well... im a h0pele$$ r0mantic...l0lz... i dunn0 h0w t0 describe mUhself.. maybe im t00 c0mplicated..hahahahha.. well.. I StaNd 4 wut I beLiv !n and DoEs EvErythinG to ProTecT tHe peOpLe I LoVe!!! i dont want to sit here and write out my life story again.. and i dont feel like writing a book about my feelings again.. im awfully tired.. feelings? i have feelings.. CRAAAZY ones.. especially about relationships. i want one.. yet cant have the one i want.. yet cant understand why not.. yet want to scream because i can.. and i want to die sometimes over them.. Yes! i want a relationship! No! i wont get one.. because it looks like i cant. why dont guys ever makethe first move? seems like i always got to throw myself at them. i hate it. looks like no relationship for jem~ i need a little hope in my life.. alittle happiness too. something or someone is going to come along and give me that hope and happiness. so if its you- come to me. soon!! ~~LIKE NOW. **looollzz** its so complicated.. this life im living.. im so frustrated and confused with everything!!! i swear i want to get out it!! argh. i want to get it undercontrol.. cuz i feel like im always on an emotional rollercoaster ride. i hate that. i want to know my purpose soon.. what i am here for.. because nothings making sense here.. i hate it!! ~~EveRydaY,my LyF is a NeW emOtiOnal RoLLercOasTeR~~
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