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well, where do i start?? if you know me, then you know me. i wear my emotions on my sleeve so anyone can know how im feeling at any given time. i give people my trust, its their job to keep it. you betray me once, its guaranteed you'll betray me a thousand times. karma is a bitch, so i'll sit here in my front row seat watching it get paid back in full. my life is full of fun. i work hard and play even harder. i love to push myself to every extreme...physically, mentally, and emotionally. i kickbox regularly, its a good way for me to get the stresses of life out. i love a mental challenge. i'm a thinker and very observant. if you think youre playin me...think again. its me playin your mind to think youre playin me. im always one step ahead. emotionally, its my strong side and my weak. i have very few people i can count on in my life, but those that make it are set. id rather give than receive. i like to make sure those in my tight circle are always taken care of. when i give, i give freely...i dont expect change. but dont confuse my kindness for weakness....its a grave mistake im warning you not to make. im very guarded when it comes to relationships, my wall is up and a guard is on duty at all times. ive known what its like to love and not be loved in return and i know what its like to love and royally fuck it up. neither way is easy. im a business woman, and i love success. i know i havent achieved it without the help and guidance of many individuals and to them i will forever be thankful. i have a daughter that is the light of my world. she is an absolute riot and the most precious gift i have ever been given. she has made my life come full circle and every day she simply amazes me. my family is the greatest. God couldn't have chosen a better unit for me to be a part of. i am very thankful that i was able to have my grandpa around for so long. he taught me about life and what being happy was all about. its a blessing to spend time with my family no matter how crazy they are. i love to travel. i want to see the world. there is so much to be learned from other cultures and i not only want to experience it, but i want my daughter to as well. i love to dance and ive been known to shake a tail feather every now and then...he he he. im a mexi-rican-redneck so i love spanish music, but im also a country girl at heart. well, thats pretty much me in a nutshell....wow its a big nut....want to know anything else then just ask!! LOVE YA!!!