Insecurities. |
In a profession like dance, where you are constantly being judged by others, why is it that we continue to judge ourselves? We our judged by our directors, by choreographers, and even by our peers. Fu... Posted by Matthew on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:06:00 PST |
Expectations. |
Expectations. How is it that no matter how many dissapointments we have suffered we continue to believe that something better is right around the corner? I have always thought that someday ... Posted by Matthew on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:16:00 PST |
Practice. |
With a lack of confidence and positivity I venture into tomorrow. Mixed emotions and false hopes dilute reality. Waiting and waiting for that day to come. The day where I can walk with my held high an... Posted by Matthew on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 08:29:00 PST |
"There Must Be More Than This Provencial Life" |
No matter how much any of us would like it to be life is NOT like a Disney movie. In life there are no musical numbers that carry you through a hard time, no perfect Prince Charmings that sweep you of... Posted by Matthew on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 09:53:00 PST |
"Adult" Behavior. I think not. |
In light of recent happenings in my life I have decided that jealousy and insecurity breed negative feelings. Why can't a person be happy with who they are, what they have achieved, and what is going ... Posted by Matthew on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:24:00 PST |
Me. |
Matthew I prefer to be called Mattew, but very few people know that. I have pretentious tendencies. I am searching for happiness. Searching for love. I don't like to show emotion in public. I yearn fo... Posted by Matthew on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 10:35:00 PST |
Train Wreck. |
I sit alone. In a dark theater watching the people go by. Hand in hand. Everybody but me. I stay behind. Watchin the credits roll by roll roll roll right by me. I take a walk. The streets are busy t... Posted by Matthew on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 10:14:00 PST |
Work the Runway Sweetheart. |
"I would love to know the outcome because I love that kind of dirt." ~ Jay, Project Runway Season 1 winner. I am so excited for Project Runway Season 2. Fashion. Drama. Does it get any better t... Posted by Matthew on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 08:14:00 PST |
I have officially become one of those people I hate... |
I have officially become one of those people I hate. I added background music to my myspace. I don't know what is funnier... the fact that it is Kelly Clarkson or the fact that it is "Behind These Haz... Posted by Matthew on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 08:36:00 PST |
SoCO Thursdays... |
"Now of all the bonds between homosexual friends, none was greater than that of between the friends who danced together. The friend you danced, with when you had no lover, was the most important perso... Posted by Matthew on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 07:45:00 PST |