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About Me


IF YOU DON'T TALK TO ME I WILL DELETE YOU!
About me?? Hm.. well if your reading this, I hope you have some sort of idea of who I am. If you don't know me, you probably shouldn't waste your time w/ this page.
Random shit to read. Enjoy: ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________ I ♥ my friends more than life itself
If you haven't already noticed, I don't accept friends on myspace unless I know the person in person
I'm a Type 1 Diabetic...
My body fucking hates me... and its a mutual hate relationship
I do not believe in god
I love being vague =)
I have had sleeping problems ever since I can remember
I created my entire myspace from scratch =P
Revenge is sweet...
I despise hypocrites more than anything else in the world...
and yes I'm being hypocritical saying that - so I hate myself
Actually I just hate.. people
I don't consider someone my "friend" until they prove themself in one way or another
Black... is the best color
People that come up to me to talk about "god" can fuck off
If I don't force my beliefs onto you, its only polite that you don't force yours onto me
I really have two sides to me
I find it very very very hard to trust anyone other than myself...
and.. er.. I don't even trust myself
I loooooooveee music
I am NOT emo.. or depressed or wtf ever.. I honestly just don't care
But if you feel obligated to "label" me, then go right ahead
I really don't give a fuck if people like me or not- the only opinion that matters is my own
No one will ever know everything there is to know about me..
It saddens me how sometimes, time goes too fast for my liking
I've been told I'm a tease
*sniffle*... cooookieesss....
I I have nothing against self-mutilation
But I do not cut myself
My music style is pretty eclectic
But, my god do I hate country more than anything
Vince and my fuzzy pillow give me more comfort than anything else in the world
I'm really.. truly... honestly.. naturally nocturnal and no one else understands this besides Vince
I sleep during the day - get over it!
I wish I could just paint my fucking window black to keep the light out
Often times, I am quite confused
All of the clothes that I own... are black
I don't go on myspace nearly as much as I used to
I only drink on rare occasions
Pool tables are... friendly...
Much of what you see of me.. is not how I really am
If only you all knew what was going on in my head a lot of the time....
I have over 2700 song on itunes cause I like to whore other people's music =D
Yet I tend to listen to the same few artists, and I don't even know half the shit I have on there, lol
I will never take a single illegal drug, or smoke a single cigarette.. so stop asking
And if you know me at all, you know I'm not lying
California is going to hell - all the people here are fucking retarded
My favorite colors are black, blue, and red (which should be obvious by now)
School is so fjdkslfjsdkal
My iPod is like the awesomest thing I own next to my laptop and DDR and I couldn't live without it =)
I tend to get very very attatched to certain inanimate objects that have a lot of value and use to me
DDR is a way of life for me
I think the Temecula mall is cursed... I really do
I swear as soon as I stopped going there, it went to hell
I haven't been on the internet nearly as much as I used to be
It is very difficult to hurt me.. but once you do, don't expect me to forgive you
I am the worst when it comes to remembering people's names
Actually, I have a horrible memory in general
Also, I'm really bad at observing things.. even if they're ooberly obvious, haha
My own little world has clouds made of cotton candy, haha
The inside jokes between me and Erika are so numerous, we could fill a fucking novel with them I am so artistically challenged that it's rediculous
Sushi is the best fucking food in the world
I am writing this at 3 in the morning
I am into wolves, and have been for years
I was in karate for over 2 yrs, but stopped going when my life got in the way =/
I am obsessed with rain - it is like my fucking drug Rolling in puddles is quite amusing, but gets you quite wet as well
Don't listen to the things I say.. unless I'm right
My eyes are sensitive to light, and I hate going in the sun
Actually, I just dislike the sun period cause it's EVILLL... I prefer rain =)
Everyone says I'm a vampire...
I really wish I could be a vampire...
I hate sports... the end
I'm not on AIM/MSN as much as I used to be...
I would really really really like a slice of pizza right now... with pepperoni.. and olives... and mushrooms and sausage.. ahh yes.. that would be wonderful
I can spend waaaaaay too much time on my make-up if I actually want it to look good
But I don't really care NEARLY as much as I used to about my appearance.. and sometimes I wonder why I did in the first place
I like going places in my pajamas, hehe
I tend to dislike preppy people
Yet I'm inclined to judge people by how they act and who they hang out with, not what they look like
Don't give me shit about how I think my life is soooo much worse than everyone else's.. I'm never looking for sympathy!
I never seek out attention- if you think I do, you don't know me at all
I'm very OCD about certain things
I prefer texts to talking on the phone... dunno why
I tend to hold grudges for long periods of time
I Don't make fun of me for naming the possessions I have that I have grown attatched to...
I like to spin in circles with Savy during break and lunch, haha A day without sun is like.. well... night
I am one sarcastic little bitch.. don't take it too personally
I tend to forgive.. but not forget!!
THE END (for now)
XO Emily
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Just live and breathe... try not to die again
After all these images of pain have cut right through you
I will kiss every scar and weep - you are not alone...
Then I'll show you that place in my chest
where my It still tries to beat.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ KIWI IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
You are cutting
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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-Pointless Survey-
Name- Emilyyy
Birthday- 6/27/89
Location- Temecula =(
Heritage- European mutt
Height- 5'6" (I measured recently =D)
Eye color- brown
Hair color- black and red
Zodiac sign- cancer
-Favorites-
Color- black, blue, red
Food- SUSHI!!!
Drink- monsters & raspberry iced tea
Time of day- well let's see.. I'm nocturnal...
Day of the week- saturdays, woooo!
Type of weather- rainy
Season- winter
Animal- wolves!!
Type of music- I dunno.. I'm kind of eclectic
Band- Atreyu is GOD!!!
Instrument- uhm.. Ionno
-Do You-
Smoke- no sir
Drink- occasionally
Have problems- haha, don't we all?
Get along with family- ehhh.... for the most part
Do well in school- yeah.. but only cause I actually try
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend- yup
Want to get married- eventually
Want to have kids- ugh.. NEVER
Believe in love- absolutely
Believe in love at first sight- uhm.. not sure, really
Believe in miracles-
Believe in yourself- nope
Wish you were someone else- ..sometimes
Think you are attractive- not at all
Play an instrument- naw, I have difficulties
Trust people easily- hahaha, yeah right
Miss someone- yes...
-Have You Ever-
Made someone cry- not intentionally =/
Been beaten up- why would someone beat me up?
Beaten up someone- why would I beat someone up?
Gone skinny dipping- nope
Cursed at your parents- actually.. no
Had a one night stand- no, I'm not like that...
Been rejected- yeah...
Rejected someone- yes =/
Tripped and fell in public- all the damn time
Ran into a pole- lol...
Been in a car crash- eh
Told someone off- oh yes.. with pleasure
Broken someone's heart- it was completely unintentional..
Had your heart broken- boy have I
Almost died- yes
-Are you-
In love- yes
Sensitive- eh.. well it depends
Easily pissed off- no, actually it takes a lot to make me mad
Ticklish- yes, ugh I hate being tickled
Stubborn- damn right
An artist- haha, I'm artistically challenged
Homophobic- psh.. no and everyone who is can fuck off
A good listener- I would say so
Interesting- well I'm definitely weird
Trustworthy- I've never done anything to break anyone's trust..
Open minded- yes
Opinionated- mmm... it depends
-Preferences-
Chocolate or vanilla- choconilla =D
Sweet, sour, or salty- uhmm.. sour
Cappuccino or coffee- cappuccino
Day or night- night of course

The beach or the mountains- the mountains
McDonalds or Burger King- Taco Bell =)
Pepsi or Coke- neither, soda is bleck
Cake or ice cream- uhm.. neither.. cookies
Single or group dates- single
Rain or sun- rain rain rain x infinity
Loud or quiet- hm.. well.. depends on the circumstances

My Interests

Well I always thought my life was kinda boring but then I'm busy most of the time so I guess I've got to at least be doing something, huh? Here's a few of my "interests":
hanging out with friends, sleeping, DDR, movies, music, music, music, food, fuzzy objects, spells & witchcraft, flying [wishing I could fly], black, caffeine

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take? 55
When will you commit suicide? May 21, 2025
What will your suicide note say? Fuck All of You!

Quiz created with MemeGen !

I'd like to meet:

Who the fuck says I want to meet anyone? I generally hate most people...

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

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Music:

"Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world has made itself... my enemy"
a7x
ac/dc
aerosmith
afi
as I lay dying
atreyu
black sabbath
blindside
bon jovi
breaking benjamin
bullet for my valentine
chevelle
cradle of filth
crossfade
the cure
daft punk
dimmu borgir
disbelief
disturbed
emery
evanescence
fallout boy
fear factory
finch
from autumn to ashes
from first to last
green day
guns n roses
hatebreed
hawthorne heights
heaven shall burn
HIM
in flames
journey
killswitch engage
kittie
korn
lacuna coil
lamb of god
marilyn manson
metallica
the misfits
mnemic
mudvayne
my chemical romance
nickelback
nile
nirvana
the offspring
otep
panic! at the disco
puddle of mudd
rammstein
rage against the machine
rob zombie
rolling stones
saliva
saosin
senses fail
shadows fall
slayer
slipknot
static-x
stone sour
story of the year
system of a down
taking back sunday
three days grace
thrice
thursday
trapt
under oath
the used

Which Slipknot Song Are You?
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I love slipknot... this is my favorite song on their old CD too!
"Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
"
~I'm A Fake

"Hold me and tell me 'We'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall. Watch as city light dance for us.'"

"Here I am, alive at last, and I'll savor every moment of this."

"Your words are deadly weapons - killing me, destroying me."

"I'll never need to see the sun again; there's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world."

I took these pics of A7X at Warped Tour 2005 so be very jealous =P

Movies:

yes.. I like all kinds of movies =)
101 Dalmations
28 Days Later
300
40-Year Old Virgin
50 First Dates
A Clockwork Orange
Accepted
Bedazzled
Big Daddy
Blood and Chocolate
Boogeyman
Bourne Supremacy
Coyote Ugly
Cruel Intentions
Cube
Dazed && Confused
Devil's Advocate
Domestic Disturbance
Donnie Darko
Eurotrip
Ever After
Everybody Loves Mary
Fantastic 4
Fight Club
Final Destination (all)
Freaky Friday
Girl, Interrupted
Ginger Snaps
Go
Hangman's Curse
Harry Potter (all)
Hide and Seek
Identity
Joy Ride
King Arthur
Lady and the Tramp
Last Holiday
Lilo & Stitch
Mean Girls
Meet the Fockers
Meet the Parents
Memento
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Moulin Rouge
Napoleon Dynamite
National Treasure
Night Stalker
Not Another Teen Movie
Ocean's 11
Phantom of the Opera
Resident Evil
Romy and Michele's High School Reunion
Running Scared
Save the Last Dance
Saving Silverman
Saw (all)
Scary Movie (all)
Seed of Chucky
Seven
Shrek 2
Silent Hill
Sin City
South Park: The Movie
Spiderman
Stay Alive
Taxi
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Breakfast Club
The Brothers Grimm
The Devil's Rejects
The Descent
The Exorcist
The Forgotten
The Grudge
The Hills Have Eyes
The Hot Chick
The Incredibles
The Island
The Lion King
The Matrix
The Notebook
The Princess Bride
The Silence of the Lambs
Thirteen Ghosts
Underworld
V for Vendetta
War Of The Worlds
White Chicks
X-Men (all)

Books:

I don't believe in books, they're against my religion. =P

Heroes:

"Everyone hears what you say
Friends listen to what you say
Best friends listen to what you DON'T say"

Fuck the penguin.

Which Swear Word Are You?
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Uhm.... sure, lol. Well, I guess its partly right....

Fluffy is my hero!!!

The love of my life is my hero, my inspiration, my everything

A1 steak sauce is my hero! You're all jealous!!

Eddie is my hero cause he plays awesome air guitar, haha

Ben is my hero cause he's a freaking PIMP =P

My Blog

Friday the 18th

Okay, so far, I've pretty much figured we can all meet *somewhere* and then kind of drive/follow each other down to the beach since I dunno which one we're going to (Vince is more familiar with that s...
Posted by Bleeding Mascara ♥ on Sun, 13 May 2007 12:41:00 PST

Who am I talking about...?

Write ten statements about 10 different people but don't write who they are about... see if anyone knows who you're talking about..1. We've been friends for forever and I love you to death but we've g...
Posted by Bleeding Mascara ♥ on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 11:47:00 PST

My Little Gizmo

Gizmo's story: So it was early morning, the friday before last. We're off to do some errand, and I'm zoned out like usual, but Vince sees a ball of fur under a shopping cart on the corner of the sidew...
Posted by Bleeding Mascara ♥ on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 09:54:00 PST