocean But she still smiles at him With eyes of green In ...
Posted by Unwell on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:56:00 PST

Only for a moment

Only for a moment We watched you grow From boyhood to man Only for a moment we held your hand And you touched our hearts They tell us now We must let go But how? When you were loved By so many For ju...
Posted by Unwell on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 09:26:00 PST

fantasy vs. reality

Reality is but a myth Fantasy swims in my head like a child I follow it to the ocean And dive in It makes me happy Filling my days with sunshine And light And laughter Hopes and dreams abundant O...
Posted by Unwell on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 09:35:00 PST

Death

He comes to me like a lover Taking my breath Caressing my soul Squeezing my heart He rakes his nails down my back Making me cry out in ecstacy Wanting more Wanting none He promises me eternal happines...
Posted by Unwell on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 12:13:00 PST

Hope doesn't float you idiots

Hope sinks like a heavy stone Around my neck Forced down upon wishes and dreams And love Wishing and dreaming are for children Adults face reality And must grow And realize Disneyland is fantasy ...
Posted by Unwell on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:20:00 PST