Coffee & Creativity go hand in hand ;)
Anybody read this anymore?
Someone...
Someone who knows what it's like to love unconditionally, yet knows the value of time apart and how it strengthens a relationship - even a day here and there creates a sense of longing - wanting - to be together again - without that there is only routine, and, while comfortable, creates a lack of desire, passion, lust, and care. (not necessarily in that order)
Someone who understands the value of friendship, the meaning of love, and the premise of compromise. Nothing is perfect, everything is in near balance however.
I'd like to meet someone who knows how to place themselves in another's shoes, and does so without thinking - who chooses what they say carefully, but still says what they mean.
I'd like to know someone who shares their feelings openly, yet doesn't do so in a needy manner. Someone who enjoys time spent together for the quality, not just quantity, though both together makes it better.
Someone who enjoys laughing, but not just at people.
Someone who knows what it's like to make sacrifices for another person, and not just financially.
Someone who doesn't view everything as a need, but knows when something falls into the want category, and knows when wants are to be held off on until needs are fulfilled.
I'd like to meet people who feel curious, a desire to know things, for no reason other than a general interest.
I'd like to meet someone who feels a desire to grow as a person, try new things, review old things.
Someone who feels that they can explain what they say in a variety of ways.
Someone who enjoys romance, passion, and knows what desire feels like.
Someone who enjoys the subtle things, like a simple touch on the cheek, hand-holding, saying kind and meaningful things. Flowers, for no apparent reason. Kisses goodbye, kisses hello, kisses just to kiss. Did I mention I enjoy kissing? (do I ever)
And, as an example, seeing as those who read seemed to agree, what I think a kiss is...
A kiss.
Sitting there, lips barely touching, breathing through your noses, touching each others faces, pulling in just slightly, and pulling away again to barely touching, breathing deeply in, and shallowly out.
Holding on to time, not wanting to be the one to break the spell. Allowing yourself to just enjoy the radiance of anothers' face. The subtle warmth.
A stroke down the arm, touching the tips of your fingers to the backs of their hands. Outlining every finger, and back up, to their hair, entwining your fingers gingerly, still not moving, still hardly breathing.
Then, you kiss, slowing your breathing still, pushing forward ever so slowly, bottom lips meet fully, then top lips, and part way for just the very tips of your tounges to meet halfway. Breathing stops, grips become tightened, and the world starts to spin. The entangled fingers grasp more desperately as your chests tighten from forgetting to breathe...
That's a kiss.
A few of my favourites are:
De/Vision
Oomph!
Voltaire
Wumpscut
And One
Assemblage 23
Arcturus
Camoflage
Covenant
Informatik
Iris
Katatonia
Knorkator
KOMPRESSOR
Melotron
Mesh
NIN
Ohgr
Orgy
Placebo
Prodigy
Razed In Black
Seabound
Sentanced
Seraphim Shock
Sero.Overdose
Skinny Puppy
Stromkern
Switchblade Symphony
Syntax
Syrian
T.O.Y.
Type O Negative
VNV Nation
Wolfsheim
Zeromancer
To name a few ;)
My dad has always been my hero, and always will be. Sarah is, and always will be the love of my life.