jackie.

"These cuts and bruises are all self-inflicted."
R.I.P Uncle John.
We all miss you and love you so much.
I don't know what to say. I'm kind of boring. I have problems like everyone else, I bleed the same as everyone else. Theres not to much to who I am. I can be complicated sometimes. People piss me off when they tell me that mental disorders are for the weak. Labels bug me. I don't like alcohol or drugs. I smoke. I love Smile Empty Soul. I take 200mg of Zoloft everyday. See I'm not so interesting.
"With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me, the heart that cares for you."
Nothing in this world is good, except for love, but even that is fading fast. Love isn't about sex, it's about knowing that theres better than what you have but you're so content with the person you're with that it doesn't even matter. People are committing suicide because no one cares to listen to them. Children are being beaten and starved because a parent doesn't love themselves enough to stop doing drugs or drinking. Everyday people are falling into a deeper whole that will eventually kill them and they don't even see it coming. Open you're eyes, look around, theres nothing good left in this world.
"There's too much scarring when I bleed, there's too much therapy I need"
Never tell someone that what they believe is wrong. Don't tell someone with depression that it's all in their head. You're problems are no bigger than theirs. All they really need is someone to hear them out, to maybe care enough to be there for them, not for you to give them your two cents about how you think what their going through is totally fake. Never tell someone to just go ahead and commit suicide, because you never really know how far someone is from stepping off the edge.
"You are not the one that has to cope and deal, all my problems are for me"

Please don't tell me that you know exactly what I'm going through, unless you know what it's like to want to die everyday. Don't tell me I'm emo. You have no idea who I am. Don't tell me that I'm over dramatic. Don't tell me that it's all in my head. People who are telling me this obviously have no clue what I'm going through. Don't stare at my scars when you're talking to me. I'm a human being just like anyone else. I don't have to listen to your opinion. I'll stand alone if I have to.
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